it will get better i promise

can i have a hug-*cuddles up close to kaz*

*hugs up to newlife*

checking in *hands over stuff for inspection*

Name: Bianca
Age: 18
Diagnoses: BPD, MPD, OCD, Depression possible Bipolar, Ana, Mia *anything else*dont think so*
Meds: Not atm

need to be here atm. not sure why but everything seems shitty atm

*makes a pot of strong tea, pours a cup and offers the pot around*
Sober now, thank God...but feel like sh*t...I don't understand...I had been feeling better...thought my meds were working...is this what happens when you mix ADs and large amounts of alcohol?
*curls up in her corner with blanket and stuffed lamb and tries to cry*

*wakes up from slumber* *wanders to find the kitchen*

i'm sorry

i harmed im so rubbish


*curls up in corner*

hey newlife are you okay

*wonders in and gives a little wave*
hey everyone.
i am feeling fragile

sorry

just feel down and unloved

sorry

*curls up*

*gives newlife a huge hug and love*

*walks in and says hi to everybody*
just need a blanket and some down time

*stumbles in to the ward* is every one okay i just somewhere safe to lay my head

hey Kaz
*snuggles*

thanks

*hugs*

oh sweetie
thats not true
please stay safe

*wobbles in quite drunk* anyone want anything sorry i cant take this

it is true




*curls up and hides*

erm can i come in could do with just curling up and just dissapearing right now, dont want to do this anymore just want to curl up in a ball and die sorry guys

hey lost and alone come in any time


*hugs*

eek.....can I visit the virtual psych ward?.....If you can promise you'll pause the rest of the world so they wouldn't ever know, I'll even check MYSELF in.....*refers to first page* I'm sure the ward is just as magical as the castle with the princesses, so I expect to find some huge boxes of zero calorie chocolates when I arrive.....along with the magic happy pill that I will get before I leave, that will keep me from ever being depressed again and will make it like I'd never SI'd and take away every last bit of my ED..... Got a spare room anyone?.....*starts playing 'Downtown'*....." When you're alone and life is getting you lonely, you can always go DOWNTOWWWWWWWWNNNNNNN!!!!!....."

think i need to check in again.Just want the ground to swallow me up.

Curls up in a corner.

WE HAVE BEEN STICKIED :hop:

woo hoo *hugs thread* i will never lose it again and hey everyone just feeling top of the world but i konw i am going to crash very soon

tierra i'm sure it'll be fine and if it helps then maybe it for the best

back again guys, just want to curl up in a ball and put some bed covers over me and shut the world out so mabye they will forget i was even born in the first place argh!!!!!! can do this anymore *starts to cry* so need a hug right now sorry:sad:

*hugs you tight*

it will get better

*wraps lost and alone up in a blanket*

*watches over*

I need to check in. I'll take up my usual spot in the corner.

I don't even know if i can cope with a virtual psych ward now.
Im so scared.
Stopped meds saturday.
Psych says if i dont start retaking them he will have no choice but to section me and heve the meds injected into me.
I havent even told him about seein things and hearing things again tho.
Is he reading my brain?
No hospital. No meds.
I WILL NOT LET THEM DO IT

I cant stand it. The meds make u so fat. I hate every part of me. ugly in and out.
I cannot take meds i have to get skinny. I want to be vanished.

I'm hommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmme!

[Been home nearly 3 hours lol!]

*checks in*
Actually, not sure I left...
Gosh I feel like sh*t...thought my meds were helping...anxious...depressed...just plain ick...
*curls up in a corner clutching her stuffed lamb*

*sits down and tries not to make her eyes itch any further*

I think my ezcema is back & my legs have been through enough this year...I can't stand any more accusations if it comes back!!!!!!

hey all!

sorry not been around for ages, just come to give you all hugs, there are plenty to go round, i have some hot chocolate, with marshmallows and cream and a nice selection of chocolate and sweets!

I feel like **** :(

*Checks in*

Not been here in a while.. *sighs*

*checks in*

I think I am going to go hide in that corner over there and cry... *does so*

I'm feeling better today :)

^ That's really good, I'm glad to hear it. =]
x

I don't feel better now, I feel like it's so ****ing hard to keep fighting the battle to not self harm && feel like it's a wall I can't get through or something. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR yet I dont have any ****ing urges =[

does this psych ward have an ED unit?
apparently I need one :(

*trundles in* hey you guys i feel to of the world indestructible and i should be able to cope at the moment... yeah right i do feel weird though *curls up into a ball*

I've just realised something really bad *shudders* I realised it before but in a different way....

fed up with life at the moment

want to give up

feel numb and odd-need blades

*crys*

I suck at life

:blue:

I've done plenty of damage to mne =|

*curls up in a corner & wants to cry*

I'm home from camping. It was an ok time. *hugs to all*

*runs in and slumps on the floor* hey you guys sorry just cant be bothered with all this emotion

Hey stevevaijr,

Has anything in particular gone wrong? Im here and I have chocolate...

(((((((( hugs ))))))))

Peace and love xxx

just my whole life is upside down and my gf is just so damn angry with me