*joins Crimson with the waiting*

Laura, I'm okay today, yesterday was a particularly bad day for majority of it >_< and stuff.

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Helen*

Now I'm here! , the wards filling up now :)

*hugs Mark* I hope you had fun at the garden centre.

*hugs Helen, Lore, Laura, Kahlia Crimson and sends hugs to Hayley*
How is everyone doing?

hugs everyone

I did have fun ! There was a whole big Christmas area filled with moving Polar Bears and Penguins and Such , and lights ( I bought some lights for Christmas for my Flat , my first own decourations ) And I bought a trowel and hand fork for my Brother in Law for Christmas as he is a keen Gardener . :)

YAY! people came in!
*hugs Mark, Helen, Oliver, Louise*
How is everyone?

Glad you had fun Mark :)

it was good that you had fun mark.

I am not bad I guess trying to do a assignment for college

How is everyone else?

*hugs everyone*

I'm okay, just exhausted lol.

Louise I like your new Avatar<<<----:)

*starts singing and dancing*
I'm in a positive mood but still have the negative very present in the back of my mind... it feels quite odd.
What kind of assignment Louise?

*huggles all*

*huggles Kahlia*
Are you doing any better today?

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Kahlia*

*hugs Crimson* - Sadly not really. And the tingling has started in my face again ... It's driving me (more) insane. *sigh* I'm getting a *little* bit sick of all of this.

*hugs Mark*

*hugs everyone*

The new Harry Potter movie's awesome!!! It was sad though :( I cried.

*cuddles everyone* thanks for all the hugs. Keep breaking down and crying. I don't like it. :(

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Kahlia*

Night Night :)

Lia!!! I'm jealoooooouuuussss, I have to wait til next Sunday (28th) to see it!!

Heya everyone *Hides*

Hi.
*finds and sits next to*
Whatcha up to?

Do you wanna talk about it Sarah?

Good night Mark!

*huggles all*

Done a whole heap of study and exam prep and it's only 09:30 (ish)! Mind you I've been up since before 04:00 this morning. :-( I've prepared a massive 95+ page pdf study note file for my exam that I'm going to get bound to help me with my study. I'm also deciding which of the four essay topics I'm going to focus on - I'm going to pick two because I don't know what two areas they are going to focus on inside those topics and that will allow me to make a further decision inside the exam arena based on my strengths and any exam stress memory loss.

Not up to much. How are you? Hows everyone?

*hugs all*
oh dear I see the harry potter mania has started in here aswell. I love the books, they are awesome, but the films I'm afriad are ****, well the first two are okish, but from the 3rd film oh dear god.

tomorrow (sunday) is going to be tough

um... oddly random thought... Anyone know how/where April is/has been?

*hugs everyone* I'm off for the night.

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Kahlia*

*Hugs Crimson* Well Crimson I know for a fact that April has started her new job so that is taking up her time , she has only posted once a week in her live journal and she was posting daily so I think she is very busy , I'll give her a gentle Facebook prod to come here and say hi :) Important thing is she is okay I think :)

*hugs everyone*
ooooh lia! *is jealous* i wanna go see it! not fair!

*Hugs Nicole* How are you today ? :)

*hugs mark*im good thanks, very tired though lol. sat up watching children in need last night :/ how're you?

I'm feeling okay thanls Nicole , I'm re adusting to "Normal" Life after My Grandmas Death , Funeral and family get together all in the last 2 weeks . I watched the Rugby (Wales v Fiji) Last night and didn't catch hardly any Children in Need . My Dad said you like that singer on CIN , Sheryl Crow and I had to say no Dad, it's Cheryl Cole on the T.V. tonight hee!

lol. aaw, i watched it cause i like all the stuff, and i think its a good cause, we all wore our PJs to college yesterday :D (and also, cheryl cole is hot!) glad you're doing ok and adjusting to normal life :)

Cheryl cole is not unattractive yep , But just not my kind of music. It is a good cause but I'm a bit skint right now and have my money earmarked for Water/Gas/Electricity and Christmas presants . Oh and Grocerys of course .
I'm 2 presants away from being toally sorted for Chrismas for Family and Friends , So Skint now , hopefully:S not so skint mid December :)

lol, aaw, i like her music! oh dear, i havent even started buying christmas presents :/ i have no money. lol. heh, not looking forward to christmas at all this year! we are putting the christmas tree up at college next week.

*hugs ward*

Hee Nicole , It's still November ! The Tree should at least wait until December :P

*Hugs Felicia* How are you?

i know, but my tutor is getting very excited, shes planned it all, next week we are putting the tree up and also making advent calenders. she is like a child lol.

Nicole, I watched some of CIN, fell asleep watching it. I also wore my PJs yesterday, but to placement rather than college lol. Plus I've bought some of my Christmas presents lol. Cheryl Cole IS hoooooootttttt & I love her music. You got her new album???

*hugs helen* aaw. sounds like you had fun! and no i havent got her new album :( hoping to get it for christmas :P lol. but i have her first album, i fall asleep to it every night XD
how are you tonight?

Fingers crossed you do, it's awesome :D I'm good, really good lol. Just bit tired lol. *hugs Nicole8

aaw lol, glad you're doing so well, that sounded very positive! i'm kinda feeling annoyed and stressed but feel a lot better for knowing that i have about an hour then my mum is going out and i will have the house to myself for the rest of the night! lol

Awwww hope you feel better soon. Well I'm enjoying it whilst I can, dreading Monday so yeah :S

aaw, whats happening monday? so am i really, college again :/ i love it but i find it so hard.

Nothing is easy in this life, but college is worth it, especially if you enjoy it :)

i know :D but mondays are hard because of the I.T lessons which are big classes so i struggle. but ahwell.

*cuddles* Tried breathing exercises?

*cuddles* yeah, i use breathing excersises and playdoh in that lesson, but its still hard. fortunatley i have a helper in that lesson now, so it should be easier :)

*hugs Helen and Nicole*

Oh dear Cheryl Cole fans, I don't like her at all.

*hugs everyone*

I feel like i'm never going to move forward. I see all my friends (who don't talk to me any more) getting on with their lives, starting careers, going on to further study, having partners, and i'm just stuck.