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Kuwairo 30-06-2008 11:12 PM

Talk to us hun. *hugs* what's happened?
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I just crashed right back to earth.

lil-princess 30-06-2008 11:14 PM

*huggles for everyone*
*special hugs for Hells*


I'm around if anyone needs to chat :)

I'm really happy my auntie has had her baby girl who i'm hopefully going to see tomorrow so it's all exciting but i feel slighty depressed aswell :(

xxx

Kuwairo 30-06-2008 11:18 PM

*hugs back*

Aww! Hope you do go and see her...
Do you know what's up hun?
Here if you want to talk.

lil-princess 30-06-2008 11:25 PM

Thanks :) yeah i think i will go and see her, and i can't wait.

Yeah i do know what's up :( but it doesn't matter it really don't right now, nothing matters about me right now how are you?? xxx

MammaMia 30-06-2008 11:26 PM

Oh my gee.
Just spoken to Em.
Poor thing :(
She'll probs come & explain all at some point this week :D

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Still want it.
But can't.
I tell you one thing.
I really can't cope with these bad emotions
*sobs*
I wanna cut too =\

Kuwairo 30-06-2008 11:30 PM

lil princess (sorry i don't know your name) it does matter, if it's bothering you then it's important.
My mind's all over the place, really.
Helen, hope Em's ok. As for you hun, have you tried some safer methods for coping than cutting? Cutting only helps in the short term...

MammaMia 30-06-2008 11:33 PM

Em will be okay after tomorrow I hope :)
Yeah I have, doesn't really work.
Jeez, I need see my counsellor, or even Jane.

Kuwairo 30-06-2008 11:37 PM

^Hope so too.
Then just try fight the urges hun.
Can you not make an appointment to see them?

MammaMia 30-06-2008 11:43 PM

I was supossed to be seeing my counsellor at 2pm today like normal.
But she wasn't in and when we made the last few appointments, for some reason we decdied not to have one for this week.
So I emailed her earlier, thinking she's back in tomorrow, but she's not in til Wednesday.
So yeaah, gotta wait.
But the damage will be done....quite possibly.
Gosh I might go up college tomorrow and see Jane, even though I'm not meant to be.
She'd wanna know...

Kuwairo 30-06-2008 11:47 PM

I think seeing Jane is a good idea hun, and maybe you can still see your counsellor sometime this week.
Try and hold on til you hear from her.
And if you do cut hun, be careful xxx

MammaMia 30-06-2008 11:52 PM

Yeah it seems like a good idea.
I'm struggling to hold on.
So I made a plan.
Not necessairly to carry out.
Just to shut my frigging whatever up.

Kuwairo 30-06-2008 11:58 PM

Has it worked, making the plan?
You're struggling but you can get through.
Keep talking and keep busy.
You don't need that plan hun

MammaMia 01-07-2008 12:06 AM

I'm struggling indeed.
But hey I shouldn't be feeling like this, not depressed after all.
Yet I do.
Hmmmm =/

MammaMia 01-07-2008 12:18 AM

What's wrong with me :(
If I haven't got depression.
Then what is making me this way?
*sobs*

lil-princess 01-07-2008 12:54 AM

My name's Emma :) yep another Emma around here lol.

I won't go into it tonight cause i'm trying to stay focused on the baby but it isn't really happening, i still feel really low and everything and i'm trying to hold it all in, not helping matters but my friends need me right now so i can't go being really down :( if i can i'll post about it all tomorrow once ive seen the baby.

*Hugs Hells* i dunno hunni but we'll help you get through this you know i'll be here every step of the way and that goes to everyone i'll always be here for you lot no matter what happens.

xxEmmaxx

blondiebear 01-07-2008 01:22 AM

*hugs helen* Sometimes you have to get through it one day, one hour, one breath at a time. For me it is one stitch at a time too.

I'm having a decent day. Had a productive morning. Hopefully will finish the stuff before my husband comes home.

What's going on with you Ku?

MammaMia 01-07-2008 01:35 AM

Thanks you two.

*hugs you both*

I really wanna cry every damm night =(

BoundNoMore 01-07-2008 02:18 AM

*hugs Helen and anyone else that needs/wants a hug*

blondiebear 01-07-2008 04:45 AM

*hugs Helen*
Got my work done. Second fabric was narrower that the first. Oh well.
*hugs anyone else who needs or wants*

Casper_Fading 01-07-2008 05:39 AM

I would like to die now please. Why is that a problem? Why do people keep pretending they'll miss me. Why can't i just die. zLeave me alone. :'(

Jetforce 01-07-2008 06:56 AM

*hugs emma, helen, Ku and Jess plus anybody i've missed*

*jem leaves some chocolate for ppl to munch on* :-)

Auburn Shadow 01-07-2008 06:57 AM

*hugs everyone*

How you doing Jem?

Jetforce 01-07-2008 07:05 AM

Hey hana

I'm okies i guess...urself?

Auburn Shadow 01-07-2008 07:07 AM

Yeah, I'm not too bad at the moment.

*hugs* anything you wanna talk about?

Jetforce 01-07-2008 07:11 AM

Oh goodio :-)

Nah, i got nothing to talk about atm...sorry :-) i'm a boring person lol

Auburn Shadow 01-07-2008 07:34 AM

lol, nah you aren't. I haven't got anything to talk about much either lol :)

Jetforce 01-07-2008 07:37 AM

*cuddles hana*

Casper_Fading 01-07-2008 10:38 AM

hahahahahahaha I want to die. hahahahha

it's the funniest thing ever.

*hides*

Auburn Shadow 01-07-2008 10:58 AM

*squishes Jess*

Kuwairo 01-07-2008 11:15 AM

It's not funny hun.
What's happened?
*hugs*

MammaMia 01-07-2008 11:45 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Bound by Thoughts (Post 888764)
*hugs Helen and anyone else that needs/wants a hug*

Quote:

Originally Posted by blondiebear (Post 888838)
*hugs Helen*

Quote:

Originally Posted by Jetforce (Post 888894)
*hugs emma, helen, Ku and Jess plus anybody i've missed*

*jem leaves some chocolate for ppl to munch on* :-)

*hugs you 3 and then everyone else*

Omg I was dreaming and started sobbing in it and nobody would take me seriously. Emma half took me seriously. Jeez. I woke up with tears dripping down my face. I really can't do this anymore :crying:

Auburn Shadow 01-07-2008 12:27 PM

*huge cuddles helen*

MammaMia 01-07-2008 12:30 PM

Thanks Hana.

Stuipd plans in my head, waiting there... >.<

Kuwairo 01-07-2008 12:31 PM

*hugs*
don't follow the plans hun...you can do this. dreams and nightmares can be so horrible but don't let them beat you. do you currently take/do anything to help your sleeping?

MammaMia 01-07-2008 12:38 PM

*hugs*

No I don't take anything for my sleeping, which is really bad anyway :(

Kuwairo 01-07-2008 12:44 PM

^ might be worth a try? could help with dreams etc, not sure though cos I tend to daydream instead...

Casper_Fading 01-07-2008 01:08 PM

It's so funny becase no one knows i want to. no one knows i have plans. no one knows i don't care anymore. no one cares. no oen gives a ****. i don't give a ****. I want out. and i don't know how to stop it. so that's why it's funny. i want out NOW.

Jetforce 01-07-2008 01:15 PM

*hugs jess*

sorry, i don't much words 2 say.....

Auburn Shadow 01-07-2008 01:21 PM

*cuddles Jess*

Try and stay safe sweetie, people do care.

xxx

MammaMia 01-07-2008 01:37 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Kuwairo (Post 889243)
^ might be worth a try? could help with dreams etc, not sure though cos I tend to daydream instead...

Maybe. I need to see my doc abou my dizziness as it is :pinch:

Quote:

Originally Posted by <alive> (Post 889272)
It's so funny becase no one knows i want to. no one knows i have plans. no one knows i don't care anymore. no one cares. no oen gives a ****. i don't give a ****. I want out. and i don't know how to stop it. so that's why it's funny. i want out NOW.

*hugs* Pleas stay safe Jess, I don't wanna lose you :crying:

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I wanna do it so much :(
Yet I feel I don't need to do it either.
Stuipd conflictions.
>.<

zowie 01-07-2008 02:41 PM

Spent the night in hospital. Dad caught me trying to OD as soon as I got home and is now trying to call my cpn and get me sent back to hospital.
X

blondiebear 01-07-2008 03:00 PM

*hugs Jess*
*hugs Helen*
*hugs Zowie*
*hugs Jem* You may thing you're boring but what you really are is nice and good!

*stumbles off to clean eyeglasses*

MammaMia 01-07-2008 03:17 PM

Anybody around?

blondiebear 01-07-2008 03:30 PM

Hi. Here. Not awake.

MammaMia 01-07-2008 03:53 PM

*jumps on Susan*

You okay?

Auburn Shadow 01-07-2008 05:30 PM

*hugs Helen, Susan, Jem, Zowie and anyone else I've missed*

MammaMia 01-07-2008 06:19 PM

*hugs Hana*

Auburn Shadow 01-07-2008 06:23 PM

how you feeling sweetie?

Detour. Derail 01-07-2008 08:49 PM

*sits quietly*

1ofmany 01-07-2008 08:59 PM

Howdy people any one want a cusion to squish?


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