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Doikers 01-07-2011 09:19 PM

*Squishes Oliver Tight*

PoisonedApple 01-07-2011 09:32 PM

*hugs Oliver* If you do in fact go back to uni this September, how about doing the work in bite size pieces? Do 15 minutes of an essay then doing something else for 15 minutes then 15 more minutes of the essay, etc, etc for example? I find working in small bits makes it less over whelming.
Though I would also like to point out what your doc is probably thinking... If you are trying not to let her down and then you try when you aren't ready to go back and you get worse that would let her down more than if you were to be sure you were ready before hand. Have you talked to your mom about it?

Louise 01-07-2011 09:48 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by PoisonedApple (Post 2872377)
*hugs Louise* How are you?

*hugs back* how are you?

Quote:

Originally Posted by frenchhorn (Post 2872403)
*cursl up* ************

*hugs*

Quote:

Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2872408)
Hugs Louise* How are you also?

*hugs back* How are you?

I am feeling so so been distracting myself, trying to keep busy.

Doikers 01-07-2011 10:02 PM

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Louise*

risenfromperdition 01-07-2011 10:32 PM

*curls up sleepily*

PoisonedApple 01-07-2011 10:33 PM

*hugs Louise, Mark and Heather*

PoisonedApple 02-07-2011 01:26 AM

*pops and to leave hugs, plushies, duvets, tea and chocolates*
Good night everyone! And a good weekend too... I'll be back in Tuesday. :)

xxjuliexx 02-07-2011 01:39 AM

*peeps outta my tent* hello.. havent been here in ages

Doikers 02-07-2011 09:43 AM

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Crimson**

*Waves to Amy*

frenchhorn 02-07-2011 10:14 PM

*hugs all who want hugs*

one_step_closer 03-07-2011 12:01 AM

*hugs Oliver*

I overdosed on Friday. I went to hospital and was kept in overnight and put on various drips. There was a patient in the bed next to me who went over to the patient in the bed oposite me and whispered "I think she self harms herself." Then she went on to tell her visitor and also told him about a 'boat trip' that I had taken during the night. I was hallucinating and thought the beds were boats and the nurses were walking about in the sea so were going to drown. So I pressed my buzzer for a nurse to come and I told her that everyone needed to get in the boats or they would drown. She simply told me that I wasn't on a boat but was in hospital and I think I then realised that was the truth and said "oh, ok."

The doctor I saw on the ward insisted that I speak to a psychiatrist to make sure that this wasn't a suicide attempt and that it wouldn't happen again. The psychiatrist was nice but he worked on the basis of my old psychiatrist's management plan so didn't consider hospital even when I told him that I have now met the three men in my head and i'm worried that they may be planning on killing my brother. He said that he'll get in touch with my psychiatrist and suggest that I see a CPN.

So, the three men. They are younger than I thought they were. They seem to be in their late twenties. I only saw the first one out of the corner of my eye, he was sitting on a chair at the end of the ward. The next one showed himself to me on a wall and the next one on a blanket. They haven't spoken to me yet, just sent me the feeling that they are going to kill my brother. The psychiatrist and a nurse told me that they won't kill my brother because they are in my head. They don't get it. The men came close to killing me but I suppose that it is my body and I can hopefully have some control over it. If they try to kill my brother maybe my love for him will be able to stop them. This all sounds like a sick fairytale.

Well, here I am back to normality. I'll start gradually saving up my medication again though but I might not go to hospital the next time seen as I don't seem to require any proper treatment. I don't think I can move forward away from overdosing. I'm too obsessed with hospitals and the emergency services. I'm reading The Blood of Strangers and I watch so many TV programmes about paramedics and people who practice medicine; 24 Hours in A&E, the Real A&E, Real Rescues, London Ambulance, Medical Emergency, Casualty, Holby City, Emergency Bikers...I also crave attention and care. I like that in hospital all you have to do is press a button and someone will come and help you with whatever you need help with.

Sorry this was so long.

frenchhorn 03-07-2011 12:16 AM

*hugs Lindsay* I'm really sorry you OD'd, but I'm glad you went and got help.

Cazki 03-07-2011 12:27 AM

*Hugs Oliver* How are you?

*Hugs Hugs Lindsay* I'm sorry you od lovely

one_step_closer 03-07-2011 01:01 AM

How are you, Ian?

Cazki 03-07-2011 01:07 AM

I'm not bad thanks Lindsay. How are you feeling?

one_step_closer 03-07-2011 01:43 AM

I'm glad you're not bad. I'm feeling like I want to OD again.

Doikers 03-07-2011 09:06 AM

*Hugs Oliver*

*Massive squishes Lindsay*

*Hugs Ian*

Doikers 03-07-2011 11:47 AM

at my parents for Dad's birthday , I'll be sporadically online today , sorry

one_step_closer 03-07-2011 12:15 PM

Hope your day goes ok, Mark.

Doikers 03-07-2011 01:41 PM

Thanks Lindsay *Hugs* I'm only a PM away should you need to talk hun :)

risenfromperdition 03-07-2011 05:30 PM

*curls up in blankie fort*

sleepykitty 03-07-2011 06:13 PM

I'm just going to shuffle over to the window and curl up with my duvet. Don't mind me.

Doikers 03-07-2011 06:23 PM

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Sleepy Kitty if okay*

risenfromperdition 03-07-2011 06:30 PM

*asks if can have hug*
i maybe getta see felicia 'fore you :P

Doikers 03-07-2011 07:24 PM

*Squishes Heather*

risenfromperdition 03-07-2011 07:45 PM

=] ^.^

Laura2.0 03-07-2011 08:10 PM

*hugs all* how are you?

sleepykitty 03-07-2011 08:13 PM

Hugs are absolutely okay - and much needed. Thank you. *Hugs back*

I'm not having a good one. I'm curled up in my duvet IRL too...:crying:

Doikers 03-07-2011 08:40 PM

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Sleepykitty*

Laura2.0 03-07-2011 08:45 PM

*hugs sleepykitty* sorry don't know your name
*hugs mark*

risenfromperdition 03-07-2011 09:06 PM

hey laura =]

sleepykitty 03-07-2011 09:23 PM

(My name is Katie)

*hugs*

one_step_closer 03-07-2011 09:27 PM

Hi Katie, i'm Lindsay. *hugs*

Doikers 03-07-2011 10:30 PM

*Hugs Katie*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Lindsay *

*Night time hugs my wardies*

Cazki 04-07-2011 12:09 AM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Katie*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Heather*

aklx 04-07-2011 01:31 AM

Need to hide.

risenfromperdition 04-07-2011 03:03 AM

*sits with* sup hun?

aklx 04-07-2011 03:19 AM

I can't deal with my own feelings right now. I don't want these things going through my head. I feel like cutting it out is the only option. Can't hide from myself.

risenfromperdition 04-07-2011 03:24 AM

<3333 try not to cut sweetie. pm if you wanna x

aklx 04-07-2011 03:28 AM

I'm trying. I'm on here on my phone to distract myself since my head won't let me fall asleep either. Thank you.

SoMuchMore 04-07-2011 07:07 AM

*hugs everyone*

thinking of you guys, despite my absence... been doing a lot of thinking.

Doikers 04-07-2011 09:11 AM

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Mrs Pan*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Laura* How have you been hun ?

sleepykitty 04-07-2011 09:33 AM

All the new names! It might take me a while to get to know them all.

*Hugs everyone*

I slept right through the night. Miracle!

Doikers 04-07-2011 09:59 AM

*Hugs Katie* I Like your Signature :)

one_step_closer 04-07-2011 11:11 AM

Morning everyone.

sleepykitty 04-07-2011 12:36 PM

Thanks Doikers! I love Mrs Dalloway. <3

*hugs*

Doikers 04-07-2011 02:45 PM

Katie , You can call me Mark :) *Hugs*

*Hugs Lindsay*

Laura2.0 04-07-2011 02:49 PM

*hugs all* how are you?

had an appointment with a specialist today. It was exhausting but it went ok. She gave me 2 questionairs

Louise 04-07-2011 02:52 PM

hugs everyone

xXMessedUpXx 04-07-2011 02:54 PM

*admits self*

*cries*

can't cope with these feelings and its going to get worse


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