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shadowedseraph 22-07-2007 02:06 PM

*looks out from under her blanket and reaches out and grabs a cup of tea and a chocolate buiscuit* im not in a good way

Auburn Shadow 22-07-2007 05:28 PM

Been away for a while, but I guess now's the time to come back.

How is everyone? *hugs people who need*

~*Rainbow*~ 23-07-2007 12:35 AM

*Checks In*
This time i think i need to be in for the long haul!!!
Just cant seem to sleep eat or do anything other than cry just now!!! Whats wrong with me! I'm better aint i? Im not like Nikki any more!!! WHich is the worst I have to be like Nikki I have to be Strong LIke Nikki i Need to BE NIKKI!!!!!!

*sobs* But i never will be!!!

surviving 23-07-2007 01:30 AM

I guess I am checking myself in for a little while because my mind is playing with me. Gonna go into a corner with a stuff animal.

hypocrisy 23-07-2007 01:35 AM

i'm smiling so much that i don't know what's wrong anymore...my head feels like it's caving in.

~*Rainbow*~ 23-07-2007 01:24 PM

*Walks to the corner, Grabs Her Bf Loser Kids Top Starts to cuddle it*

Okay i can do this i can be like Nikki, I can be the girl that he wants!

No i cant i cant i cant I CANT


*hides inthe corner hugging His Top*

Sugar and Spice 23-07-2007 03:08 PM

Anyone want a teddy or a hug or a hot drink?
*I offer hugs round with a box of teddies and a tray of hot drinks*

~KemicalRain~ 23-07-2007 04:09 PM

hey everyone nice to see you all *waves and goes to the kitchen to hunt down some soup*

slipping up again 23-07-2007 05:40 PM

Nikki Sixx, I'm okish thanks. Hugs you.
I think I must have checked in here and fallen asleep for the weekend and I'm just coming around now.
soup sounds good!

~KemicalRain~ 23-07-2007 05:50 PM

sorry it took me a while but here is the soup *brings out huge pot of soup* enjoy you guys

Sugar and Spice 23-07-2007 06:15 PM

*helps myself to some hot soup* Mmm this is good *then I retreat back to my corner*

shadowedseraph 23-07-2007 06:58 PM

*takes soup* i've been hiding in here for days and i still dont feel any better *cuddles blanket* anyone up for a chat?

Auburn Shadow 23-07-2007 10:38 PM

*takes soup* bit late, I know shadowedseraph (sorry, I don't know your name), but I'm generally around for a chat.

~*forever_broken*~ 23-07-2007 11:33 PM

*checking out...offers her ever present pot of tea around before she leaves...and hugs who ever is needing*
Stay safe all,and pm if you should feel the need ...

charcoalchild 23-07-2007 11:39 PM


(((((( ** Hugs for everyone who needs one ** ))))))))

Hope everyone is comfy in here.. and has a restful nite.

Accidentally Abstract 24-07-2007 01:19 AM

I want a teddy and a hug =[

I'm starting to feel sick with anxiety and I'm not even that anxious.. >.<

*Curls into a ball*

Sugar and Spice 24-07-2007 09:51 AM

Morning all. Let's hope today is better than the last!

~KemicalRain~ 24-07-2007 10:10 AM

*walks in* hey everyone i am sick of this world i really am i cant cope with it

bright.side.of.life 24-07-2007 11:12 AM

helo all....

wats up steve?

Pegasus71 24-07-2007 12:05 PM

*hugs* everyone.

Think it's my first post in here - I lurk mainly, find posting hard


I hate, hate, hate that I am so needy. I need to feel that people love me and care about me, and I never do, or not enough, and I hate that I feel like this.

Hubby and son, it's simply not the same, they're family. I need to feel that I'm worth something to othe people.

wish I didn't

shadowedseraph 24-07-2007 03:02 PM

*hugs to all that want them* made it through the night much to my surprise *takes a cup of tea and offers the pote around*

Auburn Shadow 24-07-2007 09:35 PM

Can I come live here for a bit? I shall probably have no house after Friday :(

*makes tea and coffee for everyone*

~KemicalRain~ 24-07-2007 09:44 PM

aww ty hiceskater that is very nice wow do you want a cak and is there anything you want to talk about

Auburn Shadow 24-07-2007 09:50 PM

A cake would be great thanks. I don't think right now there's much to talk about, unless you know much about charities for people who got kicked out? I'm surprisingly fine about the whole thing at the min... maybe I'm just in denial or something.
Anyways, how are you?

~KemicalRain~ 24-07-2007 10:18 PM

i am a bit stressed and stuff but have you tried to salvation army they are good for that *presents a big huge cake* *goes and hides in corner* i know i am gonna slip up i can feel it

inherent 25-07-2007 04:29 AM

i'm not sure i belong here. want to leave my shadow though. she's lonely and needs to know she's alone. *lays shadow down with a pillow under her head and covers her with a blanket* take care of her for me for just a little while?

Pomegranate 25-07-2007 11:15 AM

Hi all, hope everyone is ok. Will keep an eye on your shadow for you inherent, she seems peaceful.

Tortured Beauty- dont give yourself too hard a time, everyone makes mistakes and the fact you know it is a mistake is a good thing and a step closer to not making the mistake anymore. *hugs*

TheSuffererComplex 25-07-2007 02:05 PM

*walks in, and stands near doorway, mildy confused*

um, hi.

~KemicalRain~ 25-07-2007 02:54 PM

*wakes up from sleep* hey how are you tsc

TheSuffererComplex 25-07-2007 03:16 PM

Could be a lot better. I'm fermenting in misery right now to be more specific. Yourself?

~KemicalRain~ 25-07-2007 03:20 PM

not to good myself do you wanna talk about it

TheSuffererComplex 25-07-2007 03:31 PM

Yea, I do a bit.

I'm statring to get overly ashamed that I cant tell a girl that I love to death the truth. I love her and she deserves to know that I'm still here suffering a lot. I mean she tell sme everything thats goin on in her life, and I think she deserves the same treatment. But i'm too friggin weak and ashamed to tell her and be confident about it. I'm retty sure she thinks ive been free for 9 months. With every person who carries that peice of information, the weaker I feel, cause I'm the only one who knows the whole truth...

Sorry about the huge block of text. When I say one thing, this other stuff seems to wanna come out with it.

~KemicalRain~ 25-07-2007 03:34 PM

hugs i can see where your coming from but well i would suggest trying to tell her in a way that would be comfortable to you like a letter or something like that sorry if that is not good advice sorry

TheSuffererComplex 25-07-2007 03:36 PM

no, it makes sence. What you think of telling her through IM... then saving time to go hang with her after? I think it would be a more comfortable to me if I told her like that...

~KemicalRain~ 25-07-2007 03:39 PM

yes my friend that sounds like a very good plan and i wish you luck dont froget to take some flowers (lol)

TheSuffererComplex 25-07-2007 03:46 PM

flowers, lol. She would love those ^^. I'm just praying she dosn't take it too bad. I think I'll tell her today, and meet her at a coffee shop this afternoon when I go back home... *prays that she will understand and not yell*

~KemicalRain~ 25-07-2007 03:47 PM

i am sure if you tell her in a nice way she will understand you i promise

~*forever_broken*~ 25-07-2007 03:55 PM

*checks in*
Don't mind me...
*goes to a corner, sits as close to the walls as possie and hugs her knees*

TheSuffererComplex 25-07-2007 03:59 PM

ok. You want to talk about anything? And so I know, what should I call you?

~KemicalRain~ 25-07-2007 04:15 PM

feel free to call me steve and hey does anyone want anything or need a shoulder to cry on or anything

TheSuffererComplex 25-07-2007 04:48 PM

ok. ^^ I will rembember that

shadowedseraph 25-07-2007 05:35 PM

*runs in and hides head under blanket* bloody DLA people

TheSuffererComplex 25-07-2007 06:14 PM

whats wrong Shadowedseraph? What's buggin you? *hugs*

~KemicalRain~ 25-07-2007 06:15 PM

hey everyone who needs hugs and who want tea and cakes *produces tea and cake trolley*

shadowedseraph 25-07-2007 07:14 PM

*takes as many hugs as she can get as well as a big mug of tea and slice of cake* i hate filling in forms and my DLA renewal came through today, all eighty odd pages of it, the F-ing thing isnt due to be renewed until january *screams with frustration*

TheSuffererComplex 25-07-2007 08:21 PM

um don't mean to be rude, but DLA? whatdoes that mean?

shadowedseraph 25-07-2007 08:28 PM

:) thats ok Disability Living Allowance

TheSuffererComplex 25-07-2007 08:38 PM

ohh I see now...

~KemicalRain~ 25-07-2007 08:46 PM

DLA is a compleate bi**h to sort out the forms are rediculous aww hugs hun well i dont know what to say and hey tsc (or what do you want to be called) did it go to plan or are you doing it later

TheSuffererComplex 25-07-2007 08:54 PM

*hugs shadowserph and gets tea and cake*

Wha? Yea... I didn't get to talk to her yet, I'm hoping to get to talk to her tonight or some time reeeeealy soon

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