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FlyingNy 05-12-2010 01:35 PM

But I do sleep. That's the thing. Weekdays, I don't get much and because I have to get up early in the morning I typically can't sleep, but then at weekends, I sleep way too much and am still tired. I didn't get out of bed until 11.30 this morning, after going to bed at about 1.30. I couldn't sleep mind. Still, I got loads of sleep and want more. Oh well. I'll live.

*Hugs all*

nicole94 05-12-2010 01:39 PM

lol lia, i mean, you struggle to get to sleep. you're often online past midnight.
Oh god.
My mums cooking a roast :/

youngatheart 05-12-2010 01:41 PM

hi Doikers ( i foprgot your name too sorry :( ) my names Sam.
Im fine ta, just having a relaxing (??) sunday. sorry to hear you fell|!!

FlyingNy 05-12-2010 01:59 PM

Hello Sam, I'm Lia if you didn't already know that.

*Hugs Nicole* You could tell her you're trying to diet and don't want any and cook something healthier instead, or at least ask her to give you a small portion if she's anything like my mum and will create at the very suggestion. I sleep too much sometimes, but I also believe that too much sleep is a massive waste of time and lie ins are nice, I can't resist them when I'm not busy, but there are so many better things to do than sleep. Write for example. Or go to theatre studies lessons.

MammaMia 05-12-2010 02:01 PM

*hugs everybody*

I didn't sleep too well last night. Went to bed after 1am. Then my best friend texted me at 5.40am and thankfully I was awake. So we texted for about an hour & then chatted online til 8.30am. We both went back to bed as we were falling asleep again lol.

I have a migraine AGAIN & I'm seriously not impressed. Just what I need to add to my cold, cough & feeling very bad =/

Doikers 05-12-2010 02:11 PM

*Hugs Lia* I know what it's like to be tired a lot , I take Olanzapine at night and am still sedated from it in the morning :S

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Helen* Your poor head :(

*Hugs Sam* My name is Mark :)

nicole94 05-12-2010 02:14 PM

*hugs mark, lia and helen*
lia-I tried telling her i didn't want any and she said i have to eat it :( eugh. it's ok. I will just go for a run or something after....

Doikers 05-12-2010 02:18 PM

I am one week Self Injury free today :) ! I know it's not a massive milestone but still it's something , My best this year was 9 days on my own and 12 days but I was in a Psych ward and coulden't so that kind of counts less .

MammaMia 05-12-2010 02:18 PM

Nicole - I don't think it's wise to be running in the dark honey. Plus don't want you to start getting obsessed with this diet. Particularly when we have Sunday roasts, I always want a small portion and always get a much bigger one than my Mum. Ugh =/

Mark - indeed :'(

MammaMia 05-12-2010 02:19 PM


Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2594388)
I am one week Self Injury free today :) ! I know it's not a massive milestone but still it's something , My best this year was 9 days on my own and 12 days but I was in a Psych ward and coulden't so that kind of counts less .

It still is massive. Congratulations Mark. Every single time you don't cut, whether it's for 2 days or 9 weeks, still counts, even if you slip up & start counting again, they STILL count :)

nicole94 05-12-2010 02:23 PM

*hugs helen* Don't worry, we have a lot of well-lit running paths around here. And i am being carful on the diet, honestly, in fact, i ate WAY too much yesterday....... :/

Doikers 05-12-2010 02:23 PM

:) Thanks Helen :) Stupid thing is now I've realised it it's all I can think about .......

MammaMia 05-12-2010 02:25 PM


Originally Posted by nicole94 (Post 2594396)
*hugs helen* Don't worry, we have a lot of well-lit running paths around here. And i am being carful on the diet, honestly, in fact, i ate WAY too much yesterday....... :/

I still don't like the thought of you running in the dark on your own :S *hugs Nicole* From what I could gather from your posts last night, sounds like you didn't eat an awful lot :S


Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2594397)
:) Thanks Helen :) Stupid thing is now I've realised it it's all I can think about .......

It's not stupid :) I promise *hugs*

nicole94 05-12-2010 02:27 PM

I honestly did. Almost x calories :/ And i didn't even purge although i so wanted to :)

FlyingNy 05-12-2010 03:07 PM

x calories isn't a lot, you're meant to have 2000 per day.

nicole94 05-12-2010 03:11 PM

It was a lot. Too much. Anyway, that was yesterday, this is today.
How are you?

FlyingNy 05-12-2010 03:29 PM

Fine. Just bangtidy.

nicole94 05-12-2010 03:31 PM

:/ lia.....whats up?
*spies and hugs april*

Scarletdreamer 05-12-2010 03:32 PM

*glomps everyone*

Lia, how are you?? I got your PM, so sorry I haven't been on in forever. :( As I said in earlier post(s) though, I'm gonna try to be on more frequently now. Bleh. But how have things been?

Mark, those falls sound pretty nasty. :-/ Guess the weather is definitely not so great where you are? Here we just have a dusting of snow but the roads/sidewalks are fine - thankfully. :) And one week SI-free - go go, you!!! <3

Hels, you are too a lovely person. :) *hugs* I'm sorry you're having those bad thoughts - I hope that they go away soon. :( How have things been with you??

Nicole, x calories is not a lot but - per RYL's rules - we probs shouldn't talk about calories in specific amounts. I don't mind personally but it might trigger other people. *squishes* In any case, that really isn't enough for you, not at all... maybe try to fight the urges that say that it's too much and/or that you have to purge??

Hi people I don't know!! ;)

Have Hayley or Crimson been on lately?

Sooo freaking tired. Stayed up til around 11:30pm last night and then woke up at freaking 5:40am today. :( So I'm exhausted... yet still Jarrod persists in wanting us to go to church, even though I'm likely to fall asleep there or start crying or at the very least, not take in the sermon and not do much worshiping. But whatevs. >_<

That's one thing that's not been cool with me - I've been crying a lot. Up and down moods, etc. The whole gambit. I don't think my tegretol is working anymore. >_< Stupidness. And I'm supposed to see my NP on Friday at 6:15pm but I'm also scheduled to work from 1-8pm soooo... I really need to talk with my supervisor. :-/ Not liking how this is going. I really don't want to have to reschedule AGAIN, especially because 1) I really need to talk with her because of my moods, and 2) I'm running out of meds. :-S

*cuddles all*

nicole94 05-12-2010 03:45 PM

*hugs april* heh. Forgot about the rules :/ But i promise you guys, i am being careful with my eating. Because i am determined now. I am gonna quit the self harm, lose weight (cause i really am overweight) finish my college course, get a job, save up, and next year, i'm moving. haven't decided whre yet though :/

Doikers 05-12-2010 03:50 PM

*Hugs April* Hmm you sound busy busy . Hayley isn't too well I think with her M.E. I'm in sporadic touch with her via text and just sent her a Christmas card, Eoghan has been redeployed (Afganistahn I think) So it's just her and Reggie.
Crimson I don't remember talking to for a few days :S hmm
*Is happy to have you back on the ward*

nicole94 05-12-2010 03:54 PM

I saw crimson hanging around the ward yesterday, (i think it was yesterday) but she didn't post.

Doikers 05-12-2010 04:33 PM

I can feel Depression coming on , It's only just twigged that that is what it is , I'm worried :S
EDIT:- I'm going to lie down (3rd time today) 30 minutes only .
EDIT 2 :- 30 minutes later and I'm up again , I don't really want to be though , Evanescence CD on , relating to all the Lyrics heh .

FlyingNy 05-12-2010 05:46 PM

*SUPER GLOMPS APRIL* Looks like I missed you again as I walked off, but glad to hear you're doing well in your new job :) Not so glad to hear about the crying though :/ Glad to have you back on the ward :)

*Hugs Mark* I don't have many words, but I'm thinking of you.

*Hugs Nicole* Sorry about my blunt answer earlier. And good for you that you've decided to do this thing called life and f*ck the sh*t :)

Doikers 05-12-2010 05:48 PM

*Hugs Lia* you okay this evening?

FlyingNy 05-12-2010 05:55 PM

Oh, wow, I guess it is evening. Yeah, I'm alright. Managed to get some work done (ish) I've now officailly caught up on my reading for English and might do some philosophy. Meh. Effort though.

Doikers 05-12-2010 06:02 PM

Ohh good for you Lia :) It is evening yes , even Night soon , when does one end and the other begin ? If I wasn't on my Antabuse I would have been and got Alcohol by now :( Taking Diaz doesn't help when I'm feeling low it helps with anxiety , I cannot take another full blown depressive episode , I just can't , What can I do? hmmmmm sorry

FlyingNy 05-12-2010 06:07 PM

*Hugs Mark* Is there anything that cheers you up, or at least stops you falling into one of those moods? I sometimes find, that when I am beginning to sink, just talking to someone keeps me grounded. Not about anything in particular, we can ramble on about any old thing, it just helps knowing someone else is there and I am not the only one in the world. And I don't know when evening ends, I don't even know when it starts, I've always kinda wondered. You could google it for something to do.

FlyingNy 05-12-2010 06:07 PM

MammaMia 05-12-2010 06:10 PM

*hugs ward and then goes and looks for motivation*

Doikers 05-12-2010 06:18 PM

Hmm I'm making Dinner , Frozen vege Lasagne (Which I haven't had in ages) and veg . I could watch the T.V. later , Maybe that would take my mind off of itself . I have DVD of "The Big Bang Theory" which I could watch , that makes me smile . Or I could try and learn My new (Second hand off eBay) game. But first to Google.

Back from Google and WOW it seems to depend on who you are regarding the whole evening thing , But it's night when it's dark some say :)

Right I need a Drink , ( non-alcoholic ) Tonic water and PLJ I think

MammaMia 05-12-2010 06:19 PM

Enjoy your dinner :)

FlyingNy 05-12-2010 06:21 PM

But it's dark now and I wouldn't call it night yet. More evening with a hint of nightness about it.

Hello Helen *hugs* How are you?

Doikers 05-12-2010 06:27 PM

Thanks Helen , You enjoy yours too ,what you having? (Random question I know) *Hugs* How's your head?

misskitty112 05-12-2010 07:31 PM

*hugs ward*
I'm sorry, my head's not working for individuals today.... I'm thinking of you all though<3

Doikers 05-12-2010 07:33 PM

*Hugs Felicia*

FlyingNy 05-12-2010 07:35 PM

I'm hunggrryyyyy. I hope dinner's ready soon. I probably won't eat half of it, but at least I can take the edge off.

*Hugs Felicia* I hope you're as alright as you can be.

Doikers 05-12-2010 07:44 PM

OOhh Lia Have a nice Dinner :)

I washed one of my blankets today and it's too wet to sleep under tonight so I guess I'll get under my Duvet . , I should probably put on my heating hmm....

Louise 05-12-2010 08:00 PM

hugs everyone

Doikers 05-12-2010 08:01 PM

I just want to sleep :S
I am overwhelmed by my game manual, how pathetic ,
I hope I feel more "UP" tomorrow.
*Sigh* sorry
I'm not going to bed yet , I'll just lay there and my mind would race and I'd feel worse.
*Go's off to distract his self*

Doikers 05-12-2010 08:02 PM

*Hugs Louise*
How are you?

Louise 05-12-2010 08:03 PM

soso, got a really sore knee nearly broke it. hating this snow. how are you

Doikers 05-12-2010 08:05 PM

You fell too? erp. Me too, My hip hurts .*Huggles*

Louise 05-12-2010 08:07 PM

hugs, fell down the stairs, slipped

Doikers 05-12-2010 08:14 PM

Oh :( Sorry Louise I fell on the ice , It's steep here and I fell but then I fell on a flat bit too :S

Louise 05-12-2010 08:17 PM

that sounds sore, the ice is really slippy and dangerous.

FlyingNy 05-12-2010 08:22 PM

Sounds painful Louise :S

That was fun. Not. I don't even care anymore, I stopped caring long ago.

Doikers 05-12-2010 08:25 PM

Whats up Lia? Are you okay? :S

FlyingNy 05-12-2010 08:31 PM

Yeah I'm fine. Like I said I really couldn't care less anymore. I've never really cared, it's always been the norm to be treated like...well like what really? I can't even say '****' because in my opinion, I'm not. This is the complete norm, how I expect it to be. Meh, it'll soon be Christmas.

Doikers 05-12-2010 08:35 PM

If you wanna talk Lia , I'll listen *Hugs*

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