cool i think i may watch it.

It's so funny :) I smile which is no mean feat sometimes but I always smile.

I'm watching it too Mark :) Well, I was until about 2 minutes ago when I started watching EastEnders which is actually the worst show ever at the moment so I dunno why I'm bothering but bit by bit everything I used to love is slipping away, I've stopped being interested in everything so I'm trying to do something I used to before...this got in the way. Anyway, that was an unnecessary essay.

Ok, I'm jealous! I want hugs too pleeease!

*Extra hugs for Solo*

Seriously, why am I watching this? I feel like I'm losing myself...

*GLOMPS Solo*

This day is just dragging on :(
*hugs everyone*

*hugs Solo, Lia, and Mark*
Ahhh, Crimson, we posted at the same time *hugs*
I cried at work today, I almost cried in class today, and I'm almost in tears now cause Skype is being dumb. wtf is wrong with me.

Nothing's wrong with you Felicia, I think we've all been there *hugs*

What's wrong Crimson?

*Nigt time hugs my wardies*

*hugs Lia* Yeah, I'm just frustrated with my constantly bursting into tears.

Goodnight Mark *hugs*

Nothing wrong just the day is moving so slowly that its practically excruciating...
Found a new (to me at least) song I like...

*hugs Lia and Felicia and Night time hugs Mark*

I'm glad you're alright Crimson :) I have a funny story about Jennifer Lopez, but I think it was a 'you had to be there' moment.

I know Felicia, it's the worst isn't it? Especially when you don't even know exactly why and you just can't stop once you start and you're on and off all evening and it's just over nothing.

*Hugs Lia* I really think you should see a doctor honey, i'm pretty sure you're depressed and they can help *Squishes*
*Curls up*

Thanks for the hugs guys! I really needed em!

hugs solo

*Hugs Charlie* I would, but it's awkward. I'd only go to a drop in clinic to someone I don't know and only if someone was with me, but didn't come inside the room with me and there's no one I can take. You alright?

*Hugs Louise*

What's up Solo?

*hugs Solo, Louise, Charlie, Lia*

*Hugs* I wish I didn't live so damn far away -.-
Meh. I feel like crap. Whats new?

What's wrong Charlie? Me too, I really wanna meet you. It's alright. I'll live. I have done for 3 years.

Just the usual, college, family.
We need to try and meet sometime.
And yeah you'll survive hun but you dont really wanna live like this *Cuddles*

No. I don't. But I don't have much choice. There's no one IRL I can really turn to. Those I can trust I love too much to hurt. It's different with you guys, I wouldn't be here if I was alright, you all knew from the start I wasn't. If you want to talk about it, you can PM or text me. *Hugs*

Oh, and London's half way between us. I would come all the way, but I don't even want to think of the train fair ;)

Lol. I don't even know how much that would be. I doubt it would be that much though if you go for a cheap one. I will try and find a way to arrange for london at some point. My damn anxiety just makes it so hard
-.-
I'm alright, struggling through as usual. Might have to try doing yoga on my bed again ;)
I don't really have many other suggestions :/ I understand not wanting to hurt people though.

I know, that's why I'd come to you. But it's also awkward because it's a long way to come for a day and if I stayed there I'd have to have an alibi because my mum would hang and draw quarter me if she knew I was meeting someone I'd met on the internet. All hell would break loose. Still, in one year and 3 days I can do whatever the heck I want.

Haha. Bring a boy and tell her your going for a romantic weekend? XD
Nah, tell her you've booked a hotel (You can always do that if you don't want to stay with me) And tell her you're looking at the Uni? That will please her lol.

I'd rather stay with you than in a random hotel, but I'd feel like I was invading. The boy thing will make her feel soooo much better XD

I could always do the uni thing, I do theatre studies, I could make up some speech when she asked how it was. But I'd be terrified. I've only ever sneaked out to go to the shop before.

*hugs all*

just popping in quickly, I'm packing and watching bridget jones, I love Colin Firth just a little too much

Know the feeling Oliver...;) That's the reason I watch half the TV I do. Not because of Colin Firth, but because of others. You alright?

hugs everyone I am off to bed. night everyone, speak to you all tomorrow.

Well Lia, you could go for a whole weekend and both of you do a small tour of the uni, then you'd have more time to hang out plus you'd go to see the uni so you wouldn't be lying if you told your mum you were viewing the uni and sight seeing...?

*hugs Lia, Charlie and Oliver*

Ooops missed you Louise *hugs good night*

How is everyone!

*Hugggggggggg allllll!!!!!*

WTF?! I'm all for the right to freedom of speech but this is ****ed up. It should not be okay to say you were awarded a Medal of Valor when you weren't just because of freedom of speech. I think the original court decision was one that should have been upheld not turned over by appeal because of freedom of speech. FTS! It's just wrong!
*fumes*

*hugs Megz*

Night night Louise *Hugs*

*Hugs Morgana and Crimson* That is kinda stupid Crimson.

Yep. stupid... that's a good word for it. i shouldn't ever read my military.com newsletters, they usually just piss me off. :/

Hi everyone. How are you all? *Hugs for everyone*

:crying:

*hugs Ian* how are you?

so stinkin lonely when hubby works late :/

hope everyone is doing well *hugs all*

*hugs Kelly, Crimson, Louise, Mark, Lia, Ian, Charlie, Felicia, Solo and everyone*

It looks like I'm going to be up all night, oh well, shall watch the second Bridget Jones in a bit

whoah!! how is everyone?

*hugs everyone*
I have nothing to say... as usual. I just hang around cause I'm afraid of losing everyone I know. *sigh* I'm pathetic.

*hugs oliver back* sorry you'll be up all night

nothing wrong with nothing to say, felica :)

*SQUISHIE FELICIA!!!* You are Not pathetic! <3

I love you guys <3

I love you too! want some sweets? *Pulls out chocolate*

Ha! Yes! I love chocolate!

yay! *gives Felicia chocolatey delights!*

Haha, thanks. Nothing like chocolate to temporarily lift a bad day :)