*Hugs Lindsay* You can talk to us on here hun , I'll probably be around for a couple of hours yet :)

-snuggles heather back-

-hugs lindsay-

*curls up*

Are you okay Helen?

Sort of Mark. My friend finally had her baby last night ^_^ Well chuffed for her.

Awww , Thats really good new Helen:)

Yeah it is :D

I know most would applaud whoever did it, but I'm highly aggitated...

Someone took my knife while I was sleeping..

I dont ask for much from my family, other than to live my **** alone. And as I've told them, and everybody else has told them, they cant stop me from SIing. All this has done has made me highly aggitated...

*Hugs Shannon* I'm sorry hun , Do you know who took it . Please be careful if you injure with unfamiliar tools:S (It's Shannon right?)

Rhayven, actually..

And I know...Its why I hate it when they take them. Its so agrivating.

And most likely was my aunt. She was in here this morning to grab my keys cause she needed a house key made...She probably took it then -_-

Rhayven Sorry , I got you mixed up , I apologise .

Its fine.

*huggles all*

sorry for the lack of individuals but i'm struggling to keep up at the moment.
currently getting prepared for the gp visit. sitting here with the morning coffee and catching up on the nights ward activities.
we had another massive thunderstorm last night - plenty of thunder, lightning and rain. did not make for brilliant sleep.
really nervous about seeing the gp. *sigh*
oh well - it will be what it will be ...

*leaves hugs and soft squishy stuffed animals for all*

*Hugs Kahlia* Really good Luck with your GP appointment hun , I'm thinking of you :)
*Spots and Hugs Crimson*

*Spots and waves to the truth is love*

Right then *Night time hugs my wardies*
Take care of each other :)

*night time hugs Mark*

Good luck with your appointment Kahlia *hugs lots*
Sleep well Mark *hugs*
Good to see you about Crimson :)

Thanks Hels :) *hugs*

hi...

Hey sdixon, how are you?

*hugs Crimson* You're welcome :)

Hi Shannon :)

Thank Mark & Hels. *hugs you both*

*hugs Crimson*

anyone want some summer heat and humidity? it's killer weather we are having at the moment :|

I'm here, not much else I can say. (Shannon, btw)

*hugs* How is everyone else?

*hugs lots* I've heard about that from Kat. We keep swapping so I have the heat & she has our coldness. But not working yet :P

*hugs* How are you? I'm good.

Anyone still here?

-curls up-

Hey Kitty :) im here, *Hugs Kitty*

Hey Helen how are you?

-hugs ian- how you be?

Kitty I'm still here too, but going to bed soon. How are you?
Ian, I'm good. How are you?

*hugs you both*

I'm ok thanks Kitty and Helen. How are you Kitty?

Glad you're okay Ian :) x

I'm not doing well, Helen. I cut. And I am still feeling really urgey. Out of my regular bandages. Want to die. Really bad. How are you? -hugs helen-

I hate lying, but sometimes i dont like to admit it. Dont worry im not lying about who i am or my age or anything.

-hugs ian-

Edit: Posted too soon before I finished what I was saying. I know how it feels, Ian. I had to lie to a lady I went to see today about hopefully getting my financial aid money. She asked me how I am doing, since I had to take a medical withdraw from last semester. She works in the counseling department. I had to lie and tell her I was ok because I needed her to help me get my financial aid money for this semester and if she knew how I really was she would not have recommended me to begin school again, meaning I would not get my money..

*hugs Ian and Kitty, Shannon, Khalia and Sarah*
*night time hugs Hels (since she said something about bed time soon a bit ago)*
*hugs everyone that hasn't been in recently*

I feel lonely and deppressed, oh i sound so pathetic. Do you feel that sometimes you feel its better not telling anyone Kitty? Throughout my life iv never confided in anyone, i just kept it to myself. Its like when i was ill, it was very upsetting, but i didnt talk to my parents about it or anything i just got on with it.

-hugs crimson and ian- How are you, Crimson?

I'm sorry you are lonely and depressed, Ian. Is there something you could do as a distraction?

I feel that way all the time, Ian. I used to have one friend I confided in but when my husband went through some old IMs and got angry I quit figuring it wasn't worth talking :S

I feel terrible this evening. So fed up. I was so scared walking through the town centre today, I couldn't deal with it and ended up hiding in a bookshop for 20 minutes until I'd calmed down, I felt like everyone was staring and plotting to hurt me. I don't know whats wrong with me. Rebecca kept telling me to throw things around and "go a bit crazy" earlier. I was so scared I nearly cried, several times :( then when I got home I felt no safer because its not a nice place here. I just don't know what to do. I'm too scared to tell anyone other than the ward either :(

*cuddles Sarah*

*snuggles Crimson then curls up* I don't know what to do anymore :(

-hugs ian- Yes, I feel like that all the time. I feel I can't be completely honest with anyone in real life because they will send me away. I can't afford to be sent away. I wish I could actually talk to someone, but it is the law that they have to report certain things, so...yeah.

-hugs sarah- I can relate with that more than I could explain. I freaked out today as well. I was at the uni and felt like everyone was watching my every move.

*snuggles Kitty*

I like coming here. People understand and care, unlike real life where people can be mean. I don't understand why I'm so scared by everything. I've always been like this but its just getting worse and worse and worse :(

-snuggles sarah- I know. I can relate. I don't know what's wrong with me, either.

I just want to die. I don't think I can do this anymore. :'(

*cuddles Kitty lots* you need to stay alive hun, I'd miss you more than I'd miss my left arm <3

Imma leftie :p

-snuggles sarah- Sorry I was gone so long. Had to eat and stuff.

Is okay hun, I'm heading off to bed now, up early, again :( Gah I hate uni!

Nighty ward *big snuggles* stay safe x

Night night Sarah.. -hugs-

goodnight Sarah

*hugs Kitty and Ian*

-hugs felicia- how you be?

I'm just not good at all, and I'm sick of it.

-squishes felicia- I'm sorry you aren't doing well, hun. Is there anything I can do? -offers protective teddy-