Guys, I don't want to deal with my family anymore. After being screamed at all night and having things thrown at me I've pretty much had enough... ¬_¬

If I'm not about much there's no need to worry about me, I'm mostly safe but I'm pretty miserable. Thinking of you all and wishing you all well over my abscence. x

*Hugs Sarah* I'm sorry about your family. Do you still live there? Is there anyway you could move out if they're really getting you down?

*huggles all*

Hey Kahlia *cuddles* How are you?

Mark, hoe you sleep well.
Sarah, I'm sorry your family are still being such idiots.
Lia, how you doing sweetie?
Kahlia, same question for you xx

*Hugs Helen* I am randomly insanely happy to see/hear from you. I get that sometimes, random rushes of love for people. Be flattered, I hardly even show my IRL friends any sort of affection. Anyway. I'm alright. I was kinda sad earlier, but I'm good now and working on a philosphy assignment which consists partly of the sentence
The idea of A Priori is mostly interesting to Empiricists, they are the originators of the idea and believe this, along with A Posteriori explains all human 'knowledge' in relation to ideas.

By reading this thing, you may mistakinly believe me to be intelligent. I am not. This is a meer figment of your imagination, as in order for anything to be considered true knowledge, it need to be true and justified directly, proven beyond a doubt. Anyway, I have philosophy on the brain now, so I am going to shut up before I annoy everyone.

I am very flattered, awww :D *hugs Lisa* Glad you're feeling better. Being sad sucks.

Hey everyone

I'l be thinking of you Mark *Hugs*

*Hugs Kahlia*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Sarah*

*hugs Ian*

*hugs Ian*

*hugs Helen*

*Hugs The ward* sorry for lack of individuals
People are leaveing after the gathering now , It was a nice service and my Mum and Sister said a great eulogy

*hugs mark* I'm glad it was a nice service. How are you doing?

*hugs everyone*

*hugs Mark* Doing okay?
*hugs Oliver* How are you?

*hugs Crimson* how are you?
me, I have made a thread in veterens support which explains a little, but don't want to take up the ward with me moaning or being depressing

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Crimson*

Feeling okay thanks guys , It's just me and my folks (and the dog ) in the house now , I'm a bit tired , I took two Diaz last night so I would sleep and be ready for today and they did the trick , I slept and am not dog-tired just naturally tired.

How are you guys?

*hugs Mark* how are you? I'm glad it went ok.

*hugs crimson* how are you?

*hugs Oliver*

*hugs everyone*

I'm glad things went ok, Mark.

*hugs lindsey* how are you?

Hayley says Hi and send *Hugs from her and Reggie*

*hugs everyone tight*

*hugs all and then tries to disappear*

My exam is two weeks today and I'm really nervous. AND my agoraphobic anxiety is spiking to an all-time high and I'm not sure why. *sigh*

Mark: Please pass on *hugs* to Hayley and Reggie from me.

Sorry for being so selfish and not doing individual replies. I'm barely hanging on ... it feels like everytime I manage to get a grip on the rope someone cuts it down until there are only a few threads left ... *sigh*

*hugs all who can accept and leaves safe love and care packages for everyone*

*hugs Laura & Kahlia tightly* Keep hanging in there Kahlia, it'll get better.

I can't stop crying

*cuddles helen* I know you posted hours ago, sorry its been so quiet in here.. i was at work... but I hope you are alright. PM me if you want.

*cuddles kahlia* Good luck with your test. I'm sorry things are so bad right now. Try to be patient, it will get better. It has to.

*hugs mark, lia, oliver, sarah, lore, and everyone else*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Kahlia* I'll text your hugs to Hayley and Reggie now :)

I'm back at my flat now , so should be online a bit , I'm going to a garden centre called "The Lost/ Abandoned Railroad" at 11.30 with Becky my befriender , which should be fun :)

*hugs Mark* That does sound fun!
send my *hugs* to Hayley too :)

*hugs everyone*
Hmmm no new posts in 8 hours... *looks around and sits in a rocking chair on the porch to await the others*

*joins Crimson with the waiting*

Laura, I'm okay today, yesterday was a particularly bad day for majority of it >_< and stuff.

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Helen*

Now I'm here! , the wards filling up now :)

*hugs Mark* I hope you had fun at the garden centre.

*hugs Helen, Lore, Laura, Kahlia Crimson and sends hugs to Hayley*
How is everyone doing?

hugs everyone

I did have fun ! There was a whole big Christmas area filled with moving Polar Bears and Penguins and Such , and lights ( I bought some lights for Christmas for my Flat , my first own decourations ) And I bought a trowel and hand fork for my Brother in Law for Christmas as he is a keen Gardener . :)

YAY! people came in!
*hugs Mark, Helen, Oliver, Louise*
How is everyone?

Glad you had fun Mark :)

it was good that you had fun mark.

I am not bad I guess trying to do a assignment for college

How is everyone else?

*hugs everyone*

I'm okay, just exhausted lol.

Louise I like your new Avatar<<<----:)

*starts singing and dancing*
I'm in a positive mood but still have the negative very present in the back of my mind... it feels quite odd.
What kind of assignment Louise?

*huggles all*

*huggles Kahlia*
Are you doing any better today?

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Kahlia*

*hugs Crimson* - Sadly not really. And the tingling has started in my face again ... It's driving me (more) insane. *sigh* I'm getting a *little* bit sick of all of this.

*hugs Mark*

*hugs everyone*

The new Harry Potter movie's awesome!!! It was sad though :( I cried.

*cuddles everyone* thanks for all the hugs. Keep breaking down and crying. I don't like it. :(

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Kahlia*

Night Night :)

Lia!!! I'm jealoooooouuuussss, I have to wait til next Sunday (28th) to see it!!

Heya everyone *Hides*

Hi.
*finds and sits next to*
Whatcha up to?

Do you wanna talk about it Sarah?

Good night Mark!

*huggles all*

Done a whole heap of study and exam prep and it's only 09:30 (ish)! Mind you I've been up since before 04:00 this morning. :-( I've prepared a massive 95+ page pdf study note file for my exam that I'm going to get bound to help me with my study. I'm also deciding which of the four essay topics I'm going to focus on - I'm going to pick two because I don't know what two areas they are going to focus on inside those topics and that will allow me to make a further decision inside the exam arena based on my strengths and any exam stress memory loss.

Not up to much. How are you? Hows everyone?