what about calling from a mobile?

Mine is prepaid n I can't use my husband's for that. They've said they sometimes call back to check on you. Besides, it's his work phone. I'm sorry Oliver, but I've been overcome with exhaustion n I have to get up early. Will you be ok?

*hugs Solo* its ok, I may make myself take my hoody off and get my PJ's on and try to sleep as it is now 6.15am here.

Hope you manage to get some sleep and please stay safe, you mean a lot to everyone here in the ward *hugs*

~Lots of Hugs Oliver~ Thank you so much! You've helped to distract me till I'm too tired now. I'm gonna try to get some sleep. Please try to get some sleep too! I don't know that I really meen anything to the ward. I don't think many even know I'm here, but that was really sweet of you! ~Hugs goodnight~

*Hugs Sarah*
*Hugs Solo* You mean something to me :)
*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Kahlia* way to go on 29 months Sister!:)
*Hugs Heather*

*hugs everyone*

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you feeling hun?

Thank You Mark! ~Hugs~ You mean something to me too! I'm so embarrassed!

~Hugs Lindsay~

Aww solo *Hugs* Don't be embarrassed hun :)

can't help it

*Hugs Solo*

Thanks! ~Hugs back Mark~

I'm unsure about how I am. I feel kind of calm but really low. I managed to phone the voluntary crisis team and they have been in contact with my psychiatrist and the official crisis team so i'm just waiting to hear from them.

I hope it go's well for you Lindsay :) *Hugs*

Got Anxious out.
Walked very close too but NOT into the off license.
Got to mine.
Tryed to wait out the anxiety but failed.
Took 20mg of Diaz, Took a Bath had some tea , the anxiety is still there but it's lessened.
Still , I'm urgy :(
Sorry.

hugs everbody. cuddles mark, please stay safe hun. try and distract yourself if you can

*Cuddles Jill* How are you hun ?

*Spots and Hugs Kahlia* How are you Sis?

cuddles mark, hmm im okay i guess, erm not sure. i don't know what to put in my applaction(sp) form. its asking why i left my job. if i say i was stressed and it got to the point i wanted to kill myself because of it, or because i was being given writen warning, it wont go down well. im kind of lost

I guess you could say stress Jill , thats a perfectly valid reason.

Only 11 months until Christmas :P

thanks mark, hmm think i will go down to the jobcenter and ask for some advice, and see what they come up with. lol your counting christmas allready?

*Hugs Disturbia* I'm sorry the voices are loud :S

Jill , Ha! no I'm not but I noticed it was the 25th hehe

Hey guys. Todays been terrible for me. Gonna hide in here for a while.

*Hugs Sarah*

*hugs Mark* so stressed out after today. Everything keeps going wrong and I can't deal with it anymore!

Whats happening Sarah hun?

Just being so clumsy today and had arguments everywhere :(

*Hugs Sarah Tons* I'm sorry you've had such a rough day hun :(

*Hugs everyone*
Oliver-I prefer to be called Charlie, but at the moment i'm still ok with being called Nicole :)

*Hugs Charlie* How is your day going?

hugs everyone

*Hugs Mark and Louise*
It was ok thanks Mark, not done much lol. Yours?

I am so so, though sitting here eating chocolate :)

Oooh I want chocolate! lol

*Hugs louise*

My day is all over , I got to my volunteer beuro and my mouth opened and 15 minutes later it shut , I am quite quiet usually , mood swinging about :S

*hugs Mark*

Gives Charlie some chocolate

*Hugs Mark*
*takes chocolate*
Thanks Louise :)

I had a particularly rough time in uni yesterday. I'm being ****ed by administrative functions and bureaucracy...so I really have no desire to attend class tonight, but I will...I'm just at a point where I don't care to pay attention anymore, I don't care to answer even though I'm the only one there who knows what the **** the professor is talking about...I feel totally out of place, I need to be somewhere with higher levels of education where I will at least be challenged or learn something. I'm sorry if this sounds arrogant, it really isn't. I'm just now completely cynical and I couldn't care less anymore, about a lot of things.

At least I got painting today which is a nice thing.
I just needed to get my crapyness of my chest.
*waves weakly and smiles half-heatedly though meaning to be completely nice*

*Hugs Ileana*

No Chocolate for Mark?? :(

You guys wouldn't know of any good documentaries about self-harm now, would you? I'm doing this research project with a friend and it's about cutting, it's possibly gonna lead to my friend doing a thesis on the subject as well, specifically on how it's still somewhat misunderstood despite all the material on it out there. I was just asking on the off-chance some of you might remember a title. We already have Harmless Self-harm so...yeah, thanx :)

gives chocolate to mark to :)

What is everyone favorite chocolate?

Hugs Charlie and Mark.Hows your days been??
Hi to everyone I don't know yet,I'm Claire...

Thank you for the hug :)

Can I have chocolate too? *frowns a little*
Hi Claire!

*Hugs everyone*

I've had an interesting day today, I went on a rescue misson at the end of the day for a hole punch named Billy.

Thanks Louise *Hugs*

*Hugs Claire*

*Hugs Lia* I'mm sorry but I need details of this mission :P

gives everyone a piece of chocolate that wants one. that sounds interesting lia

Hugs Lia, Claire, Mark, lleana and Charlie*

I love galaxy cookie crumble Louise :)
+ lol Lia, I loved that story, It made me smile :)

*Is Exausted , I think some mentally as I don't have the excuse to be physically knackered*