I didn't sleep much last night either, Charlie. Have you decided what to eat yet?

I've just phoned Breathing Space who asked me to think things over and call them back in an hour. I have thought and thought and thought about things. I'm tired of thinking, I just want to kill myself.

*Hugs Lindsay* Please try and stay safe hun, It will get better eventually, you won't always feel like this.
And no I haven't, I know what I want, but I can't have it -.-

*Hugs Charlie*

*Hugs Lindsay* Please wait and call them back . Who are breathing Spaces?

*Hugs Distrurbia* Please don't hun . Take care .

*Hugs Mark* I am starting to worry about something now.......I don't know whether or not i'm being stupid though..I mean theres not much chance....
I'm rambling. Sorry

Whats up Charlie hun ?

*Spots and Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Mark*
Well, I'm scared I might be pregnant :(

Well could you take a test Charlie hun? or get the pill , or is it too late for that?

*hugs Mark back*
*hugs Charlie* Could you get a test?

*Hugs Lindsey* I'm sorry I don't have much helpful to say, but do you have a counsellor or someone IRL who you can talk to? If not, would you think about getting one? It sounds like you could really use the support.

*Hugs Charlie* Why do you think you might be pregnant sweetie?

*HUgs Disturbia* Please do what you can to stay safe, sorry if that's useless, but I just want you to now I care.

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Mark and Crimson*
I don't have any money at the moment, gonna have to wait a while :(
It's too late for the pill Mark.
-.- Lia. Posting at the same time. Well.....I'm 2 weeks late so far.

I was a few days late this time which is odd for me since I'm usally early. Try not to dwell on it too much until you're sure.

Yeah....I'm sometimes a few days off, but never 2 weeks. :( Plus I have been having cravings, but They might not be relevant.

*hugs you all lots* please stay safe all.

My friend made me stay at his last night, cos i was in town with him and others and the people following me were getting worse and then telling me to walk in the road and jump out of train windows.
they are getting worse, people keep elling me they aren't real, but they are real I know they re real. :(

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Oliver* I believe you. I'm sorry, that must have been awful. Don't listen to them though, you shouldn't do what they say.

YEY for your Hubby ,is your Mum there too , he went to fetch her right?

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