*Hugs Messedup if okay*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Louise*

*hugs everyone*

I'm tired of barely getting through each day. I have to die.

*Hugs Lindsey* I don't know what tell you other than myself, and everyone else in this ward would never want that.

*hugs all*

Lindsay I don't want you to die, nor does anyone in the ward *extra hugs*

*hides* too stressed

*Hugs Lindsay* You don't need to die hun , You are important to me , I would miss you :/

*Hugs Lia* How are you ?

*Hugs Oliver* How are you doing?

*Hugs Oliver and Mark*

What's up Oliver?

Hey Mark, I don't know. I want to be happy and have been happyish for the past few months, but there are...things. I just thought I'd come and say hi. How are you?

hugs lia, mark, oliver and lindsay

*Squishes Lia* I'm on PM here or on FB if you need hun :)

*Hugs Louise*

Thanks Mark :) I was in Wales the other day and thought of you. I was visiting a uni, Bangor, it looks like Hogwarts and has a tea society and does an English with creative writing course. It's a really nice place as well, it's a city technically but it's one of those cities that's really a town with a cathederal. I don't know if you've been there, but I certainly liked it. Anyway.

I'm thinking about coming back. I'm on a trial thing right now, I will make my decision in the next few days.

*Hugs Louise* How are you dear?

*hugs Lindsay* I would miss you.
*hugs Lia*
*hugs Oliver*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs all*

*Hugs Lia*

*HUGS louise*

Hey Laura, how are you?

*hugs Mark* how are you?
*hugs Lia*

went to a spacialist today. i was there for 1hour and 30min, it was exhausting.
She gave me 2 questionairs to fill in, there were some really funny questions.

i hate mrs dalloway >.> hafta write paper on... but scenes in=argh =s

*hugs Lia, Mark, Heather, Laura, Louise, Lindsay*

Hey Heather. Everything all right?

*Hugs Oliver* Are you feeling any calmer?

*hugs Lia* how are you?

I'm still pretty stressed still, but trying not to think about it too much

Okay Oliver, but I'm here if you need me.

I'm all right, considering coming back. I don't know, I was happyish and I still have some of that, but I miss you guys and think a stint here may help.

*Hugs Katiee*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Louise*

*hugs Mark, Lia, Ian, Heather, Laura, Oliver, Louise, Lindsay, and everyone else*

*waves to all the new people* hi! i'm Laura!

I've been okay. Been going around and visiting people from uni.. trying to make my break before graduate school go by faster I guess.

I keep wanting to come on here and post, but something keeps stopping me... not sure what it is exactly. Don't feel like I completely belong anymore I guess (and it's not anyone's fault... I'm not complaining at all.. you guys are all fantastic. It's more a "me" thing then anything else... I'm a lot different from when I first posted here back in '09 heh... that's just how things go I guess). But yeah, that's mainly why I've just been lurking and reading.

Anyway, I hope everyone is staying safe. Oh and I made a blueberry lemon cake the other day. It was so good! *passes out non-calorie pieces to the ward*