Oliver, I hope you enjoy the swimming.

Ian, i'm sorry you don't have many people to talk to. I know how that feels. I'm always here if you need me.

I'm not really sure how i'm feeling.

I cut last night. First time in weeks. Tired of this ****.

*hugs Mrs Pan* xxxxx

I'm sorry to hear that *hugs* Do you want to talk about anything?

I think i'm close to cutting too. I need something.

Oliver - if watching an opera makes you a freak, the unfortunately I'm a total freak too! I watch ballet as well, that probably makes me uberfreaky? So sorry, people are such jerks!

*hugs to everyone* How we doing guys? x

Anything I can help with? xxxx

Thanks, but i'm not sure that anyone can help. I'm very suicidal. I just need something to tide me over until I get things sorted.

How are you?

pretty much the same. coping tho. Listening to Nessun Dorma. it's my favourite piece of music ever.

Hope you manage to get things sorted <3

Thank you. I hope you feel better soon.

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Mrs Pan*

*Hugs Mara*

Night My Wardies *Hugs*

*hugs oliver*
*hugs mark*
*hugs crimson*
*hugs lindsay*
*hugs ian*
*hugs pan*
*hugs mara*

Pro inpatient:
it's faster than outpatient
I can't run from my problems and myself
others with similar problems would be there = not alone

Con:
I'm really really scared
my dad doesn't know anything about anything
I couldn't run from my problems and myself
I couldn't SI
they usually don't let people restrict or purge I guess
everybody would know

*hugs Laura* I hope the talk with the inpatient lady goes ok tomorrow.

*hugs Mara* I love ballet as well, so we can be uberfreaky together and btw Nessun Dorma is a great piece of music.

*hugs Lindsay* I hope you managed to get through the night without cutting, you can be strong and beat this.

*hugs Mark* night.

*hugs Mrs Pan* I'm sorry you cut, how are you feeling now?

*hugs Ian* I'm always here if you want someone to talk to.

*hugs Oliver* it's in 2 weeks. I still have enough time to freak out about it and panick and scare myself even more. lol

*hugs Laura* ooops I thought it was tomorrow for some reason! well I hope it goes well when it comes.

*hugs Laura*

*hugs Mara*

*hugs Lindsay*

*hugs Mark* night mate

*hugs Mrs Pan*

*hugs Oliver* Thanks :)

woohoo! I have an uberfreaky buddy.

Laura: hope it goes well hun. Hopefully talking to her will put your mind at ease.

I am currently sat on my bed with one of my rat boys cuddled into me. I am constantly amazed at how much better animals can make you feel.

awww a rat. I really want to get a hamster, but scared of what my mum will say. Don't know why I am as I live on my own.

I have 14 rats lol, I adore them, they're the best pets ever - altho mine are totally mental (wonder where they got that from). Just do it! She can say what she likes but if you already have him/her nothing you can do then is there? :)

*hugs everyone*
maaaark i dislike you :P
you getta see lovely person 'fore me *sulks* :P