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Kahlia1981 27-04-2010 09:22 AM

Ah the magic of timezones.

Oliver: I have that logged at 18:04 (24hr time) so that must have been fairly early in the morning. It can be a royal pain having a long rehearsal when you aren't in the mood, just take it easy on yourself. I hope you get "lost in the music" and find yourself enjoying it. *big hugs*

*cuddles up to JK*: I'm just really feeling like crap. I feeling like doing something really stupid. My whole mind is set in that direction and I'm trying hard to find some distractions for myself. I don't know how I'm doing. :S Just ... the champix knocked me right back into the depression and I can't work out how to get out. *hugs you again because you sound like you need it*

Julie: Sorry, I haven't meant to be rude. How are you doing? You've been playing invisible in the ward. Is everything okay? *big hugs*

*hugs everyone* - Sorry I haven't mentioned names because I didn't want to leave anyone out or make them feel that they don't matter.

*sits back down in the corner and rocks back and forward until she can cry again*

frenchhorn 27-04-2010 09:27 AM

its 9.30 here now, so it was at 09.04

*sits with Kahlia, hugs and comforts her*

*cuddles JK and Julie*
*cuddles all his amazing ward friends*

Ileana 27-04-2010 09:42 AM

I'm so depressed and confused I wish this place was real. I need to run away from reality for a while.

xxjuliexx 27-04-2010 09:42 AM

*beings visiable* Kahlia1981 ur not rude
*being inviable*

Ileana 27-04-2010 09:53 AM

I shouldn't be awake at 5 am, yet I am. I didn't go to class tomorrow and I don't think I'll go today. I have a ton of stuff I need to pack and move to my new place...yet I can't find the will to do it, I can't find the will to do anything. I'm ****ed and I don't even care anymore.

xxjuliexx 27-04-2010 10:08 AM

i love ur colour pencials icon Ileana

jonikd 27-04-2010 10:24 AM

*hugs Kahlia tight* I haven't been on Champix, but sounds like something to avoid :/ Please hang in there hun, you've done so well and whilst I know exactly how you feel, I'd real like it if you didn't do anything "stupid" *hugs again* Wish I could stop you crying.

Thanks Oliver, will take time with my friend as its pretty complicated, but hope she'll come round.9 hours of rehearsal sounds FUN! for those who don't do it *hugs*

*cuddles Helen tight*

*admires the coloured pencils in the ward*

Ileana 27-04-2010 10:37 AM

Thanx julie

Doikers 27-04-2010 10:53 AM

Way to go on your presentation April , Go you ! *Hugs*
*Hugs Ileana*
*Hugs Nicole*
*Hugs JK*
*Hugs Crimson*
*Hugs Kahlia*
*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Helen*
*Hugs Julie*
*Hugs Katnovia*
I hope I didn't miss anyone , sorry if I did *Hugs everyone*

jonikd 27-04-2010 10:55 AM

*hugs Mark back* how was your sleep? Really hope you're feeling better today. I off to bed now. Strange time-zoned ward x

Kahlia1981 27-04-2010 11:01 AM

Oliver: Ah, at least it wasn't too early in the morning. Timezone difference can be a major headache. Thank-you for the hugs. *hugs back*

Ileana: I can't offer an escape from reality, is it okay if I offer you a hug and a listening ear? *offers hug*

*hugs Julie*

JK: The Champix is a Quit-Smoking aid. Apparently not good if you have a mental illness. My GP prescribed it anyway. I managed three days, but already was suicidal and right back in the middle of the depression. If you know someone that has a mental illness (especially a mood disorder) and wants to quit smoking, please advise them not to go on Chantix/Champix. I don't know if it has any other names. *cuddles in tight to you*

*walks around the ward and through the garden and smoking area to find and offer hugs to everyone then slips into her hidden space to sit down and cry again*

Kahlia1981 27-04-2010 11:01 AM

Mark: Sorry I must have been typing while you were. *hugs you back*

jonikd 27-04-2010 11:08 AM

hey Kahlia, Champix sounds like a bad call from your doc. Hoping that you're off it now and things will return to "normal" soon. *hugs*

I gave up smoking using nicotine patches about 15 years ago, not sure if they would be any better for you?

depression =not good
suicide = worse

Please take care hun, we are here for you, and happy for you to slink off into the garden for a while if it helps you get through.

*stays cuddling tight*

Kahlia1981 27-04-2010 11:16 AM

Thanks JK. My housemate and I were both on it, and are now both off it, for the same reason. He's pretty much back to normal .... I'm not. I'm going to ask about nicotine patches, I'm just a bit worried they won't stick and may contain traces of latex - which would mean they will burn me. But yeah. *cuddles into JK*

Doikers 27-04-2010 11:17 AM

Ugh , well my nights sleep started with me lying there feeling very tired and achey but not sleeping for about 3-4 hours . then I slept for about 11 - 12 hours.
Today , well it's too early to tell how today will be , my Sister and brother in law are coming over to use my P.C. as theirs won't play a disc or something , They will probably bring Mariama my 4 month old neice .

* Hopes toady will be nice and I get nice post *
*Hugs JK goodnight*
*Hugs Kahlia back again :)*
I feel in the need for hugs

xxjuliexx 27-04-2010 11:32 AM

*crawls under my blanky*

Kahlia1981 27-04-2010 11:34 AM

*hugs Mark* I hope your day turns out okay.

*gives Julie a cuddle before letting her go under her blanky*

*sits back down in her spot and curls up because the tears have dried up ... for now*

one_step_closer 27-04-2010 11:38 AM

Hello everyone.

Doikers 27-04-2010 11:49 AM

Hey Lindsay :) (I hope I got your name correct)

How are you ?

xxjuliexx 27-04-2010 11:57 AM

*peeps out from under the blanky*

katnovia 27-04-2010 12:01 PM

me no spoesed be here but me want cuggles to not fair that me not get cuggles cos baby get all tentson me see fwends hurt so me come cuggle fwends
love rosie

Ileana 27-04-2010 12:03 PM

Thanx kahlia and Doikers for the hugs. I need them :)

Ileana 27-04-2010 12:05 PM

I want to cuddle! *grabs a blanket and some pillows and throws them on the floor* come on!

Doikers 27-04-2010 12:05 PM

You're welcome Ileana , My name is Mark ,so you can call me that if you like , I answer to Doikers too though :)

Doikers 27-04-2010 12:06 PM

*Cuddles Ileana*

katnovia 27-04-2010 12:07 PM

lleana has prwwty name
*runs to pile and jump in*

xxjuliexx 27-04-2010 12:12 PM

*peeps out from under blanky a little more*

Doikers 27-04-2010 12:13 PM

*Waves at Julie*

xxjuliexx 27-04-2010 12:14 PM

*wave back*

katnovia 27-04-2010 12:14 PM

*cuggles lleana* you nice

Ileana 27-04-2010 12:15 PM

:) yay! See, now I can smile a little bit.

katnovia 27-04-2010 12:20 PM

me smile to but me got dindins buuhbhye

Scarletdreamer 27-04-2010 12:29 PM

*cuddles everyone*

For those who congratulated me, thanks!! :) I hope that I did okay on the presentation but for now, I'm just glad that it's OVER!!!! no more real worries for senior sem... and the final for that class is just an "exit exam" which is basically just seeing how much we know about psychology - and it has nothing to do with our grade, it's just an assessment they do to see how well the psych dept. is doing with teaching students. So that's one less final to worry about.

My "final" for Women & Spirituality, on the other hand... :-/ I give it tomorrow (which will be nice as it makes next Wednesday no worries as far as finals go), but the only problem is, I'm not ready. I'm planning on finishing up my final project this morning, since I don't have to be on campus til a little before 1pm. Yey... but I am a little worried as it takes creativity to write poems (which is what I'm doing - writing some poems about some selected female saints and my own spiritual walk as a woman) and my creative juices are barely oozing out. :P Lol, sorry if that was gross imagery... :-S

Julie, have a cuddle *cuddles* How are you doing?

*cuddles Mark lots* I hope that your day goes well too. How are you feeling this morning??

*cuddles JK, Hayley, Crimson, Hels, Oliver (a 9-hour rehearsal sounds AWFUL!!!), Ileana, Kat, Kahlia, Laura, and anyone else I'm missing*

I hope that today goes well for ALL of us. :)


Ileana 27-04-2010 12:32 PM

Byes.

xxjuliexx 27-04-2010 12:38 PM

*uncurls an stick my head out*r my alters allowed in this thread

xxjuliexx 27-04-2010 12:50 PM

*curls up under my blanket again* sorry was a stupid idea

Ileana 27-04-2010 12:57 PM

Julie, I don't know...

Scarletdreamer 27-04-2010 01:05 PM

I'm not sure either... I think so... but I'm not sure. After all, it IS a psych ward... :) *cuddles Julie*

I spy a Hels, a Julie, & an Ileana!! :D

I have to get to work... damnit... don't wanna. *pouts* Heh... like not doing work is going to get me anywhere.

The cat is making a lot of noise for something as small as he is... banging around in "his room"... silly thing. :P

*cuddles everyone*

Ileana 27-04-2010 01:06 PM

I'm so sleepy but I don't want to go to bed :(

MammaMia 27-04-2010 01:09 PM

*cuddles everyone*

Wow there's been 3 pages since I last looked in :O

For the person who asked about alters, I'm sure they're allowed. You could always check with a mod??

I'm hoping to have a good day, but had a very long & awful nightmare :'( *rocks back and forth*

Scarletdreamer 27-04-2010 01:44 PM

Awh Hels, I'm sorry about the nightmare. :( That really sucks. *holds and rocks with* I wish I could help you feel better... but hopefully today will be a good day? And yeah, this place moves along quickly!!! :) which is definitely a good thing, keeps me having someone to chat with since WoW is down for maintenance (just as with nearly every Tuesday). So yey. Hehe.

I spy a Mark!! :D *cuddles*

I'm so tired... I am so sick of being this exhausted!!! It's getting very very VERY old. :'(

And I'm worried about today... I have to not only finish up the poems for my W&S final project, but I also have to do a work-up on a volunteer for health psych... I REALLY hope that she did the 3-day food analysis by now, otherwise we're kind of screwed. :'( I don't want to have to take an incomplete in this class just so I can finish up the paper... although my prof did say that it would be okay if I "took a little longer" to get it done, since she (volunteer) has been rather uncooperative with responding to emails and such. GRRRR.

Anyway.

The cat is wild right now... crazy little guy. Lol. He just jumped in the air and landed most ungracefully on his side. :P He's okay, it was just funny to see. He's not the brightest... but we love him to pieces. :)

My birthday is slowly coming up... yey... :) *random*

MammaMia 27-04-2010 01:51 PM

It does indeed suck April *clings* Hopefully today will be a good day. Am just doing some stuff & then got to head out :O Got to go up to hospital to get some batteries for my hearing aids as they're nearly dead & I have none left. They run out so quickly :O Then got to go to bank to sort couple things out. Go to the shop & buy new earphones. Mine have broken again LOL! Then got to come home, but pop into doctors to TRY & get an appointment. Best give me one *grumbles* Then come home & make a phone call which should hopefully fix another problem *whistles* It can be a good thing when it moves quickly, but hard to keep up with at times :P Maintenance is fun, not :P

I also spy a Mark!! :D *cuddles*

I'm tired too, it sucks & does get old :( Just think, you're another day closer to being finished & can have some rest? :D

Hope today goes okay darling & bless your cat. My best friend just got some cats actually. Well I say cats, she got a mummy cat & 3 kittens. Her eldest daughter asked the night before if she could get a kitten from a friend. They were thinking about it. Next day was warm & my best friend opened their back door (or something) & found two of the kittens. Bit like a miracle really :P They're deciding whether to keep them...

YAY for your birthday :D

Scarletdreamer 27-04-2010 04:14 PM

I finished my W&S final project!!!!!!! *does a happy dance with anyone who cares to join in* Lol... sorry... but it just feels SO DAMN GOOD to have stuff done!!! :D I mean, I still need to present it, but all I will be doing is reading what I wrote... so yeah. :)

*cuddles Hels* I hope that today's going okay so far... sounds like you've got a lot planned!! Don't wear yourself out, 'kay, sweetie? Me, I just have to go to uni to do that work-up on my health psych volunteer and then go to another class, then head home. Whew. Easy day. No tutoring, no violin lessons. Tomorrow's gonna be hell as I have a dinner I have to attend :-X and then have the presentation afterwards... :( Gonna be freaking out the entire time that I'm there (at the dinner, I mean). And will have to remember to pack my supper meds or else I WILL go crazy!! lol... :-/

But at least no more soc classes. I really REALLY need to study for the final though, because I currently have a high C+ average in the class and for me, that's just embarrassing. :(

*hides*

Doikers 27-04-2010 04:50 PM

*Joins in the happy dance with April* Way to go you!!!:-)
I bought a cantaloupe melon / rock melon , I 've never had it before I'll eat some after dinner ( Whatever thats gonna be ) Today I got no post exept that just now (4.45pm) someone shoved a letter addressed to the previous tennent though my door , That wasn't the Postman , this person knocked and rang all loud. But besides that no post from E-on *YEY* . I'm meeting my housing support worker 10am tomorrow morning , hopefuly sort out stuff. , Today is going ok , had acupuncture , feel mostly calm.
I hope everyone else's days / nights are going well .

MammaMia 27-04-2010 04:59 PM

*cuddles everyone & joins in with happy dance*

YAY =D I've got my new hearing aid batteries, spoken to my Mum, been to the bank (didn't get one problem sorted out though) & got myself a doctors appointment. AM bricking it already LOL :(

Just got to phone up my phone company now to pay off my bill, fun times :/

I felt really anxious the entire time out. **** knows why :( Even Mum could see that I'm not happy today. I tried to lie but don't think it worked. The mask suddenly appeared when I saw someone I know at the bank. Told me I looked very happy (riiight) and he somehow knows about my boyfriend. Well well well :P

*rocks back and forth* Argh :(

Sefka 27-04-2010 06:10 PM

Sorry, just going to crawl back in and cry for a bit.

<little waves to everyone>

PoisonedApple 27-04-2010 06:13 PM

*smacks head into keyboard a few times* Ok so today I just feel like lying down and not bothering anymore.... last week when I had an issue with the library I turned in all but 1 book I had checked out... Today I got an overdue notice for a book I turned in that day. If I remember right it was the 19th that I turned it in and it was due the 22nd. They are charging me for 5 days of fees... Money I do not currently have. All the other books that I turned in are off my account so seriously... WTF? So I try to call before work (7:30 am) and get a message saying the library isn't open till 10 am... so I emailed instead.
I need to have G finish her last couple school books but I just don't have the energy for it these days but I'm the only one in the house that has her do any work at all. :(
I feel sick but can't skip work so here I am. And today I used my last bus token to get to work... M still hasn't been paid so she still hasn't replaced the bus pass that J lost. So how am I getting to work the rest of the month or till M replaces my pass you ask? Well MIL is due at work at 7 but only a few blocks from me so instead of waking at 6:30 and leaving for work at 7 I will be getting up at 6 and getting a ride with her and getting to work a lil over an hour early every day till I can take the bus again.
*sits and cries*

How is everyone else?
*hugs Kat, Julie, Ileana, Helen, April, Nicole, Mark, Kahlia, Oliver, Sefka and Hayley*
*thinks*
Ok I think I got everyone with the hugs... even the new people. But that many people is beginning to get difficult on the memory so if I forgot someone I apologize, didn't mean to *leaves extra hugs* just in case.

Doikers 27-04-2010 06:45 PM

*Hugs Crimson* It sucks about the **** up with your library book/s . I hope you can sort it out ok . As for your bus pass dilema , well I hope you get a new pass soon , that sucks too , sorry that wasn't very helpful
:S
*waves at Sefka* you ok?

PoisonedApple 27-04-2010 06:57 PM

*hugs Mark back* nonsense about not being very helpful... I just had to whine and get it out of my head and u read it so it's still helpful. But on the library front they open in about 5 minutes so maybe they'll email me back rather quickly. After last time and this I don't know if I'll keep using the library. I may just save up money and buy the books I want to read then use book crossing to get rid of the ones I don't want to keep for rereading... I hate to not use the library but this is getting ridiculous. If M doesn't replace the pass by the end of the month I'll just buy it myself and make her give me the money for it instead. But it kinda sucks that her boss hasn't paid her for her to get the pass... she was supposed to be paid last Thursday.

Doikers 27-04-2010 07:16 PM

Crimson , sorry to be dense but whats book crossing , is it like a place you can go to swap books ?

I spy an Oliver :)


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