Listening to keep holding on, having a mini emotional break down in my head. Don't wanna sleep, don't want the darkness to return. but i dont want this blissful but lonely nothingness to continue. :crying:

:sad: im sorry just struggling. I wish i was dead, i really do. I cant fight this anymore.

*hugs ward*

I'm just gonna crawl in here and be useless for a while *curls up in the corner*

Shad, that reminded me of post my little sister made on facebook today. It says, with the silence comes the dark, with the dark comes the fear. I can be alone. I can be fearless. I think it may be lyrics to a song. You ok hun?

no, not really but being able to talk to you guys until exhaustion finally settles in is all i need. :')

Atlantica, I understand how ya feel hun. I really do! Don't give up though. Just take a break from fighting n rest for while.

~Hugs Felicia huney~ you ok? Here's a soft fluffy blanket to snuggle up in.

*curls up in the corner of of ward on a black blanket and gazes blankly out the window* I really should go to sleep, I have school... :s

Go to sleep Shad. You need the rest!

*hugs Solo* I'm not so okay. Thanks for the blanket.
*curls up*

Anything ya wanna talk about Felicia, either here or in pm?

I'll PM you, Solo.

*Hugs atlantica* it will be ok sweety! remember this too will pass! keep holding on!

*snuggles felicia* you ok my friend? need to talk or pm?

*hugs* I'll be okay. watching the first season of House on DVD with my roomie as a distraction.

Good job Felicia! You're in control huney!

ah! love that show! I'm glad you'll be ok! *huggles back* I'll be here for a little while so just holler if you need a good glomp :)

BWchick, how are you hun?

good! a little upset with my parents though. I've always told them my issues and I told them that I found a site that is helping me, but they think that this isn't safe.... phooey!

That's fantastic that you're able to talk to them openly about things! What are their concerns about the site?

they are worried that there will be creepers or stalkers who will try and get me to do bad things like kill or something. I mean I'm glad they are worried because that means that they care, but I trust you guys.

I'm so glad you trust us! My parents are concerned too, but I've been around for quite a while now n I can honestly say, that I have never seen anything like that on here. No matter where anybody is in their journey, they always encourage others to heal n recover. Maybe you could show your parents some posts that would comfort them.