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not_so_insig 10-04-2016 11:06 PM

Oops didn't realise that today was the tenth until I looked at my diary.

Anyway I am another month free!

finding.my.wings 19-04-2016 07:39 AM

Hi, this is amazing. You're amazing. Plus its now been over a year free plus the other 4 months.. so its been 16 months.

not_so_insig 10-05-2016 02:40 AM

I am another month free of OD. Nearly threw it away approx 3 weeks ago though. I was so determined to OD but a nurse from the cmht came to see me and I admitted everything about how I was feeling. She cheered me up and if it weren't for her I would have ODED.

In a way I am proud of fighting against the OD thoughts and the fact that I can make this post. 2 more months and it will be 18 months OD free. If I make it to 18 months then it will be the longest I have been free of OD since my teens.

Pi.R^2 15-05-2016 07:43 PM

Well done for being another month free for ODing, especially as it's been a difficult month. I hope that that positive experience with the nurse will help motivate you to reach out for help should you find yourself in that headspace again.

not_so_insig 16-05-2016 10:41 PM

Oh yes I might though I am seeing her in a couple of weeks time due to the fact that my regular cpn is on holiday. I still prefer to talk to my regular cpn though.

not_so_insig 10-06-2016 12:18 AM

I am another month free of OD. Just another month and I will be 18 months OD free.

Wonderland. 10-06-2016 12:35 AM

That's fab to hear :-)

not_so_insig 10-06-2016 01:04 PM

Thanks Amy.

Pi.R^2 12-06-2016 05:00 PM

Well done on 17 months free, you're doing brilliantly!

not_so_insig 12-06-2016 06:54 PM

Thanks Jenna.

not_so_insig 10-07-2016 03:06 AM

I am another month free today! That makes it 18 months since I last ODED. I haven't been this long without ODing for a number of years.

I think that I will treat it like I do with SI and buy myself something when I get to a goal. Dunno what but I might treat myself to a Domino's (not today though because I am at my parents and Domino's don't deliver to them).

Pi.R^2 10-07-2016 12:18 PM

Wow, 18 months free is brilliant! Getting Domino's sounds like a plan- I always have takeaway pizza on the 20th of each month to celebrate another month SH free :) Enjoy your pizza!

not_so_insig 10-07-2016 02:31 PM

Thanks Jenna.

not_so_insig 10-08-2016 12:51 AM

I am another month free of OD. That makes it 19 months.

I didn't have a Domino's in the end - I bought a Bakewell pudding instead. Was rather yummy and bigger than the ones I have had from the shop. I think that I will save the Domino's for 2 years instead. That's my next goal.

Pi.R^2 13-08-2016 04:47 PM

Well done on 19 months OD free!
Glad your bakewell pudding was good =D
All the best for making it to two years, and celebrating with a yummy dominos!

not_so_insig 13-08-2016 06:30 PM

Thanks Jenna.

not_so_insig 10-09-2016 12:48 AM

I am another month free!

I must admit that I had very little urges to OD last month. Perhaps it's like SI - the longer you are free the urges become less. That makes it 20 months free!

Billy232027 10-09-2016 10:09 PM

Congratulations on 20 months free. You should be so proud of yourself. You are doing so well. Keep fighting, people like you give me hope that i can be OD and SH free someday

anime_gypsy_kitten 11-09-2016 06:09 AM

hugs and support from here!

[Luna] 11-09-2016 09:04 AM

You're doing so well. You're an inspiration!


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