Bleeeh. Sick of not being able to sleep. I wanna take nytol again, even though Im tryna fight that addiction...

Aaaaaand the doctors won't lemme escape. Seeing me EVERY DAY about my god damn freaking arm. Wtffff

*hugs Mamma Mia* hope the mood swings settle down, hope you are okay.

*hugs Zowie, Mary Anne and Snuffles*

*hugs Katricia* You know it's for the best hun

I gave in last night, knew it was going to happen sooner or later I'm not in control any more and I'm a control freak!!! Is anyone brewing a cuppa?

*hugs wildly insane* just try again hun, you've done it once.
*hugs Kat* sorry I have nothing to say.
*hugs Mamma Mia* are you on normal uni timetable? I hate mood swings in PMS, they seem 100x worse.

Todays been a wierd day for me, emotionally Ive been all over the place, however I've managed to revise over half my module and Ihave a gym induction in an hour so its been fairly produtive. Im just so stupidly stressed and was made to watch Clare Sweenys Big Fat Diet yday, not good...I wish I was thin. Its thrown my eating majorly.

*leaves hugs for others*

xxx

*hugs Secrets* I avoided watching that show for the same reason you wanted to. good luck with the continuing revision

*hugs Helen* how you feeling? Hope the afternoon went quickly for you

*hugs Kat* like wildy insane says getting your arm fixed is for the best, hope the stitches are not itchy

*hugs wildy insane and offers a cuppa* how are you feeling today?

*hugs Zowie* cooking ain't my strong point either, I put a frozen meal in the oven tonight and then fell alseep and missed the timer going off - it was incinerated!

*hugs Snuffles* hope you slept well

*leaves hugs for Kahlia, P.C. Ravyn, Jetforce, KDoll* hope you are all okay

As I said to Zowie I am exhausted today, have had to skp the gym all week cause I am so tired all the time. Only got enough energy each day to go to work, think pretending to be happy all day takes it out of me. Just wish I could take a day off from feeling like this.

*leaves hugs, tea and biscuits*

x

*Staggers in and collapses* Bleh.

Four days without SI, and I wanna give in.

*Hugs all*

Sorry I have nothing worthwhile to say

*shuffles in*

Erm hi. I'm Laura and I'm new to vets. Hope it's ok if I come in here?

'Course it is. Hello there Laura, I'm Däyna *hugs*

Hi Dayna. Thanks for the hugs *hugs back*

Well done for going 4 days without SI. Is there anything that's making you want to give in now?

Here...not completely...but here.

Well. Now I have a stomach ache.

Oh the stitches are itchy. Or it could just be the dressing. Either way, it's driving me mad.

And what the **** I'm so sensitive tonight.

I can't deal with this. I cant I cant I cant. Too much 'paranoia'. I've done something wrong. But I dunno what. I can make a guess. But this is happening way too much. Way way way too much. I can't take it. It's happening weekly at least. I don't want this, or need this. Insecure about it already without having people doubt me. Oh whats going on.

Hey Ileana, I have a spare cup of tea if you want one

Hi Laura, come on in, make yourself at home, I think somebody left more tea and biscuits around :-D

*hugs Dayna* keep fighting hun

*Hugs Mary Anne* hope you sleep well tonight so you have the energy tomorrow.

*Hugs Secrets* Hope the gym session made you less stressed, well done with the revision, and good luck - sending positive vibes :-)

Am empty today, but it kinda feels good, but also not good, feeling very delicate, anyway I'm going to curl up under my duvet and fall asleep, if I snore just nudge me, but before I do I'll just make one last round of hugs.

*hugs*

*Hugs Kat and offers a big round of support*

*Hugs Zowie and offers hot water bottle to ease the stomach ache*

mmm, duvet comfy....

*sneaks in* *hugs and cuddles everyone*
G'Nite Wildly Insane, sleep well.
*hugs Katrica* - sorry to hear you've been struggling; sorry don't have words right now.

Zowie - hope your stomach ache passes soon.

How is everyone else doing? I haven't been around much; and I'm too drained to respond to everyone's posts... but i have read them and am thinking of you all.

Hope everyone is well.

*curls in corner under warm duvet*

Hey guys, thanks, I did sleep well. I went to bed about 10ish I think. And crashed out pretty quick. No more bad dreams too!

Glad to hear you had a good sleep and no more bad dreams!

*tiptoes in*
I've not been in here for months...
*hugs everyone*
*cries*

*gives Ku a big squish*

Hang in there matey!!!

*hugs Ku* what's up hun?

*leaves hugs for everyone else*

ugh... hate not being able to sleep. *sigh*