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Right I'm off to hit the hay :)
*Night Time Hugs My Wardies* Take good care folks :) |
*Squeezes Louise* I had a friend like that. She turned on me called me an attention seeking cow, or words to that effect, and told me she was better off without me, I fu*ked up her life, etc...She was my best friend. Still is. I know how that feels, and I know how much it hurts to have someone you thought you could trust do something like this to you, but I want you to do one thing. Don't let it do what it did to me. Don't stop trusting because as soon as you decide to put that Ice Quenn mask on, it never comes off. Please don't do that. It's lonely and not a cheerful way to live. I can't explain it all. I just needed to warn you, to tell you that I know it's hard, but shutting yourself off won't work.
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night mark, and thanks.
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*Hugs Mark goodnight*
Really? Wow, have fun the both of you :) It's so wonderful that we might have made friends for life here. |
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I've made a friend for life from here. She's my bestie <3 |
It is awesome the friendships we have from here! I love it <3
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Don't worry. Not worth it.
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What's not worth it Helen?
It's not your fault Louise. My friend regrets ever saying those things, but it was months before she came round and stopped treating my like a leper. Point is, it's them with the problem, not you. *Hugs* |
I'm so sorry.
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Hehe i want it to be nowww. Oh and i got letter from uni so as long as i dont fail everything... Prof wasnt in today though ><
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Oy sorry o.o i managed to miss this page >< but that'll be 2 ryl ppl in jan maybe hehehe
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Who else are you meeting/have met, Heather? lol
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*cuddles helen* what are you sorry about hun? you alright? Here if you need.
*hugs louise* you do not deserve that at all. Its not your fault. Don't blame yourself hun. *hugs heather* ahh! i keep missing you on fb. sorry. How have you been? *hugs felicia* soo i see you're also crazy with uni work. can def relate to you there. its almost the end of the semester! *hugs lia* how have you been? *hugs mark* hope you sleep okay. Must write a paper.. must do it now lol. I'm so lacking in motivation its not even funny. Around if anyone needs to talk though. *huggles everyone i've missed* P.S. *cuddles JK* i saw you posted a few pages ago. I miss you!!!! i'm only putting this in a p.s. b/c idk if you are actively lurking about :-P |
ummm forget sn's cuz i suck buuut
-ashleigh -monica -leigh and now you and another person =p |
*lays looking at the ceiling*
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*Hugs Helen*
*Hugs Lia* *Hugs Louise* *Hugs Heather* *Hugs Felicia* *Hugs Laura* *Hugs Julie* |
evening mark
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Hey Julie *Hugs How are you feeling ?
My computer is running SO slow it's frustrating me. I also had a disturbing dream that I can't remember the details of but feel horrid after *Sigh* I'm going to restart my Computer in the hope it runs faster . |
I'm freezing and I have a cold. Plus i've heard that the post is cancelled and getting post is the highlight of my day!
How is everyone else? |
Oh :( *Hugs Lindsay and makes a Lemsip* I like getting post too , it was cancelled last week one day but they didn't tell us they just never got here. *Knits a blanket to warm Lindsay up*
I'm feeling okay , I have accupuncture and I hope the loud mouths don't show up and ruin the relaxing atmosphere again:S If everyone could maybe sit quietly maybe a little light chat but NO 30 minute arguments over who makes the best food! :S erp. |
*kicks the covers off rubbing my eyes*
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are you tired Julie , It's getting late down there isn't it ?
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sorta we gots up at 5:30 am and now it's 11:30pm
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Why did you get up so early? I would be tired
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aqua robics is on at 6;15 am
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Ohh Okay :)
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-whines- our back hurts
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*Waves to Owen* what happened to your back?
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it is sore alot i dunno y
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-sit next to mark-
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*Sits by Owen* Perhaps you pulled a muscle at aqua aerobics?
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I can't do this any more, i'm really struggling. I'm so low, lonely and suicidal but at the same time I can't cope with being around people, not even my brother. I want to kill myself. I'll just have to accept that I am not going to get my brother's permission and that it will hurt him because I can't cope with this pain. If there is even any hope for me getting better it won't be for a long time and I don't have the strength to hold on.
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*hugs ward*
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*Hugs Lindsay* Please hold on hun , you won't feel so wretched always , feeling better isn't easy but it will happen . Perhaps you could speak to your Dr about changing your meds or at least tweaking them if you on some already , or even starting some meds ?
*Hugs Helen* How are you? |
I think am gonna take a nap *yawn* hows you guys
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*hugs Mark* I feel even more ill, thought my cold and cough were getting better but having a bad day with them. Not feeling too emotionally great either :S
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*Hugs Mark* How're you?
*Hugs Lindsay* Please hold on. *Hugs Heather* Have a nice nap! *Hugs Helen* I hope you feel better soon. My Brit Lit Paper is done! WHOOO. Now I only have a history paper, another lit theory paper, a journalism rewrite, and my journalism final. I can do this. Then I go into finals week, but my hell week was this week, so I don't even care about finals. |
*Hugs Heather*
*Hugs Felicia* Go you!!! *Hugs Helen* I'm sorry you feel rotten , both types of rotten :S |
Felicia=awesomeee ^.^
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Ugh , I want to Drink but can't because of the Antabuse:(
I really want to Cut , my arms are tingly. It's been 9 days S.I. free I don't want to wreck it but sooooo triggered :S |
Evening everyone, how are you all? xxxx
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*Hugs Sam* (It's Sam right?) How are you tonight? I'm up and down :S
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*hugs everyone*
How is everyone? |
*Squishes Crimson* I'm urgy , they ( the urges ) keep washing over me :( How are you Crimson ?
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I've been pretty urgy the last couple of days myself, but to apathetic to be bothered to do anything.
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Oh I'm sorry you're urgy too Crimson *Hugs*
Think of all the new personal space you'll have in a new home :) and a Dog!! I'd like a pet too but my flat doesn't allow them , exept Parrots it seems :P (my downstairs and acrross one neighbour has an African Grey Parrot) |
*hugs* Mark, Yeah it is sam :0) Sorry to hear you are down as well as up, whats wrong? Im fine thanks! Had a good day watching my girls xmas play so feeling quite happy tonight :)
*hugs* poisonedapple I hope you find a house on saturday! |
*hugs Mark* I can't wait for the space. My poor Chinchillas will even be able to run around outside of their cage when we have more space (I'm going to get them a 'playpen' for the living room). Have you asked the landlord about caged animals? That's how we can keep my chinchillas and my kid's rabbit in a no pet apartment. I'm hoping to have an exercise room but if not at least I can use the wii in the living room when we don't have people staying in it.
*hugs Sam* I'm Crimson :) I hope so too... I can't wait. |
Nothing specifically wrong Sam (so glad I remembered your name!) , Just aware that it's been 9 days and knowing that really brings Self Injury to the forefront of my thinking , Make sense? , Plus I don't know , this tingling in my arms and body wants me to cut to stop it .:S *Hugs Sam*
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