*hugs Lia and Megz*

I've got a cold, got to be up in 6 hours and can't sleep and am stressed like hell, evening sh didnt help.

*Hugz Oliver*

NO! I'm sorry sweety!

*hugs Meg* how are you?

*Hugs everyone*

*hugs Charlie* how are you?

Well I was good, had a really good night, but now I have one friend having a go at me because I'm half asleep, and one whos in a really bad state and I don't know how to help him :( you?

*hugz Charlie* you need to sleep when you need to sleep ya know?

I'm working like mad! ahhhh! Great Gatsby can go and die!!! (Its a book)

*hugs Charlie* I agree with megz, if you need to sleep then you should.

*hugs Megz* good luck with your work.

I'm watching Blackadder to try and distract myself from stress and harming

thats good! (to distract yourself I mean)

I suddenly feel really down and guilty... :(

*Hugs Lia* You are not stupid or selfish hun *Squishes*
*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Megz*
*Hugs Charlie*

I hope we are all feeling a little better today :)

*Hugs everyone*
I'm confused.....what time is it? XD

11.11am Charlie , It's freakishly confusing , very much so.

Ah ok Mark, my phone must have changed itself then :) Thanks.
How are you?

Bit Anxious but I can withstand it for now, How are you Charlie? yep my Ipod seems to have auto changed its self too :)

Sorry you're a bit anxious. Just keep busy :)
I'm good thanks. Had a really good night last night, and managed to cheer my friend up as her nans got cancer and they've been told she's only got 4-6months left :(

I'm so sorry to hear about your friends Nan Charlie hun :(

I think my friends ok though, obviously upset and worried, but shes looking at the bright side that at least it will be over soon, she has cancer in her lungs, bones, and somewhere else (I can't remember) and she's caught a chest infection so my friends actually hoping it will be over quickly. :(

MY Grandma had a chest infection that led to her passing away, It was a short illness , of course she had other illnesses too and was 96 .

*Hugs*
It sucks, but at least you know shes in a better place <3

*Hugs* Yeah you're right Charlie

On a happier note, It's nearly easter hols :)

My Granny is here who when my Sister had her Baby told me "its just you now" And she talks over everyone , Mothers Day , (In this House) Dinner soon , Wish me luck :S

Sounds fun :/ Good luck :)
I need to have my milkshake lol.

Frijj Charlie?

Chocolate milkshake is my favourite.

Strawberry Lindsay! Or Banana :P How are you hun?

Nah slimfast Mark :)
I like banana lindsay :)

i like strawberry and chocolate

:/ I'm really starting to get worried now...

I used to like strawberry and banana but one time I was sick after drinking those flavours which out me off them.

I'm feeling really low and scared because I have my Employment and Support Allowance tribunal on Friday and I have to go alone. I know i'mm not going to pass it.

What's worrying you, Charlie?

How is everyone else?

My friend didn't turn up to the party last night when she said she was coming, and she hasn't been answering anyones texts or calls. Nobodys seen or heard from her :/

:( I hope your frind shows up soon Charlie . *Hugs*

*Hugs Lindsay* Oh those sort of things would scare me , Best of luck Hun

*Hugs Louise* How are you today Hun?

*Hugz Lindsay*
*Hugz Loise*
*Hugz Charlie*
*Hugz Mark*
helloooooo alL!! how is everyone?

hugs Magana how are you

feeling a little guilty and shook up. :/ you?

*Hugs everyone*

I had a chocolate milkshake today.

What's up Morgana?

I know everyone cries...but it's like, all the time. I'm either in tears or near them, or down and never for a proper reason. Well, there are reasons, but there's nothing to trigger it if that makes sense and I can't seem to find any enthusiasm for anything anymore.

*hugs Lia* that does make sense, I feel like that a lot, just crying with no trigger, or no reason *extra hugs*

Spies Mark and *hugs him*

*hugs Megz* whats up?

*hugs Louise, Charlie, Lindsey*

I have a cold, I am completely shattered, after about 2 hours sleep last night and up since 7am, I have to pack and move out by thursday, but I am happy with the photos I got from my photoshoot, if you want to have a look at them they are in the picture board. meh so i'm very mixed and its weird

*Hugs Oliver* Thanks :) That made me feel loved. Do you know where you will go?

*Hugs everyone*

*Hugs Oliver* I'll check out those photos, why can I not get photo on here *Sigh* they say they are too big

I forgot to write the other day. But a bunch of boys in my classes decided to cut eachothers arms up. and now they all have huge crosses on their right arms. I sat in class giving healing suggestions so they don't scar as bad as they should. They did it for fun. Scarred their bodies for fun. I feel sick. Swirling memories - 'nuth said.

**** Shad that is ****ed up ,Don't involve yourself , keep your distance hun . Offering wound care advice is okay , but don't get sucked in *Hugs*

anyone got any free stop cutting (ect) helpline numbers for the uk?

I know hun, thanks for reminding me though. I was starring at their arms most the day though.

oh shadow! *Hugz* do what Mark said don't get sucked in.

ahh lia and oliver... I just did something bad that I didn't know was bad until my parents scolded me for it :/ now I feel like crap

*hugs all*

Shadow like the others said, dont get sucked in.

Lia-I'm moving in with a friend until I can find my own place.

Shad, Samaritans UK Phone is :- 08457 90 90 90

Their text is :- 07725 90 90 90

I hope these help.

*Night Time hugs My wardies*

Rock on guys !

*Night time Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Mark, Shad and Charlie*