My arms all swollen again so tops aren't an option, and the gas has gone
:(
*Hugs*
My sister is a freak, she's jumping up and down like a looney :/

*Hugs*
Why is your Sister doing this?

ADHD. It's quite amusing though cause she's not being nasty to me, we are actually getting along today, and she's just being a freak XD

:) Good for you getting along today :)

:) Yeah, It's nice :)
I can just laugh at her being a freak lol.
Oh, and apparently I have to call her Steve.................

Hehe Steve :P

lol, I was just like 'what?' lol.

Oooh It's all empty............................................. ....


































*Runs naked around the ward and then gets dressed before anyone spots me* LOL

Oh! Charlie! lol I'm loitering about , Dinner soon though.

Bwhahahaha, Charlie!

lol. Oh crap. It was empty a min ago XD My sisters hyperactive mood seems to be catching!

Hyperactivity can be fun! :)

lol, yep :D

hahaha charlie... glad to see some fun is being had in here.

*hugs mark* sorry about your ear... hope it feels better soon.

*hugs felicia* how r u hun?

Something is wrong with my stomach I think.. no matter what i eat or when I eat it last I am getting sick in the morning. Its not a lot of fun. I wonder if it is from anxiety, I guess it could be.. *sigh* off to do more work.. I have a test at work today and uni work to do... I need more hours in the day.

*Hugs Laura* lol. Ah. I love random moods :)
Just thought I'd check. Cause my first thought when I read that post was 'pregnant'-you couldn't be, could you?

*hugs charlie* lol im glad you are in a random mood.

and no, I'm definitely not. It's impossible. My stomach has been like this for months anyway... Its just been bugging me more and more lately.

Could you be pregnant Laura hun? Sorry if this is prying

EDIT :- Okay hun I didn't realise you'dd already been asked , have you tryed Antacids ? (Lame suggestion I know)

Ah right, just thought i'd check :) Could you go to the doctors and get them to check it out?

I won't go to the doctor b/c my dad is a doctor so if i really start to get worried i'll ask him.

I've tried antacids before, they help a little but eh... i don't know, i really think it may just be anxiety related because it subsided a little over break when I didn't have as much stress..

Ah right, well that sucks, anxiety related stuff is so much harder to get rid of. Is there anything you could do to calm it down?

yeah, when I have time I might do some more research into this and see what people have done. lol hard to think of being calmer then when i'm asleep but you never know i guess.

lol. Sleep? Whats that? I get so little of it these days I'm starting to forget what it feels like!

*Curls up*

Y'allright Charlie?

*Hugs Mark* Not really, just come over all urgey :( I really wanna SI.

*Holds you hands* Whats triggered you hun ?

*Hugs* I don't know, the hyperactive happy mood just dissapeared and left a very low urgey mood :(

*snuggles Charlie* you can beat it hun x

*Hugs Sarah*
I don't think I want to............ :(

*Squishe Charlie*

*cuddles* I'm here if you need me hun

*Hugs you both*
Thanks guys..

No worries. I'll be gone from about 8pm till 8.30pm but its only half an hour and I'll be back on, and you can message me on Facebook if you need me and I'll get back to you asap.

Thankyou hun :)
I really should get some dinner...

Hey everyone :-) how is everyone?

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Charlie*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Mark*

*slinks into ward to hide from hubby*

such a bad night! :(

*Hugs Charlie*
*Hugs Ian*
*Hugs Kelly*
*Hugs Sarah*

My Ear hurts , internal pressure and loud hissing! and I can't get a hold of my ENT nurse , no answer.....

That sounds horrible, Mark. I have tinnitus so I kind of know what it's like.

*Hugs Lindsay* I have tinitus too , But this hissing is really Loud! I have scarred eardrums dut to infections :(
How are you Lindsay?

I'm really not good. Thinking of attempting suicide as soon as I find the energy. There is nothing that I, or anyone else, can do to help me any more.

*huggles all*

sitting here awaiting the next cyclone advice. :-( a big cyclone is threatening the coast. currently predicted to have landfall near my city wednesday/thursday and to be a category 4 or 5 system (very big and nasty). not looking forward to it. if i'm not online for a few days it'll be because we lost power etc..

will try to get back on before it hits if it is going to.

*huggles everyone then goes outside and brings puppy sinclair inside so he doesn't get wet or blown away*

*Hugs Lindsay* Please hold on hun , you would be SO missed here :S

*Hugs Kahlia* I hope you keep your power , How are you?

I'm back...
...always coming back. But never staying for very long because I just lack the self discipline now.

Things aren't good. I've been suicidal, but wouldn't ever act on the thoughts because I'm too much of a coward.

I'm on a gluten-free, sugar-free, dairy-free diet to deal with a possible systemic infection. FML. I'm so sick of thinking about food - what to make, how to make it, and how the hell to satisfy cravings for sweet when gluten-free desserts have sugar and sugar-free desserts have gluten...

*flails*

Anyway. I need support, and I can give support, so I think I'll be back for a little while at least. I see that there are new wardies that I don't know... so... hoorah for me being MIA for months. >_>

*hides in a corner and cries*

*HUGE HUGS April* Hey Little Sister :) How are you? , *Finds you in your corner and gives a tissue* That sounds a harsh diet!

Oh God I can't do this. The only way I can see through is to be in a constant state of overdose.

*Squishes Lindsay* I'm sorry you are struggling so much hun , could you talk to your crisis team?

They either tell me to go online or read a book or say that there is nothing that they can do.

Well thats sod all help! I'm sorry they are being so unhelpful. *Hugs Lindsay*

How are you doing, Mark?