WHAAAAAAAAAA where did that sofa come from? Oh hey alexx how are doing? did you get the recipe i sent ya?

hi i come back now!
good to see you out of your corner dont care!
hi there voice
glad your brownies turned out ok i would also love the recipe please

It is sent :D

Hey again everyone! Had to run away and eat...

Thanks for the recipe :)

thanks so much hun!

*crys in her corner and wishes she could disappear*

hi shadow i am just waiting for my dinner to cook i have a friend coming over tonight, i really wana cancel but can't as i will feel guilty

whats up lost hun? wana hug?

*Passes plate of assorted goodies to alyssa and sits down to listen*

I magicked it :D
and yes I did thankyou ^_^
they sound scrummy *licks lips*

^_^ *sits on the new magicked sofa*
Who wants to join me? its really comfy! You magicked a good sofa!

*floats some hugs to anyone who wants them from her corner on the ceiling*

just thought i'd let ppl know I'm ok enough.
i'm kinda non-existant today.
*hugs anyone who wants them and fades away again*

I am going off to the gym to calm myself and work off excess brownies!
Later guys

Only the best will do^_^

*hugs Jeff*
I don't know, dear uncle...
You may use my sholder if you would like...

my arms mors *hugs*

its ok mors stain me all you like a hug is nice as i am feeling alone, you need a plaster hun

*waves at people and leaves a bundle of hugs*

I miss you guys. Still hopefully my internet should be up and running on my lappy soon.

Hope you are all doing reasonably alright.

Diamond n00b....try and resist hun. I know it's hard but you can beat this x

EMMMAAAA!
*pounces and huggles* Ive missed you ><

holds onto mors a little tighter (sorry if i squish you)
thanks pom am really struggling i just don't think i can fight it tonight :(

*tackles Alexx* Missed you too hunny. How are you doing?

Jeff, I dunno about anyone else, but i don't really see people with my eyes. I see them with my heart. Yours is gold, just like the rest of ours. We all just have layers and layers of hurt over them.

separate topic; maybe I should put this in my cinderella thread but I'm seeing again why i am the way i am about my value being in the strengty of my back, and why I think being needy is a character defect.

And if anyone has a hug for me, I'd appreciate it.

*tackles Emma in a hug*
I've missed you SO much!!!

*offers Susan a big hug*

*hugs blondie very tight*

*throws self at Ally* Missed you too sweetie!!!! xxxx

*cuddles up to her RYL mom* love you Susan.

*holds on tight to Emma*
How are you sweetie?

sorry cant not SI anymore *hides in the bathroom*

Please be careful Diamond n00b. *hugs you*

I'm alright I think. I've decided to stop taking my meds as of today. Things aren't right at the moment and I blame the meds. I need to be free to do what I need.






How are you my darling? xxx

Take care, Diamond n00b *hugs*

*snuggles Emma*
Hunni, please be careful... I've gone off my meds experimentally a few times and it's never been a good idea. I love you loads.

I'm...coping....just....kinda hanging on in there...I want my skates...dunno what I'll do after though....have to revert to will power I guess :/
Ick....

I just wanna be hugged sooo tight that I cant breath :(

*gives voice HUGE huggles*
mors wana talk?
thanks for the hugs everyone

Jeff, what seal are you talking about?
Keep talking to us please?

*hugs you back*
*sniffs tears back*

*stops staring vacantly at the wall for a minute*

Jeff you better not be talking about alcohol... *massive hugs*

*resumes her vacant staring*

i really hate myself tonight

talking doesn't have to take you away. it only has to get you through it.

*joins general hug fest*

mors don't drink please, come talk to your friends here or just sit and listen

Oh Jeff *cuddles*...

Diamond n00b, please be careful hun... I don't think cutting makes it go away :-(

*goes and sits in padded room hurting and bleeding and feeling no better*

*curls up in usual place, nothing but face and hair showing*
*wonders if anyone can see through very thick glasses and see how i'm feeling*

I wish that "needy" had scarred when I did it back in January.

thank you so much i don't derserve anyone right now just pain and loneliness. but if you need a cuddle i am here for you a bit messy but we can work around that.

i have big arms if you want to cuddle in too blondie?

I am such a loser why the hell. I feel like crap after an ok day. I feel tears in my eyes but they wont come cos i want let them even if i want them. I just want to die, felt like crashing my car earlier.
I saw my friend who i hadnt seen for about a month, and we were having a laugh but it all felt forced, inside i was screaming "i need your help" but i couldnt do it to him after not seeing him for so long.
So on the edge, got work at stupid oclock not tired just wound up and want to

Sorry for the waste of space guys.

blah. i'm sorry guys but i just can't read the last four pages, i'm so tired. I fell asleep last night whilst watching tele then woke at 1:40 thinking i had to go to work! >.< When i went upstairs I tripped and have grazed my knee, the top of the joint between foot and leg and landed heavily on my hand... guess it's God's way of making me NOT a liar since i told everyone I fell up the stairs to explain the bandage... >.<

I want cookies... I use to bake in the middle of the night to counteract being triggered... my nan said 'you can bake at 3 in the morning if it'll keep you safe!' so yeah...

*sighs* *curls up and goes to sleep* i have a headache too >.<

Jess...Im glad your gran was so nice!!! I'd get my arse kicked if I tried baking at 3am...triggered or not!!

*makes you a nice soft comfy bed and soothes you to sleep*

not a waste of space at all many, i understand the screaming in your head and it makes me want to cry that you can't ask for help either. i can offer you a hug but i wish there was more i could offer to stop you from hurting yourself *hugs*
*hugs alive* sleep well

I dont know if i will be able to do it tonight cos my parents are in and i dont want to make noise or have them wounding whats going on. I wish i could have asked for help.
I am so scared i might break down at work tomorrow.

I would love to join the group cuddle.