*Cuddles Helen*

*hugs everyone* I hope we're doing okay.

*cuddles Mark & Claire* How you two doing?

I'm good, full of cold & cough though :( Should be getting my broken hearing aid sorted out today. Well hoping a new/loan one anyway :S I'm already in tears about it because I'm that worried.

*Hugs Claire*

I've got my Psych Dr's appointment in 42 minutes , anxious , any spare positive thoughts I'd appreciate them coming my way (Short notice I know).

EDIT:- Ohh Helen I hope you get your hearing aid sorted out and I also hope your cold go's away soon .

*sends lots of positivity* good luck Mark.

I'm doing okay, I think.

*hugs to everyone* hope everyone is feeling okish...x

Walking around trying so hard not to give in to the urge... Have this really strong urge to hurt my neck... I'm losing control and I kno tht if I lose the battle and give into the urge then it's going to be bad... The urge is so bad I'm shaking... Being alone here in this place doesn't help... :/

*Hugs Needhelp* Can you put on some music to divert your attention or maybe go out for a walk?

Well...My P Doc's appointment went okay , he seemed pleased hat I'm not actively suicidal this time and that I'm volunteering and meeting the befriending lady , He prescribed me 12 Diaz to get the 8 that my GP gave me up to the 20 I am prescribed although when I got the box home and opened it it only had 10 tablets in there but 18 for the month is MUCH better than 8, He also is going to write to my GP telling him I am prescribed 20 Diaz a month so I hope my GP gets the message . Oop the police just knocked on the door looking for the owner of a fridge freezer thats been dumped at the side of our building , I don't know who's it is though.

Cuddles all, damn it I'm in a such a mess, need somwere safe right now. Feel very unsafe.

*Squishes Jill*

*cuddles all*

I'm back with two new hearing aids...lol.

Hooray for new hearing aids Helen !:)

Yeah you're right Mark :D

Hi everyone.

Hi Lindsay *Hugs* How are you doing?

I'm not too bad thanks. How are you, Mark?

Coming in again. I'm a gigantic mess :crying: Got that 'can't breathe, can't think, can't talk' feeling.

*hugs everyone *

i cut a few hours ago but the devil want me to cut again i don't know if i can fight him i feel weak

Lindsay, I'm releived that my Psych Dr saw things my way and releived that my volunteer post at the cyber cafe , making next weeks shift went okay , I said I can do Monday and I said what time would they like me and was told whenever I liked , just show up sometime on Monday . Still worried about my friend but I don't know what to do hmmm.sorry if thats confusing :S

*Hugs Sefka* Do you want to talk?

EDIT

*Hugs Ryuu* you can fight him , you can even though it's tough .

Cuddles all. Damn it I really want to hurt myself, should have dine it a few days back. And not chickened out. Aaaaaaaaaaargh!!!

*Hugs Jill* Please try and be strong Jill , you CAN get through this.