*Hugs Helen*
*Hugs Lia*
*Hugs Nicole*
*Hugs Sarah*
*Hugs Ian*
*Hugs Crimson*
*Hugs Kitty*
*Hugs Kahlia*
*Hugs Laura*
*Hugs Amy*

*Hugs Amy* Hello :) How are you?

*Hugs Mark* How are you doing today?

*Hugs Kitty* By the sounds of your situation, I can't see why you wouldn't get the aid. But the waiting does sound horrible. I hate waiting for so much as an exam result, so I can't imagine how horrible this must be.

*Hugs Kahlia* I don't think you're useless, we all have our episodes where we can't face anyone else's problems on top of our own. How are you this morning?

*Hugs Laura* Like I said to Kahlia,it's alright, you don't have to do individuals and things every time. Is there anything you want to talk about?

*Hugs Ian, Helen and Crimson*

*Hugs Lia* I feel okay , determined that I won't drink (alcohol) for the next 3 days so I can say I been off it for 3 days to my keyworker . Kind of triggered though :( I am waiting in for the post person then I'll go for a walk , It's nice out and there isn't any ice by the look of it the rain washed away the snow before it could ice up . How are you hun?

It's actually sunny here. Shocking. Well done on your drinking :) I know you can do it. I love walking. If I want to clear my head, I walk, and if I want to escape, I run.

I'm alright today. Got nothing to do, so may die of boredem by the end of it though.

Sunny here too . I can't run far , so unfit but I do like walking I walk down by the canal into town most everyday , it's nice to look at the ducks and swans and such and I stroll along with my music in my headphones and I kind of get away from life (If that makes sense?) .

Heyyy guys. Its heather :) finally got bored of my username :p

It has been snowing here but the sun is shining now.

Hi Heather, nice username.

Hey thats a cool username Heather *Hugs*

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you hun?

I'm really lonely. I wish that my brother was at home. I was that my Dad was alive, but not unwell. I wish that my Mum was alive, but not an alcoholic.

*Hugs Lindsay* I'm sorry you feel lonely , I get lonely quite often too so know how it feels:( *Extra Squishes*

*Spots and Hugs Jill*

*walks in and slams door* AGH!!! I'm so so so pissed off right now! All I ask is for some understanding and I get a rant instead! AGH!!!! *hides in corner*

*Hugs Sarah* Whats happened Hun?

I was talking to my faince about how I'm not sure about going back to uni next term because I can't concentrate and I feel useless in every lecture but I will because I have friends there to support me and I can always blow off some steam playing pool if I'm really frustrated, now he's going on about how I just use it as a social activity and I either need to put more effort in or quit. I'm furious with him. I genuinely struggle to get out of bed for uni because of how bad I feel and I usually have an energy drink Mon, Tues and Weds due to early mornings and my struggle sleeping (as Dr took me off the sleeping pills that helped me be awake enough to get out of bed) but he's angry at that too. The energy drink has less caffeine than coffee, I just can't drink cold coffee so I have to drink it all at once where my can can continue for hours. I don't see an issue with that, he does. He gets annoyed when I play pool instead of working on stuff that can be done another time and my head hurts I'm so angry

Awh I'm sorry he doesn't understand , *Huggles* Can you expain to him just how difficult it is for you to even get out of bed in the mornings ?

I did. He knows, he recovered from depression himself, during that time he got out of bed to go to the bathroom and thats it. I'm just so frustrated and a little hurt *snuggles Mark*

*squishes Sarah*

*hugs Sarah and Mark*

*hugs Lindsay and Mark*

Starting to calm down a little now.

That's good. Is there something nice you can do for yourself to help you to relax?

Not here :( just playing sims right now, distraction

hugs mark back. hugs the ward, argh keep burning the crap out of my finger trying to keep this damn fire going. cries

Hey everyone, my username is going to be changing soon to just thought id let you all you know.

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Kitty*

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Lia*

*pops into ward* hya all.

Passed inspection with flying colors. Now I'm busy on making coin pouches for my god-daughter's kindergarten class.

how is everyone?

*hugs all*

*cuddles Jill* poor dear. You run it under cold water?

*Hugs Ian* How are you?

Edit: *hugs kelly* Sounds lovely :) Well done on the inspection

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Ian* What are you changing it too?

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Sarah*

I feel so low. I just want to cry. Whats wrong with me? :(

I'm changing it to Atlantica Mark. I was listening to some music on U tube last night and the Song was called Atlantica by Ryan Farish. I'd bever even heard his music before but i love it i really do. So i decided i would change my username lol.

*Hugs Kelly* How are you?

*Hugs Jill*

*Massive Hugs Sarah* *Hands a crisp clean Hanky to Sarah*

Thats a pretty cool username Ian :)

Thanks Mark :) How are you Mark? I'm sorry your feeling low Sarah *Hugs Sarah*

I'm feeling alright , a little triggered but I'm (Sort of) making dinner and chatting online, Thanks Ian , How are you?

sorry you're feel low, Sarah *hugs*

*hugs Ian back* Doing suprisingly better actually. I haven't SIed in like a week and half and all my cuts are healed now. I'm a little worried that now that I don't have as much to focus on though... I'll start slippin again. Trying to think posative though. :)

Glad your not to bad Mark. Kelly: Well done for not harming for a week and a half! Thats excellent! Stay strong, you can do it.

A week and a Half!! Way to go Kelly !! :)

*sobs* I just feel empty inside.

Hey Sarah dont cry sweety *Sits with Sarah*

*hugs Ian*
*hugs Mark*
*Hugs Sarah*
*Hugs Kelly*

Depression can go **** itself. I'm so sick of this.

Thanks Ian. I just want to hide. *snuggles*

*cuddles Felicia* I wish it would too. I'm so fed up. Poor dear

you tell that depression, Felica! *hands Felica a big stick to beat depression down with* ;)

Seriously though... hope you're feeling better. *hugs*

Thanks, Mark. I'm trying. Hope I can keep it up.

*Hugs everyone*

*Hugs Nicole* How're you hun?

*hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Mark and Sarah*
I'm ok thanks :) feeling a lot more positive about not having my blades today.
How are you both?

Pretty bad. Really upset and low and now finding lots of people have ditched me as a facebook friend for no reason. Meh.

Ohhh thats good Nicole :) I'm on the edge , I keep getting triggered and I can't figure out by what :S

*Hugs Sarah* I'm sorry people are taking you off facebook , you can add me if you like hun ? :)

I will do, PM me a link or something :) Found about 10 people that ditched me since Thursday lol. Its petty really, its people like that I don't need in my life.

Oh dear :( *squishes you both* sorry you're both having a bit of a bad time :( sory I don't have much advice either....
And sarah, you can add me on facebook too if you like :)

That really sucks, Sarah. :( Poo on them for not knowing what an awsome person you are!