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I know Lia, I try not to, is not good for me physically or emotionally...
Only worry I have Mark is our uni has some stupid minimum requirements in each assessment to pass a module. They suck about it because most you can't retake either. Its a complete joke there. No motivation to do my assignments either. I should go and talk to my tutor but he pretty much said he doesn't think depression isn't real so I can't talk to him and the course leader really doesn't like me because I keep asking for a photocopy of his notes due to my bad hands... If I could go back 2 years I would not have done this course where I am now. *edit* Shad, perhaps you could ask them about their confidentiality policy and under what circumstances they may or may not contact others about how you're doing. |
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*hugs all* Going to the GP today. Going to get him to take a look at my leg. Also, my 27 month SI free milestone is in approx 2 hours. :-) - partae!! :woot: |
*Hugs Shad* 2 Months Tomorrow ! Thats great :) Anything you tel to your Pysch Dr is private and confidential unless you are 1) A Minor (But you can still ask the Dr if he/she can keep it private before you divulge) or 2) A risk to yourself or others .
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Way to go Kahlia!!!!!:) 27 months is massive :D
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Congrats to everyone on their milestones, you're all doing so well. I avoid remembering my dates so I don't feel guilty if I slip up :p
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*hugs Shad and Kahlia* you guys are both amazing with your milestones. I feel like I should make both of ya'll a cake, or cupcakes, cause they're more fun!
Sarah, I don't keep track of milestones either. I know I'm trying not to SI before my Christmas exchange with my roomie, cause if I don't SI, she's getting me a penguin pillow pet... but that's really the only thing I'm keeping track of. Speaking of my roomie, she has a webcomic, and this week's story is something that happened between us, it's so funny! Anyway, she just emailed me the link, and I wanted to tell someone. |
Yeah I apparnatly had a high blood pressure from stress.... eh. what can you do?
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Felicia , What is a Penguin Pillow Pal? , They sound Fun :)
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They're a stuffed animal that unfold, I guess you say to be a pillow too.
http://www.mypillowpets.com/pages/pillows/penguin.html you can check it out on the website. That's the one she bought me, cause I think penguins (and panda bears) are the cutest things ever! |
They are Neat Felicia :)
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Thanks. I'm like a little kid sometimes, I really really love stuffed animals.
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How's it going Felicia? With the phone call and everything.
I love google too Shad, you know you're screwed when google doesn't know...Two months free is really great! And well done you too Kahlia on making it so far! Especailly since you've been struggling so much recently, you could have easily gone back to it and you haven't, you should be proud of yourself :) I'm like Sarah myself, I avoid counting because to me, it's not a promblem. I will cut when the urge arises and hardly ever bother to try and resist. I don't see why I shouldn't and I don't like myself enough to stop. But I am getting better. I've found someone to stop for. |
So cute. My new bag fell apart and my old one is almost done for. But getting a new t-shirt free because one of my almost new ones had a manufacturer flaw sooo I'm going to get a new plain black bag and dress it up with my old t-shirt, yay motivation to do something :)
I love stuffed toys too Felicia - one of my christmas presents is a giant Hello Kitty from Build-a-bear! Yeah mine's a lot like Lia's, its infrequent but I don't really want to stop yet. I'm trying but I don't think my heart is in it yet. *shrugs* |
On the topic of google ... have any of you seen this pic?
http://t0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:R...-insid.jpg&t=1 It really amuses me. |
That picture is awesome.
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I took the suggestion of keeping a diary. I'm sure my doc will be interested and possibley pass it on to my psychiatrist when i finally get one. My next appointment is on january 7th at 9:20am - go me, i remembered! So we'll see what happens, i guess. :)
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Thats very funny :)
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Lia, I'm going in on Monday, my team wanted to see me Friday, but being the holiday weekend it is, they can't. I told them I had a date set; and I honestly wanted help. And obviously, everyone knows I'm such a control freak, I set a date so I could get things ready and have everything mapped out for those who have to handle my funeral and such, so I'm safe for the weekend. Sooo... *crosses fingers* I'm missing class on Monday, so this better not have a turnout I'm gonna hate.
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Lol Kahlia!
And good luck with the appoinment Shad. Most awesome song ever! I'm like that Sarah, my heart just isn't in it right now and I don't have much will to stop. I'm glad you have an appointment Felicia, good luck and please do try and stay safe in the meantime *Bigs bear hugs* |
Thats good Shad, my diary helps me from time to time.
*cuddles Felicia* I really hope it turns out well for you hun. We all care about you deeply x Oh Lia if I listen to that I'll cry, I always cry my eyes out at Puff the Magic Dragon Edit - 5 seconds in I welled up, 36 seconds in I cried. I'm so soft :p |
Sorry Sarah. Why's it so sad for you? It's a song from my childhood and makes me remember times when I was happy. Ish.
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Night Night My Ward Mates
*Hugs all who can accept and waves at those who prefer waves* |
Night night Mark. *Hugs* Sleep well.
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I'm 9 months free in just over two hours. Yay for Kahlia & was it Shad who's two months in just over two hours????
*cuddles ward* I'm feeling really bad tonight & really really want my best friend. But she's really bad, maybe worse than me. I'm so selfish I know. |
I've got half an hour to go until I make my 27 months ... then I'm going to get out on the psych ward dance floor and bust a move - but gently of course so that I don't damage my leg any more lol. Early congrats Hels. Well done, especially since I know you've been struggling lately. Lets throw ourselves (and everyone else because we like to share) some confetti, and have a major ward party ... just because we can! :-D
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You're not selfish Helen, everyone needs someone, but I do get that. Where you feel you can't talk to someone because they have their own problems. And well done on your 9 months :D That's amazing!
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Hi everyone, *Hugs for everyone*
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*Hugs Helen Back*
*Hugs Sarah* *Hugs Kahlia* *Hugs Mark* *Hugs Lia* *Hugs Felicia* |
Hey Ian. How are you?
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Lia - I don't know, I guess its just the whole being forgotten thing, like a little lost animal. Though I get upset when people kill insects.
Nighty night Mark *snuggles* *cuddles Helen* you're not being selfish, we all need someone some of the time. Well done on the 9 months, I'm proud of you, I'm proud of all the wardies :) *cuddles Ian* how you doing? *cuddles Kahlia* I'd join in with the dancing but my poor arthritic knee doesn't want to play this evening |
I'm officially throwing open the ward dance party.
* All music types * All dance styles * Areas with and areas without strobe lights - to cater for people who like to go clubbing and those sensitive to the effects of strobe lights and people with epilepsy * The bar is open and drinks are free - both alcoholic and non-alcoholic lol (& the best part is that since they are virtual you can never get drunk on them) * Food is available in all different cultural styles/flavours/variations (sorry couldn't think of the word I was looking for) & the best part is it's calorie free!! Come on in and have a great time!! |
^ Perhaps I should add to the above
"Don't trip over Puppy SinClair if he happens to wander in" lol |
Dont worry about me. Doesnt matter. How are you Lia and Sarah? How are you Helen?
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WOOOOOOOO sounds good Kahlia.
To be honest, me & my best regularly go to a 'virtual pub' and have parties lol. We're awesome like that :P Yay for your 27 months. I'm 9 months - thanks for the congratulations from you Sarah- in 55 minutes!!!! |
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You do matter Ian :) You can talk to us.
Woo, party! Let's get virtually pissed! Wait, it doesn't matter that I am underage does it? |
No it doesn't :)
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Woo! Underage drinking! It's much more fun when it's illegal :) Well done the both of you, and Shad too for making two months. In about 40 minutes.
*Breaks into the macerena* |
I'm too old for underage drinking here. Still feel all cool and edgy if I buy a drink with no ID on me though lol
I'm feeling good, its lovely to be back. :) |
I'm not bad. Joins everyone else for a drink.
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Mmm Relentless... My favourite thing right now.
Edit - Bed for me now wardies - nighty night x |
Me too. Night night Sarah. As much as I wanna stay up for the party, school won't wait. Love you all.
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Hello. Checking in for the first time. *shuffles feet* *feeling shy*
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*waves to everyone* cant focus to go through 5 pages sorry ><
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Hi guys! I'm back! So I have been officially 2 months free for the last 2 hours and 17 minuets!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do I right a right to be proud of myself?.... and to feel this happy?
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I couldn't focus through 5 pages either Bbe. I'm not so good, to be honest. It's so difficult to say that and not give the generic "alright". But here is a place to be honest. :)
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I'm going to bed now... Assuming my insomnia lets me. Night all *Curls up with fellow wardies, smiling at her 2 month victory over self-harm*
*whispers* Victory! *Writes note and places it next to her for all the fellow wardies to see when they wake up because she'll be asleep or at school*: Shadow13 AKA 'Shad' 2 Months Free -As of Thursday November 25th 2010 at midnight- |
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