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dark_light 28-05-2008 08:38 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Reason[TO]Believe (Post 799635)
I said no...I asked im to stop...more than once

that happened to me when i was 19 and i can only now admit what it was, is there someone youcan talk to about this? i'm having counselling about an attack last year and the other stuff is coming up and its hard but i think it could really help.
Thinking of you sweetheart xxxxxx

Detour. Derail 28-05-2008 08:39 PM

I have a counsellor...but...she's signing me off....I want her to sign me off....i dont want to talk to her about it...:crying:

Automatik Teknicolour 28-05-2008 08:43 PM

You have us hun, we'll help you through it

dark_light 28-05-2008 08:45 PM

yeah you can talk to us, and if you ever want to talk i'm here aswell, i understand how hard it is hon.

Detour. Derail 28-05-2008 08:47 PM

i want it to go away

Automatik Teknicolour 28-05-2008 08:50 PM

I could take him out, would that help?

You know we're all here for you Al, all of us *cuddles*

Detour. Derail 28-05-2008 08:52 PM

love you so much Jess....I'm sorry

Automatik Teknicolour 28-05-2008 09:01 PM

I can't say it enough hun, you have nothing to be sorry for
He's the one who should have apologised, not you
It's not your fault :-(
Love you xxx

Detour. Derail 28-05-2008 09:02 PM

but i wanted to tell you...and i was scared....
i hate keeping things from you...

Im shaking :(

Automatik Teknicolour 28-05-2008 09:04 PM

Now I feel bad for pushing you to talk :-(
*Hangs head and slopes off*

Detour. Derail 28-05-2008 09:05 PM

NOCOMEBACKDONTLEAVEME :crying:

Automatik Teknicolour 28-05-2008 09:08 PM

I could never leave you
Despite the way I act sometimes :/

Detour. Derail 28-05-2008 09:10 PM

you dont act any way,....i dont understand...

Automatik Teknicolour 28-05-2008 09:15 PM

When I'm short, or off with you
When I dodge questions
When I push you into talking about stuff you don't wanna :/

Detour. Derail 28-05-2008 09:20 PM

When you're short or off...I try find out why and make it better...
When you dodge a question...I try find another way around it because I want to help you...
And I'd rather you pushed...I didn't want to hide it.
No one knew....
No one....

Automatik Teknicolour 28-05-2008 09:22 PM

I just feel crap because I can't help you *hugs* :-(
I can't make it better
I can't change anything :'(

Pomegranate 28-05-2008 09:25 PM

Alexx, I think you are really brave hun *hugs*. If you think talking about it would help then we are of course all here for you, if not then we will be when you feel ready. It may be you aren't ready to deal with it just yet but please stay safe. I don't want to lose you :(

*hugs Jess, Jo, Hells, Jeremy, Ally and Chloe and anyone else has missed*

Detour. Derail 28-05-2008 09:27 PM

*curls up in the corner*
i dont want to feel dirty anymore...
it doesnt wash away

Pomegranate 28-05-2008 09:32 PM

A couple of days ago I wrote a short rant and accidentally sent it to my mental health co-ordinator instead of deleting it. As a result she has emailed me apologising for delay but saying because she is seriously concerned for my welfare and has been speaking to people about it. She has contacted my CPN, student and residential support guy and the Community Mental Health Team. Why??? I didn't mention suicide and she is not really linked with the CPN or CMHT or whatever the last one she said was so why contact them? Isn't that breaking confidentiality???

She is a uni support person not part of the NHS. Anyway what the hell are the other people going to do? Hmm?? Exactly there is **** all they can do.

Automatik Teknicolour 28-05-2008 09:34 PM

*Sighs and collapses into a beanbag*
Useless. :-(

Pomegranate 28-05-2008 09:37 PM

You aren't useless Jess hun *hugs* It is obvious from your interaction with Alexx in here that the two of you are really close and help each other out hugely. It's really encouraging to see a friendship so close as yours. Trust what Alexx thinks of you and Alexx what Jess thinks of you before being harsh on yourselves. Jess, it seems to me you are a wonderfully supportive and caring friend.

Detour. Derail 28-05-2008 09:41 PM

Jess is fxcking amazing and thats an understatement

Jetforce 28-05-2008 09:42 PM

Thx's for the hugs :-)

*hugs alexx* u don't sound too great..hang in there ok?

U ain't useless like wat emma said :P

Automatik Teknicolour 28-05-2008 09:45 PM

Feels that way :/
I'm not amazing :/
I haven't done anything amazing

dark_light 28-05-2008 09:51 PM

Emma , I think if she was concerned enough she was prob alowed to break confidentiality, maybe this is a good thing? idk they might be able to help you.


I'm off back to hospital now so will wish everyone goodnight as this damn internet doesn't work there.
*goodnight hugs for all* xxxxxxxxxxx

Detour. Derail 28-05-2008 09:52 PM

you could have said you didnt want to talk about it...
you could have made an excuse and gone offline....
you could have left and had it pretty easy...
but you stuck around and now have my crap round your neck...

Automatik Teknicolour 28-05-2008 09:57 PM

I'd never do that, I'd never walk away
Ever.
I'm in this for the long haugle, your my BFF for a reason :-)
I don't want that to chance, ever.

Detour. Derail 28-05-2008 09:59 PM

*curls up next to her BFF*
Ima stay here for a little bit...

Automatik Teknicolour 28-05-2008 10:05 PM

Me too hun.
*curls up and puts a plate of muffins out*

Detour. Derail 28-05-2008 10:07 PM

I bring little dark clouds....
and set them free when people are having a good-ish night...
I'm emotionally draining...

MammaMia 28-05-2008 10:17 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Reason[TO]Believe (Post 799635)
I said no...I asked im to stop...more than once

If you wanna talk about it to me, you can pm or anything :) But we're all here for you xx

Quote:

Originally Posted by Automatik Teknicolour (Post 799643)
I could swing for him :@

Me too.

Quote:

Originally Posted by Reason[TO]Believe (Post 799885)
*curls up in the corner*
i dont want to feel dirty anymore...
it doesnt wash away

I know how that feels hun *snuggles*

Quote:

Originally Posted by Pomegranate (Post 799912)
A couple of days ago I wrote a short rant and accidentally sent it to my mental health co-ordinator instead of deleting it. As a result she has emailed me apologising for delay but saying because she is seriously concerned for my welfare and has been speaking to people about it. She has contacted my CPN, student and residential support guy and the Community Mental Health Team. Why??? I didn't mention suicide and she is not really linked with the CPN or CMHT or whatever the last one she said was so why contact them? Isn't that breaking confidentiality???

She is a uni support person not part of the NHS. Anyway what the hell are the other people going to do? Hmm?? Exactly there is **** all they can do.

*hugs* I'm so sorry Emma. Maybe this can help you in some way?

Quote:

Originally Posted by Automatik Teknicolour (Post 799922)
*Sighs and collapses into a beanbag*
Useless. :-(

You're not useless sweetie. You've been amazing to me over the past few days and I can see how great you are.

Quote:

Originally Posted by dark_light (Post 800014)
I'm off back to hospital now so will wish everyone goodnight as this damn internet doesn't work there.
*goodnight hugs for all* xxxxxxxxxxx

I'll miss you Jo :crying: *hugs*

Detour. Derail 28-05-2008 10:19 PM

I love how helen posts big long posts...
it makes me smile :]
I'm sleepy...
I just took my meds.

MammaMia 28-05-2008 10:23 PM

Bless you sweetie.
*hugs Alexx lots*
You've put a smile on my face.
Thank you x

Automatik Teknicolour 28-05-2008 10:27 PM

You're not emotionally draining hun, trust me :-)
*restocks muffins and marshmallows*

Katch 28-05-2008 10:28 PM

**crawls in *** hides in corner ********* exhausted*** lonely

There is no-way I can ctach up with all the posts of the last god knows how many days - i hvae no idea - and i dont know how long i can stay and how long i will be gone - really miss the support here and need it so much - but can't have it and dont feel i can give it - i am so sorry..

Detour. Derail 28-05-2008 10:35 PM

Heyyyyyyyyyy Mummmmm*huggles*
whats up hun?:(

Katch 28-05-2008 10:39 PM

:crying: :crying: :crying:

MammaMia 28-05-2008 10:54 PM

KATCH??????????????

*hugs lots*

Talk to us when you feel ready?

Katch 28-05-2008 11:15 PM

silence
kiuc wxk;IEUFRNCIXH;mn cH;OIERNC C;oiwehdbh f my words wont happen

~*forever_broken*~ 28-05-2008 11:25 PM

********************:crying:
Utterly exhausted, no good to anyone, no where NEAR done with ANYTHING

Damn it all to hell:crying:

~*forever_broken*~ 28-05-2008 11:26 PM

*snuggles Katch* I'm sorry luv I've got nothing for you... please take care though

Katch 28-05-2008 11:42 PM

:Emoticon(14): doesnt matter :Emoticon(14):
i am sorry i'm no good

MammaMia 29-05-2008 12:05 AM

Take it easy Katch sweetheart xxx

We'll be here when the words come x

How's your mum and you?

Katch 29-05-2008 12:18 AM

:sad: not good
i'm pathetic i cant even type -

BoundNoMore 29-05-2008 12:19 AM

*hugs Katch* You are not pathetic.

MammaMia 29-05-2008 12:29 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Katch (Post 800497)
:sad: not good
i'm pathetic i cant even type -

*hugs* You're not pathetic because yu can't type. You're not pathetic at all. I'm assuming something major has happened and you cant bring yourself to say it or something. *hugs*

~*forever_broken*~ 29-05-2008 12:38 AM

Katch luv, take a breath *snuggles*
You're not pathetic, you're my lovely RYL Auntie...
Hows your mom sweetie?

~*forever_broken*~ 29-05-2008 12:40 AM

*hides in her corner, as small as she can, and rocks slightly*
****************************************
never gonna be done, good lord , I'm not gonna finish uni, I'll be even more of a loser than I already am.... I can't believe I even entertained the idea that I might be doing alright:crying:
****************************************

Auburn Shadow 29-05-2008 12:50 AM

does no-one I know in RL have any consideration for anyone else's wellbeing anymore??? Do they want me to risk my life just so that they can?? Seriously???

****ING BITCH!!! ARGH! Such a great day till then as well.

Katch 29-05-2008 12:52 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Auburn Shadow (Post 800573)
does no-one I know in RL have any consideration for anyone else's wellbeing anymore??? Do they want me to risk my life just so that they can?? Seriously???

****ING BITCH!!! ARGH! Such a great day till then as well.

?????????????????? who?
hugs xxx


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