*hugs Laura* sorry your ill, hope you feel better soon.

thanks Crimson for the idea, I hadn't thought of that, my GP is amazing and so nice that she would probably be ok talking to my mum, but I still don't want that to be the outcome *hugs*

*hugs Oliver* you may not want that outcome but making yourself more stressed over it being a potential outcome won't help either. It is always good to have the option there if it comes down to it :)

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Mara*

*Hugs Crimson*

*hugs Crimson* yes your right thanks. I'm going to try and not think about it until I have counselling on wednesday when we are going to talk about it.

*hugs Ian* how are you?

there are noisy drunk people in the flats next to me and upstairs, I don't like it

*hugs Ian and Oliver*

Iv been a bit fed up today, struggling to know what to do with myself.

*hugs Ian*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Ian*

*hugs everyone*

I'm so afraid that my life is going to be difficult forever. I need out of here or I at least need to cut and overdose.

*Hugs Lindsay* I know the feeling Hun, It will get better , It will .

I hope so, Mark. How are you?

I'm stressing over trying , But not succeding much with Making Dinner Reservations for Felicia and I..... Never done this before , wish people would answer their phones....

*hugs Mark and Lindsay*

*Squishes Oliver*

Maybe you could just go for a picnic, Mark!

That is a plan for one day Lindsay , But you know the weather can be changable , I want to find out where there's a park to picnic in , Thanks for the tip though (Hugs)

Have you managed to reserve a place yet, Mark?

2 , One Indian as Felicia has never had Indian food and one English,continental and East European Food .
*Hugs Lindsay*
I'm getting anxious , It's getting more and more "real".

I'm pretty triggered...........It's been 12 days though I would feel crap tomorrow if I screwed up today.
My mind is convincing me Felicia won't like me when she meets me , life woulden't be worth it without her......Sorry to moan :(

I'm sorry you're feeling that way, Mark. Maybe it would help to write down why you shouldn't self harm and also why Felicia WILL like you.