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Eclectica 12-01-2009 12:59 AM

**** **** **** **** ****. I nver meant to.

I hurt myself. I didnt wanna. But I did. I'm wearing a white tshirt. ****. How am I to hide that? I dont do the washing

Eclectica 12-01-2009 05:45 AM

Guess who is stupid and ended up in A&E. Yea. Clever me. Third time. So ****ing STUPID.

Mary Anne 12-01-2009 07:56 AM

*hugs Kat* are you okay?

*cuddles everyone tight*

Monday mornings are horrible :(
I am sooo tired, once again I could not sleep last night, the space under my desk looks very tempting for a snooze.

*curls up for a nap*

ravynsoul 12-01-2009 11:10 AM

*hugs Mary Anne* Hope your day at work goes well and that you sleep well tonite.

*hugs Kat* how are you doing?

*leaves hugs for everyone else* Hope everyone is doing ok.

Jetforce 12-01-2009 11:28 AM

*cuddles every1 especially kat, emma, and helen*

How is every1 today?

I'm doing well atm..so :-) *leaves some chocolate biscuits*

mouse in darkness 12-01-2009 12:13 PM

Yay comany! Hi Ravyn, how are you?

*Hugs Dayna, Rayvn, Kat, Katie, Mary Anne, Helen, Jet force, 713, Emma and Kahlia(:bubblegum: )

Sorry for not being online for a couple of days I was lost in my own head .....grrr... and had a few visitors.

*Hugs anyone I may have missed

MammaMia 12-01-2009 02:06 PM

*offers cuddles to all*

Pomegranate 12-01-2009 04:06 PM

You aren't stupid, Katrica you are struggling. They are very different things. Well done on getting sorted in a+e though. Did they offer you any extra help?

Hope you feel more rested soon Mary Anne x

Hey Nicole, good to see you checking in. Sounds like you had a stressful couple of days. We are here if you want to talk about it.

*squishes Jem* glad you are doing better now hun.

How are you Ravyn? *leaves hugs just in case*

Has anyone heard from Zowie the last few days? Or knows if she is ok?

*leaves hugs for Dayna, Kahlia, Katie and 713*

MammaMia 12-01-2009 05:15 PM

I've wasted an entire day.
Just didn't have the energy to move :S

Eclectica 12-01-2009 05:19 PM

*Hugs everyone*

I don't remember last night very much at all. Probably my... MPD... thing. Cause I know for a fact I was in observer mode all night until THAT had happened.

They didn't offer any support or anything cause I've got a psych I'll be seeing soooo. Urgh. I'm stupid. Stupid stupid stupid. I've really upset my mum. I feel so bad. Stupid stupid stupid. Pathetic. I deserve this pain.

Pomegranate 12-01-2009 06:02 PM

You do not deserve this pain Kat and you are not stupid. Your mum is upset because she cares about you but this is not your fault. Please try and be kind to yourself and give yourself a break.

zowie 12-01-2009 06:05 PM

Thanks for asking about me Emma :) I'm doing okay, have been drunk pretty much all the time over the weekend though.

How's everyone doing?

Mary Anne 12-01-2009 09:29 PM

Hi all,

Zowie, good to hear from you *hugs*

Work was okay, it is work after all so never great.
Had some bad news this evening, my uncle has had a heart attack, he is in America so we all feel pretty useless over here, praying he is okay.

*hugs everyone*
(sorry too tired to make more effort)

time to try and get some sleep

*love and hugs*

Eclectica 12-01-2009 09:33 PM

Sorry to hear about your uncle *hugs* hope hes ok.

Damnation. 12-01-2009 10:20 PM

O hai guiz.

Mary Anne: Monday's should be made illegal, don't you agree? And I agree with what Kat said, really hope your uncle's gonna be okay

Ravyn: Hope you're doing okay

Jetforce: Glad to hear you're doing well ^__^

Nicole: Nice to see you again. Hope everything's alright for you

*Hugs Helen back*

Kat: *Cuddles* What Emma says is right. You're not stupid, nor do you deserve this. Hopefully when you start seeing your psyche properly, things'll look up. Tbh I think the fact the first meeting with him went so well is a really good sign <3

Zowie: Glad to see you're okay, too

* * *

I think I'm okay ._.;. In spite of the horrible start I had yesterday, I actually left in a good mood last night, so I woke up in one as well. But it's graaadually beginning to erode now >_o.

*Kicks RYL for still hiding her mood* Although right now, even if I could change it, it'd just get changed back to what it currently is later, I'd imagine. Meh, whatever *hugs all*

Eclectica 12-01-2009 10:28 PM

It went good yea, but don't forget, it wasn't all me lmao Too funny ._. He'll give me another lecture on SH I bet.

MammaMia 12-01-2009 11:36 PM

Mary Anne, I'm sorry to hear about uncle, I hope he'll recover okay, he's in my prayers <3

Katrica, how you doing hun?

Dayna, I'm glad you're having a good mood at the moment even if it'll erode later.

Zowie, what are you doing as I know you're not in college, are you trying to look for a job? (Just wondered that's all).

How's everyone else doing?

*offers hugs, cookies, and treats for those who want*

Me....I'm up & down. Don't really know what's going to happen =/

ravynsoul 13-01-2009 12:22 AM

Hi Everyone, *sends hugs all around*

Jem - Glad to hear you're doing well; thanks for the chocolate biscuits *mmm chocolate**

Nicole - Glad to join you :) I like your bubblegum smilie; very cool. Hope you had nice visits; glad to see you again.

Helen - *cuddles back* sorry to hear you've been up and down; that can be quite frustrating... hope things go up and stay up for you.

Emma - thanks for the hugs; how are you doing?

Katrica - Emma's right, you're not stupid at all; hope your appointment goes well

Zowie - Glad to hear from you; hope things are going ok

Mary Anne - *cuddles* sorry to hear about your uncle; hope he'll be okay!

Dayna - glad to hear that your day ended well yesterday; hope it continues to stay that way.. and I hope your mood thing comes back -- that would be frustrating; eugh! computers.. [maybe we need to start T.A. :P]

Thanks everyone for asking... the day started off crappy again, but then I got some amazing news; and i'm super excited to share it with you... i found out I got accepted at the law school I really wanted to go to and I got a scholarship *twirls in excitement* Anyways, I am feeling like I'm in a dream at the moment.. hope the good feeling lasts :)

Take care!

Pomegranate 13-01-2009 12:52 AM

I am so so stupidly excited for you Ravyn!!!!!!!! Well done!!! I hope you are stuper duper proud of yourself. Well done! You have done amazingly well :) xxx

Damnation. 13-01-2009 12:56 AM

Kat: Well, it kinda goes without saying that the others popped out to say hello for a bit. Hope he doesn't lecture you though D:

Ravyn: Congratulations! That's wonderful! <3

*Glomps all*

ravynsoul 13-01-2009 12:58 AM

Thanks Emma and Dayna! I'm am so happy; everyone at work is excited for me and so is my family.

How are you both doing tonite?

Pomegranate 13-01-2009 12:59 AM

Could be better thanks Ravyn, but I will survive. Please carry on having hope in yourself, regardless of what the world throws at you x

ravynsoul 13-01-2009 01:03 AM

Sorry to hear that Emma *hugs* You're an amazing strong person!

Thanks for the encouragement Emma; it's hard sometimes, but I'm trying... on the hope note.. someday, I hope to have either the word "hope" or a translation or a symbol of it as a tattoo.. it's the one thing that's kept me going...

Damnation. 13-01-2009 01:14 AM

Oooh, sounds nice <3

And I be sleepy 8D

ravynsoul 13-01-2009 01:17 AM

thanks! if you have an ideas about it... i'm definitely open :)

I guess it would be getting late for you by now?

Damnation. 13-01-2009 01:43 AM

If I think of something, I'll let you know ^__^. And it's 1:43am, but still early by my standards <__<;;.

Oh, and I has doctors appointment next Monday at 4

ravynsoul 13-01-2009 01:47 AM

Thanks :) I don't think I'll ever figure out the time zone differences x_o

Glad to hear about your doctor appointment; hope things go well there!

Snuffles 13-01-2009 01:59 AM

Yay Ravyn that is excellent news! So happy for you =) *huggles*

Kat- hope your doing ok now *hugs*

Ok now I can't think... hope everyone else is ok. Thinking of you all..

Am ok for now..

MammaMia 13-01-2009 02:05 AM

Ravyn, congratulations.


ravynsoul 13-01-2009 02:07 AM

Thanks Katie! *huggles back* Hope things stay ok for longer than just now

ravynsoul 13-01-2009 02:07 AM

Thanks Helen! *hugs* you want out from what?

Eclectica 13-01-2009 02:20 AM

Late reply is late but am oki, 'cept my arm being twice it's size and in pain most the time. My own fault but still, never been this bad. Ick.

Pomegranate 13-01-2009 02:35 AM

*squishes Kat, Kaylia, Dayna etc*

MammaMia 13-01-2009 02:35 AM

*cuddles Rayonsoul & Kat*

Damnation. 13-01-2009 03:57 AM

*Hugs all*

Ravyn: Thanks, so do I >_o. I'll let you know how it goes

Kahlia1981 13-01-2009 04:23 AM

*comes out of hiding and looks around*

Hi all. I'm absolutely exhausted at the moment ... have grown sick of bailing water out of the house so have decided to let it win for the moment. As long as it doesn't come any further in. Rainy weather like this (we're under an extreme weather warning) is ... hard to deal with.

Anyway just thought I'd drop in to offer hugs and well wishes. Sorry, I'll try and get to giving individual replies later.

*leaves hugs for all*

Damnation. 13-01-2009 04:45 AM

*Hugs Kahlia* Sorry, can't really think of owt to say

Mary Anne 13-01-2009 07:38 AM

Ravyn that is excellent, well done *dances with Ravyn*

Kahlia - hope the water goes away soon *offers wellies*

Thanks for the good wishes everyone, we are just waiting for news on my uncle John, him and his partner have been travelling in a camper and have no phone so all we can do is wait.

*hugs Emma, Helen, Katricia, and everyobe else (sorry too ealry here to think)*

time for work

p.s. Yes Mondays should be made illegal!!!

MammaMia 13-01-2009 11:00 AM

*cuddles everyone*

I am so tired, sore and thirsty :(

ravynsoul 13-01-2009 11:28 AM

*hugs all*

Katrica - sorry to hear about your arm; do you think you maybe need to get it looked at by a doctor?

Emma - *hugs* How are you today?

Helen - *cuddles back* hope you feel better soon!

Kahlia - Sorry to hear about the water, eugh! doesn't sound like fun. Hope it stops soon and you can get some rest.

Mary Anne - *Dances* Thank you! Hope you have a good day at work. :) And guess what, it won't be Monday for another 6 days - yay!

Dayna - sounds good. how are you doing today?

*leaves hugs for everyone else who hasn't checked in during the last little bit* Hope you're all well.

Mary Anne 13-01-2009 12:39 PM

Goodish news - Uncle John is stable, he has had 2 arteries inflated and a third is to be done at a later date, he got through the first 24 hours after the heart attack which I am told is the most critical period.

*hugs everyone and offers tea and biscuits*

Eclectica 13-01-2009 02:46 PM

Glad to hear it :] *hugs*

I'm so ****ing SCARED. I'm going to the doctors in an hour to get my arm checked out... But urgh. Just looking at it scares me to death. It's so swollen. Like it's slowly filling up. I think it's infected. The others cuts around it are infected we think so... aahhhh :[ Very scared.

zowie 13-01-2009 02:51 PM

Mary Anne, I'm very glad to hear about your uncle. Will be thinking of him and you xx

Helen, I'm on Jobseekers Allowance and am currently looking for work. However, the ammount I'm getting is just enough to cover my rent to my dad, which they wont raise because I'm not paying a landlord. So I don't have any money for myself and can't find a job as I have actually been trying since the summer to find part time work (which is all I can do - If I can't do full time college there's no way I can do full time work).
It's all horrible.
I'm going to phone them in a minute and ask if it'll be easier for me if I move into my own flat because then I'd get housing benefits.


[edit: *hugs katricia* hope the doctor can help hun xx]

MammaMia 13-01-2009 03:19 PM

Mary Anne, am glad to hear the news fo your Uncle ;)

Katrica, hope it doesn't go too badly at the doctors sweetie.

Zowie, ah I understand now. Well I hope you can get something sorted out for you sooner rather than later, but I imagine moving will be a little bit difficult with the shitty economical problems at the moment. But very best of luck anyway hun :)

realflifefaerie 13-01-2009 05:22 PM

Im thinking I may need to check in here for a bit, at least whilst exams and homesickness is resident within me this much along with other stuffs.

Is that ok?

MammaMia 13-01-2009 05:46 PM

Of course it is Secrets, you're allowed to stay for any length of time!!!

Eclectica 13-01-2009 05:50 PM

Doctors went ok I think... The poor nurse we saw knows us and looked at my arm like o.o O__O *cringe* and said it's filled up with pus or something. So she took a swab and is sending it off and she dressed it and i'm going back tomorrow to get it dressed again... Ick.

Kahlia1981 13-01-2009 05:53 PM

*waves to Dayna, Mary-Anne, Helen, Ravyn, Katrica, Arwen*

Secrets : Hi. *waves* Welcome to the madhouse ... oops, I mean "the home of the differently sane". Feel free to check in whenever you can and or need to.

*offers hugs to everyone*

* * * * *

I'm hypomanic at the moment la la la la la. As far as I know we are still under the severe weather warning with warnings regarding flash flooding. The weather makes me go up. I'm not quite manic yet ... give me some time lmao.

I had fun today. I popped my R kneecap out and now it keeps popping out with lovely cracking noises and I keep getting weird sensations in my foot. Oh well. Hopefully in a few hours when the shops and stuff open up again I'll be able to go and buy some strapping tape and see if I can make the silly thing stay in the right position.

I'm craving lollies!!!!!!! *thinks about dancing around madly and decides against it because Nicole and her other housemate would really not appreciate that aftermath of that one*

Mary Anne 13-01-2009 06:37 PM

Hey all,

*hugs Kat* hows the arm feeling?

*offers hugs to Secrets* hello, homesickness is really tough, been there and know how you feel, here if you want to chat

*hugs Kahlia* hows the knee? I have a hip that pops out - always fun! The noises joints make can be scary :)

*hugs Zowie* did you phone the benfits people? How did you get on?

*hugs Helen* how are you getting on?

*hugs Ravyn* did the cloud lift yet?

*hugs everyone else who may be around and thinking of those who are not*

Eclectica 13-01-2009 07:18 PM

It's feeling terrible lol >_< but I'll survive. I hope. Eep. Scary. Can't move it without pain. Even just typing hurts it. BLEEEH.

Had hardly any sleep too ._. Damn. I feel crap lol Oh well. Deserved.

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