hi everyone
waves
i exhausted...head pounding
grabs pillow and blanket and curls back up and tries to get some more sleep, hopefully no nightmares...just plain restful sleep

Hey

I need some love/hugs stressing about my size and weight :(

*Hugs Shattered1*

*Hugs Auragrace* Hi I'm Mark :)

*hugs all who want them, waves at angel*

*Hugs Crimson* How are you hun?

*Waves to Angel* What do the characters before Allah in you sig mean ?

*hugs Mark* I dunno quite yet today... How are you doing?

Angel, I don't see how it could be harm as it is meant to help you not to harm and to recover from it.

*hugs ward*
I am FREAKING OUT about seeing my mom this evening.
*sigh*

*Waves to Angel* I hope it's okay to stay here, this is a support forum , we don't encourage Injury.

*Hugs Crimson* Minds Racing away so fast.

*Hugs Felicia* I love you <3

*hugs Felicia and offers tea*
*hugs Mark* I know that feeling all too well.

hmmm... Well Angel, I don't know enough about the Muslim religion to really expand on whether it would count or not but I do hope you can stay.

Well I made it through yesterday without doing anything, but urges still strong... just feeling so down and worthless...gonna stay in my corner...
waves to everyone

*sits with shattered*

hugs everyone

*hugs all*
how are you all today?

Got urges and also pains in my chest where I am stressing out :(

*hugs Aura* why are you so panicked?

*hugs everyone, except Angel (waves for you :-) )*

*Waves to Aura*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hus Laura*

*Hugs MJ*

*Hugs Shattered1*

Sigh.

Please eat something, Angel, even if it's small.

*hugs Mrs Pan* what's up?

*hugs all*

*Waves to Angel*

*Hugs Mrs Pan*

*Hugs Crimson*

Just feeling a bit restless and annoyed y'know.
This thread feels like it's got a bit religion-orientated lately so I've tried to stay away but yeah. It's alright.
Hope you're okay :)

*shrugs* I know religion motivates a good number of people's reactions or causes upsets at times so I don't mind it if it isn't being pushed on me. Now that being said, if people try to convert me, that is when we have a problem. I do know what you mean though.
And yes, okay... that's an adequate word for how I am today. *nods*
Trying to distract a bit... Considering making a podcast so I've been busying myself picking out music I'd play.

Hey guys, I'm with Rose today, she's been making me smile all day. I'm gonna be at her house for two days, so hopefully, when I go home I'll have the strength to make it til our next day out. xxx

Angel, you can post all you want about the things you're struggling with if it helps you feel supported and better about things. It's just the things related to religion that make it a bit...eh.

Poisonedapple, podcasts are good. I usually download them, I've never made my own.
Okay's not exactly the best feeling so I hope it can pick up and not lower.

Ok what i will do is put anything religious in a hidden box so you dont have to read it
Hope that is ok

thanks for sitting with me poisoned apple... so much tension in this house. not good, not helping...want to disappear..

That's awesome Shad!

Mrs. Pan~ all my favorite podcasts and internet radio shows are disappearing so I figured it'd be interesting to just make my own instead.

Good plan Angel.

No problem Shattered. :) Seemed like you could use the company.

*hugs all*
*sneaks in to Marks ward room and gently hugs then quietly leaves as Mark is more than likely in bed by now*

Hi, I hope it's OK but I really need to check in for a few days. I'm falling too quickly. Comes in sits in the corner and rocks.

*hugs everyone*

hmm.. why am i so bad with emotions sometimes. When I am not clearly sad or angry or happy or flat, i can never pin one word to it... and I never want to sound harsh either, or like i'm being overdramatic. So I guess I'll go with frustrated or under appreciated (although under appreciated might be a tad extreme). Sorry. Random I know.

Its not anything specific. Just a lot of little things. For example, my sister blaming me for things, like getting a single problem wrong on her uni assignment, b/c I was helping her. What the hell? really? its one problem.

Laura, I feel like that a lot of the time too with my emotions. It's hard sometimes. Hope you're not feeling bad though.

*Waves To Angel*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Mrs Pan*

*Hugs Shad*

*hugs Shattered1*

*Waves to Life-Hurts* Hi I'm Mark :)

*Hugs Laura*

Hi Mark - waves
*waves back at angel*
I'm not doing very well today. Going to try and take meds in a minute, even it means I have to self harm afterwards. I MUST choose to live

*waves to Angel and Life-hurts*

Just to let everyone here know , Oliver is in Hospital after an OD and they will probably keep him in for a few more days as they are worried about his Liver . He is thinking of us all though.

Don't tell Oliver you prayed for him Angel , When he gets back , He really dislikes it.

No Worries Angel , You didn't know ,nothing to be sorry for . :)

*hugs everyone in here and waves at Angel*

Not doing too well at the moment, just don't want to do much. *sits in the corner*

*puts some treats on the table*

*Hugs Matthew*

gah! my mind is so muddled today. all my thoughts want to go at once...
/whinge

*hugs all*waves at angel*
How is everyone today?

*Hugs Crimson* *Hugs your mind* whats song is your sig from?

*Waves to Angel*