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1ofmany 28-07-2008 07:19 PM

WHAAAAAAAAAA where did that sofa come from? Oh hey alexx how are doing? did you get the recipe i sent ya?

blue_cloud 28-07-2008 07:20 PM

hi i come back now!
good to see you out of your corner dont care!
hi there voice
glad your brownies turned out ok i would also love the recipe please

1ofmany 28-07-2008 07:24 PM

It is sent :D

Auburn Shadow 28-07-2008 07:26 PM

Hey again everyone! Had to run away and eat...

Thanks for the recipe :)

blue_cloud 28-07-2008 07:27 PM

thanks so much hun!

~*forever_broken*~ 28-07-2008 07:27 PM

*crys in her corner and wishes she could disappear*

blue_cloud 28-07-2008 07:28 PM

hi shadow i am just waiting for my dinner to cook i have a friend coming over tonight, i really wana cancel but can't as i will feel guilty

blue_cloud 28-07-2008 07:28 PM

whats up lost hun? wana hug?

1ofmany 28-07-2008 07:31 PM

*Passes plate of assorted goodies to alyssa and sits down to listen*

Detour. Derail 28-07-2008 07:32 PM


Originally Posted by 1ofmany (Post 960079)
WHAAAAAAAAAA where did that sofa come from? Oh hey alexx how are doing? did you get the recipe i sent ya?

I magicked it :D
and yes I did thankyou ^_^
they sound scrummy *licks lips*

1ofmany 28-07-2008 07:34 PM

^_^ *sits on the new magicked sofa*
Who wants to join me? its really comfy! You magicked a good sofa!

horizon_surfer 28-07-2008 07:44 PM

*floats some hugs to anyone who wants them from her corner on the ceiling*

just thought i'd let ppl know I'm ok enough.
i'm kinda non-existant today.
*hugs anyone who wants them and fades away again*

1ofmany 28-07-2008 07:51 PM

I am going off to the gym to calm myself and work off excess brownies!
Later guys

Detour. Derail 28-07-2008 07:53 PM


Originally Posted by 1ofmany (Post 960113)
^_^ *sits on the new magicked sofa*
Who wants to join me? its really comfy! You magicked a good sofa!

Only the best will do^_^

~*forever_broken*~ 28-07-2008 09:18 PM

*hugs Jeff*
I don't know, dear uncle...
You may use my sholder if you would like...

blue_cloud 28-07-2008 09:19 PM

my arms mors *hugs*

blue_cloud 28-07-2008 09:30 PM

its ok mors stain me all you like a hug is nice as i am feeling alone, you need a plaster hun

blue_cloud 28-07-2008 09:33 PM

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i need to cut so badly! i am holding the blade in my hand and its pulling me to make me cut so i can forget

Pomegranate 28-07-2008 09:41 PM

*waves at people and leaves a bundle of hugs*

I miss you guys. Still hopefully my internet should be up and running on my lappy soon.

Hope you are all doing reasonably alright.

Diamond n00b....try and resist hun. I know it's hard but you can beat this x

Detour. Derail 28-07-2008 09:41 PM

*pounces and huggles* Ive missed you ><

blue_cloud 28-07-2008 09:43 PM

holds onto mors a little tighter (sorry if i squish you)
thanks pom am really struggling i just don't think i can fight it tonight :(

Pomegranate 28-07-2008 09:43 PM

*tackles Alexx* Missed you too hunny. How are you doing?

blondiebear 28-07-2008 09:46 PM

Jeff, I dunno about anyone else, but i don't really see people with my eyes. I see them with my heart. Yours is gold, just like the rest of ours. We all just have layers and layers of hurt over them.

separate topic; maybe I should put this in my cinderella thread but I'm seeing again why i am the way i am about my value being in the strengty of my back, and why I think being needy is a character defect.

And if anyone has a hug for me, I'd appreciate it.

~*forever_broken*~ 28-07-2008 09:47 PM

*tackles Emma in a hug*
I've missed you SO much!!!

Pomegranate 28-07-2008 09:48 PM

*offers Susan a big hug*

blue_cloud 28-07-2008 09:48 PM

*hugs blondie very tight*

Pomegranate 28-07-2008 09:48 PM

*throws self at Ally* Missed you too sweetie!!!! xxxx

~*forever_broken*~ 28-07-2008 09:50 PM

*cuddles up to her RYL mom* love you Susan.

*holds on tight to Emma*
How are you sweetie?

blue_cloud 28-07-2008 09:54 PM

sorry cant not SI anymore *hides in the bathroom*

Pomegranate 28-07-2008 09:58 PM

Please be careful Diamond n00b. *hugs you*

I'm alright I think. I've decided to stop taking my meds as of today. Things aren't right at the moment and I blame the meds. I need to be free to do what I need.

How are you my darling? xxx

~*forever_broken*~ 28-07-2008 10:01 PM

Take care, Diamond n00b *hugs*

*snuggles Emma*
Hunni, please be careful... I've gone off my meds experimentally a few times and it's never been a good idea. I love you loads.

Detour. Derail 28-07-2008 10:03 PM


Originally Posted by Pomegranate (Post 960594)
*tackles Alexx* Missed you too hunny. How are you doing?

I'm...coping....just....kinda hanging on in there...I want my skates...dunno what I'll do after though....have to revert to will power I guess :/

Detour. Derail 28-07-2008 10:11 PM

I just wanna be hugged sooo tight that I cant breath :(

blue_cloud 28-07-2008 10:18 PM

*gives voice HUGE huggles*
mors wana talk?
thanks for the hugs everyone

blondiebear 28-07-2008 10:27 PM

Jeff, what seal are you talking about?
Keep talking to us please?

*hugs you back*
*sniffs tears back*

~*forever_broken*~ 28-07-2008 10:27 PM

*stops staring vacantly at the wall for a minute*

Jeff you better not be talking about alcohol... *massive hugs*

*resumes her vacant staring*

blue_cloud 28-07-2008 10:31 PM

i really hate myself tonight
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is it possible to cut yourself till you dont hate yourself anymore? i keep cutting but the hate is not going *carries on cutting*

blondiebear 28-07-2008 10:32 PM

talking doesn't have to take you away. it only has to get you through it.

*joins general hug fest*

blue_cloud 28-07-2008 10:32 PM

mors don't drink please, come talk to your friends here or just sit and listen

~*forever_broken*~ 28-07-2008 10:33 PM

Oh Jeff *cuddles*...

Diamond n00b, please be careful hun... I don't think cutting makes it go away :-(

blue_cloud 28-07-2008 10:42 PM

*goes and sits in padded room hurting and bleeding and feeling no better*

blondiebear 28-07-2008 10:46 PM

*curls up in usual place, nothing but face and hair showing*
*wonders if anyone can see through very thick glasses and see how i'm feeling*

I wish that "needy" had scarred when I did it back in January.

blue_cloud 28-07-2008 10:49 PM

thank you so much i don't derserve anyone right now just pain and loneliness. but if you need a cuddle i am here for you a bit messy but we can work around that.

blue_cloud 28-07-2008 10:50 PM

i have big arms if you want to cuddle in too blondie?

1ofmany 28-07-2008 10:56 PM

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I am such a loser why the hell. I feel like crap after an ok day. I feel tears in my eyes but they wont come cos i want let them even if i want them. I just want to die, felt like crashing my car earlier.
I saw my friend who i hadnt seen for about a month, and we were having a laugh but it all felt forced, inside i was screaming "i need your help" but i couldnt do it to him after not seeing him for so long.
So on the edge, got work at stupid oclock not tired just wound up and want to
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burn lots

Sorry for the waste of space guys.

Casper_Fading 28-07-2008 10:56 PM

blah. i'm sorry guys but i just can't read the last four pages, i'm so tired. I fell asleep last night whilst watching tele then woke at 1:40 thinking i had to go to work! >.< When i went upstairs I tripped and have grazed my knee, the top of the joint between foot and leg and landed heavily on my hand... guess it's God's way of making me NOT a liar since i told everyone I fell up the stairs to explain the bandage... >.<

I want cookies... I use to bake in the middle of the night to counteract being triggered... my nan said 'you can bake at 3 in the morning if it'll keep you safe!' so yeah...

*sighs* *curls up and goes to sleep* i have a headache too >.<

Detour. Derail 28-07-2008 11:13 PM

Jess...Im glad your gran was so nice!!! I'd get my arse kicked if I tried baking at 3am...triggered or not!!

*makes you a nice soft comfy bed and soothes you to sleep*

blue_cloud 28-07-2008 11:15 PM

not a waste of space at all many, i understand the screaming in your head and it makes me want to cry that you can't ask for help either. i can offer you a hug but i wish there was more i could offer to stop you from hurting yourself *hugs*
*hugs alive* sleep well

1ofmany 28-07-2008 11:18 PM

I dont know if i will be able to do it tonight cos my parents are in and i dont want to make noise or have them wounding whats going on. I wish i could have asked for help.
I am so scared i might break down at work tomorrow.

blondiebear 28-07-2008 11:31 PM

I would love to join the group cuddle.

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