Cut the deepest I ever have last night. Can now barely walk. All stitched up and nowhere to go... Except my eight and a half hour bar shift tonight. Not sure how I'm going to deal with that, frankly. I'm so screwed up right now.

I cant stop crying... I am so tired and so stressed... my head hurts so bad and I just wish I could self destruct... blah... fun times

*hugs Katie* hope the bar shift went okies. How are you feeling today?

*hugs raining_inmy head if okay* what's making you so stressed?

*hugs raining* what's up sweetie?

*hugs Matt* A&E two nights in a row :( not good. Stressed out because my partner for tomorrow's presentation dropped out at the last minute without doing any work, so have to try and do it myself.

How are you doing sweetheart? xx

Hugs all,

Hope everyone is safe...

Fun times, realising you are completely alone... No one to talk to at all...
I need to learn to deal with me myself... Hmm...

Checks in for a few days... And puts the kettle on...

It's very quiet in here.

Sorry i've been awol, was in hospital for 12 weeks.

Back in again.

Had a bit of a relapse last week- nothing too serious, but I'm still upset it happened.

I also have a friend calling me selfish and a terrible person because I won't go drinking with her, even though I'm barely managing to make it to lectures right now let alone socialise.

/crashes in the corner

i always let myself be forgotten on the back burner.
maybe i just need the time... here... to pull myself back together. remind myself that i'm important enough for the front lines.

I think I better check in for a while. I have been lurking but need some kindness.

*Brings in fuzzy warm blanket, peppermint tea, and fluffy pillow*

*offers tea to everyone*

it's a rough time. i'm so stressed. *hides under blanket*

checking in

* curls up *
Don't feel safe hurt myself things too bad :(

*sneaks in and curls up in the corner* I am so tempted to go get a tool out tonight ...........

*leaves a box of hugs on the table*

(So unhappy and alone tonight, I need to stay here a while)

Checking in. Possibly permanently. Everything is so f*cked up right now.

*snugs katie*

Thank heather *snuggles back*

<3 checkin in ><

*joins heather* will live here now. Too much.

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