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Doikers 22-04-2011 11:23 AM

How are you guys this Morning?

Mors Certa 22-04-2011 02:16 PM

Today is starting out okay, I guess, would rather be in bed with covers pulled over my head, but I have to work through my time left so that I can get a final paycheck. Urges have subsided for the moment, but the day is still young (only 8:15am here) Hope that others in here are doing ok as well.

***returns to corner to hide from the day***

one_step_closer 22-04-2011 03:07 PM

I'm so depressed and itchy. I can't stand to be alive any more.

Doikers 22-04-2011 03:50 PM

*Hugs Mors Certa*

*Hugs Lindsay*

Mors Certa 22-04-2011 05:18 PM

Okay, the day is officially going downhill, I am now hiding at my desk with my headphones in, trying to drown out the sound of my heart pounding out of my chest. Gotta love anxiety attacks, thinking about hiding in the bathroom for a while to try and get away from this feeling. I know that I can make this go away, but I really fight to avoid SI while I am at work, hard enough to hide the evidence of what I do away from the office.

PoisonedApple 22-04-2011 09:43 PM

*lays on the floor in corpse pose* Vinyasa yoga is way more leg intensive than what I'm used to... I could only do 21 minutes out of a 36 minute sequence... Then my knees protesting reached critical mass... I do feel good about doing it though. It's been forever since I did yoga.

How is everyone? *hugs all my wardies*

PoisonedApple 23-04-2011 12:09 AM

Hmmmm... Quiet day.
*hugs all*
Have a good day/ weekend/holiday everyone! I'll see you all Monday!

Doikers 23-04-2011 10:22 AM

*Hugs Crimson*

*Spots and Hugs Kahlia*

So I'm off to my folks this afternoon so am sorry if my usage gets sporadic :S I can't sleep there and my digestion gets thrown out of wack *Sigh*

one_step_closer 23-04-2011 11:39 AM

Hope your visit is bearable, Mark.

I'm going to see my brother in Edinburgh today. It's going to involve a lot of travel to different train stations, I hope I don't get lost.

Doikers 23-04-2011 11:47 AM

Good Luck Lindsay Hun and have a good time :) *Hugs*

Kahlia1981 23-04-2011 02:56 PM

*huggles anyone who needs/wants them*

Had another jam-packed day today. We helped my fiance's parents with packing and taking two loads of green waste to the dump and finally managed to do our groceries. Then I found out that a friend of mine, a director of a lot of shows in the theatre, passed away last night from a stroke. And I found out that I could do my IT course through Monash, a university I have done two subjects with and found exceptional.

Life just never seems to stand still.

Louise 23-04-2011 04:03 PM

hugs everyone

Doikers 23-04-2011 04:17 PM

*Hugs Louise* How are you hun?

frenchhorn 23-04-2011 08:42 PM

*hugs to those who want hugs* *waves to others*

I hope the time at your parents was bearable Mark.

I'm moving into my new flat tomorrow, I'm excited and nervous, but then Monday I have the crisis team coming round :( not sure how I feel about that, cos they will stop me going through with my plan and I want to go through with my plan, I need to be dead.

ljmeep 23-04-2011 08:58 PM

all i have to say right now is love sucks! I really don't even know why I keep trying if all hubby's ever gonna do is let me down... *curls into ball and cries*

Doikers 23-04-2011 09:12 PM

*Hugs Oliver* I hope your move go's smoothly :)

*Hugs Kelly Tons*

frenchhorn 23-04-2011 09:14 PM

*huggles Kelly* I'm sorry things are difficult.

*hugs Mark* thank you. how are you?

SoMuchMore 23-04-2011 09:15 PM

*hugs everyone*

frenchhorn 23-04-2011 09:33 PM

*hugs Laura* how are you?

YodaBearInterrupted 23-04-2011 09:50 PM

*hugs everyone and leaves some treats on the table*

Doikers 23-04-2011 09:50 PM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs YodaBear*

I'm low and suicidal(ish) but having such fun skyping with Felicia :) :(

frenchhorn 23-04-2011 09:51 PM

*hugs matt and grabs some treats*

frenchhorn 23-04-2011 09:53 PM

*hugs Mark* please stay safe and ooo that sounds fun :)

YodaBearInterrupted 23-04-2011 10:02 PM

*hugs Mark* stay safe and have some treats :)

frenchhorn 23-04-2011 10:06 PM

*hugs matt* how are you?

YodaBearInterrupted 23-04-2011 10:14 PM

I am doing okay I guess... kinda sorta upset and tbh a bit wishing to do something that I shouldn't do...

frenchhorn 23-04-2011 10:15 PM

*hugs Matt* here if you want to talk about anything. Please stay safe.

frenchhorn 23-04-2011 11:24 PM

just to let people know I may dissappear for a few days, as I'm not sure if I shall have internet straight away in my flat. But I'll be back ASAP.

*leaves cuddles and lots of cal free treats for all*

love ya all.

Cazki 23-04-2011 11:28 PM

*Hugs Louise* Are you ok hun?

*Hugs Mark* How are you?

*Hugs Laura* How are you?

*Hugs Crimson* How are you?

*Hugs Oliver* Thanks for letting us know, i hope the move goes ok. I'm sorry your stuggling

*Hugs Kahlia* How are you?

*Hugs Matt* I hope you feel better soon

*Hugs Kelly* I'm sorry your hurting and not feeling great, if you need to talk some more we are here for you.

frenchhorn 23-04-2011 11:37 PM

*hugs Ian* how are you?

Kahlia1981 23-04-2011 11:48 PM

*hugs anyone who wants/needs them*
*waves at everyone else*

*hugs Ian* - I'm surviving. Better than I would have expected considering I didn't sleep last night and have had bad insomnia problems for the last 10 days or so. How are you going?

*hugs Oliver* - I hope that the move goes flawlessly. I don't have long until we move and the excitment is building. I hope that you get your internet connected as soon as possible.

Tomorrow (25/04/11) will be my 32 months SI free milestone. In some ways I can't believe that I have made it this far. It hasn't been easy but I've managed to keep myself safe despite all the troubles.

frenchhorn 23-04-2011 11:56 PM

*hugs Kahlia* congrats on 32 months, thats a great acheivement :)

Cazki 23-04-2011 11:57 PM

Kahlia: I'm sorry that you didnt sleep last night. *Hugs* I'm ok thanks. Congratulations on 32 months! Thats awesome :) well done!

Oliver: I'm ok thanks :) How are you?

Habibi 24-04-2011 01:22 AM

im giving out virtual teddies to all of those that where kind enough to give me a hug. and to those that are hurting the worst! hugs everyone :) I need hugs thank you. Thank you thank you


SoMuchMore 24-04-2011 01:54 AM

*hugs habibi* sorry i forget your name..... Thanks for the virtual teddy!!

*hugs ian* ive been better. How r u?

*hugs oliver* good luck in the move tomorrow! Sorry you aren't feeling the best.

*hugs kahlia* 32 months is amazing! so proud of you hun.

*curls up in corner*

ljmeep 24-04-2011 02:49 AM

I'm feeling better now... had time to let it go... thanks though

Oliver, hope everything goes well with the move :) *hugs*

YodaBearInterrupted 24-04-2011 02:50 AM

*gives hugs to all in here*

This evening didn't go well. At all. *sits in corner*

SoMuchMore 24-04-2011 03:06 AM

*hugs matthew* im sorry your evening was bad. im around if you need to talk.

BWchick 24-04-2011 06:19 AM

*HUGGLES WARDIES :)*

hey all! how is everyone tonight? or this morning... depending on where you are

Doikers 24-04-2011 09:49 AM

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Kahlia* Thats seriously amazing and inspiring Hun , Way to go!

*Hugs Habibi*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Megz*

I hope we all have a tolerable at worst and great at best Easter day , Happy Easter all my Wardies!

Kahlia1981 24-04-2011 10:58 AM

*huggles all who want/can accept*
*waves at everyone else*

Really not having a good day today. My arm/shoulder started really screwing up before we headed over to my fiance's parents place. When we got home we looked at our budget and we have ... maybe two months before the ***** hits the fan. We may have to not eat and barely smoke as well as cutting down our medication just to get us through. I suggested getting me readmitted to the hospital in Cairns, but my fiance wasn't at all happy about that. I guess I'll wait until Wednesday when I see my psychiatrist. *sigh* Just so damn over this all.

Doikers 24-04-2011 11:46 AM

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My Social worker said she would call me at the end of the week ,2 weeks passed , I was perusded to call her , We made an appointment , I waited for her , she didn't show , I called her mobile it was off , I called the CMHT offices and was told she was on a study day . so I called her and left a right arsey message that night . we have an appointment down for Tuesday , she better show up and be helpful , I can't cope with feeling so depressed and suicidal fantasys and heart break on my own . I don't exactly trust her we've not known each other long and she already screwed up and told my housing support worker I injure , SO Mad about that , Sorry I just needed to get this out , At least Lithium is pushing my emotions right down so I feel not much but numb , yet I still get suicidal fantasys...............*Sighs*

shadowedsoul 24-04-2011 03:45 PM

squishes mark gently. im sorry your social worker is being an ass, hopfully she wont let you down this time. please dont act on the suicidal fantasys sweetie. hang in there and take care of yourself. cuddles

Doikers 24-04-2011 04:03 PM

*Hugs Jill Heaps*

shadowedsoul 24-04-2011 05:54 PM

thanks mark, hugs back.
cuddles all.

BWchick 24-04-2011 07:31 PM

*Shquishies Mark*
I hope she shows :(

Doikers 24-04-2011 07:49 PM

*hugs Megz*

Emo 24-04-2011 09:37 PM

The following content has been hidden - Reason : si trigger
want to cut my arms up again ...feel numb ...feeling unreal ...feel dead

Doikers 24-04-2011 09:45 PM

*Hugs Angel*

Mors Certa 24-04-2011 11:12 PM

Omg family gathering anxiety levels thru the roof, don't know way to do, please help


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