Did you have a nice time, Hels? *cuddles*

Updated r/v thread................ :'(

*pokes head of her tent*
April~
Hi, don't know you, I'm Ally. I read your R&V post (I hope that's alright). Now, I'd really like to hug you *I'll wait for permission on that as I tend to hug EVERYONE and I guess not everyone cares for that :blush:). I actually only skimmed it but I got enough to know you're not having a good time of it right now. I'm so very sorry. I wanted to tell you that I also would like to become a therapist :-) Though, hopefully, you will do better than I have. I barely made it through my last year at Uni my depression was so sever and I am still working on getting myself to the place i need to be to go back for my masters. But I really hope I get there (I also ADORE American Sign Language so my goal was to get my masters in Mental health counseling with an emphasis on working in the Deaf and Hard of hearing community... just writing it makes me want it that much more)

Anyway hun, I guess I just liked the similarity we shared there.

I hope, very much, that you will feel better soon *almost hugged, lol*

Tent is always open

*pops back in*

April, I was told to expect a PM from you? I did enjoy myself.....

*huggles all who can accept hugs*

There's been a few pages since I was last in here . . .
Just dropping by to say "hi" and "I have been reading" and "I'm thinking of you all".

*leaves safe hugs and no-cal chocolate on the table*

*pops head out of tent to accept and return hug from Kahlia* Hi! You seem to be the only one here talking to me so yay, you're here!! Hope all is going well hun *offers cookie plate*

*sits her tent that is in her corner and trys not to hyperventilate*
Of all the silly things...

hey everyone i'm on my phone so this may not work

It worked Julie :)

*makes a tea tray, pours herself a cup of tea and takes some cake and passes the tray out to Julie*

*sits and waits for Ally to make coffee before sitting next to her*

*thinks special drinks and cakes are in order for Kahlia*

Can i have a hug please?

Slightly concerned i might end up doing something.

*hands Em the coffee and adds more good stuff to the tray for Kahlia*

*hugs NoOnesFool*
What's up hun?

*pokes NoOnesFool*

I can't breathe. Panic attacks are attacking every part of my body. I can't stop crying.
Definately in a black hole. Only a matter of time..
It's all gone Pete Tong. I'm screwed.
Thanks for the hug Ally, i appreciate it.

I'm sorry, it's gone who???
Wow, panic attacks seem to be the thing of the night. *hugs* I'm really sorry hun, I truly wish I could help. All I can do is say 'breath' and a load of good that does *pets*

Sorry, it's just a saying here in the UK - pretty much means it's all gone f*cked up. heh.
I have an anxiety disorder, i used to never go a day without constant panic attacks, then they went with the meds (with the occasional one..) and now i'm unmedicated they're back to kill me i swear.

And mixed in with my already screwed up emotions is anger, some people really need to watch there backs, i'm not stable enough to be patient with people anymore - especially whiney pathetic lying teenagers who act way below there age. *Headdesk* Patience..breatheee....
I shall not stab people.

*hugs* Just breath hun. I understand, though my problems tend more toward major depression (unmedicated :pinch:) with an OCCASIONAL panic attack. I do wish I could fix it. But I suggest focusing on the tent *nods*. It's purple with pink polka dots (you two better be happy I am nice because it's the ugliest tent i've ever seen) and has EVERYTHING you want in it...

Heh, i have BPD/Depression/Anxiety Disorder/BED (Binge Eating Disorder). Fun times. I'm a mess, really, which is why i shouldn't be here. *Hugs* Thanks for the hugs and..erk, i know how horrid depression is..if you ever want to talk my PM box is always open.

And..the tent is beautiful..it's unique..!
*Noms on chocolate*

Thanks hun, same goes for you.

Mmm, chocolate sounds good *goes to her actual kitchen to get some*. Oh! Or Ice Cream!! *sigh* but I don't have any of that. Rats.

I have Ben & Jerrys caramel chew chew here if you want it? I can't stomach it..

Why do you always listen to sad songs when you already feel incredibly sad?! Crazy.

Oh my lord that sounds SO good *makes a mental note to run to the shop for some ice cream tomorrow... and the liquor store for some booze*.

As to that I have NO idea... I do it all the time, it's ridiculous *shakes head in wonder*

*sits grumbling*

Everything ok Julie?

Ally - Stock up on booze for the tent, we're running a little low..i got a bit *too* thirsty *hiccups* ahum...

I feel so emo, and that word makes me smile everytime.

no stupid teacher spilt my hot choclate all over me and my top and my jersey and my hand bag
*kicks things*
stupid stupid stupid
i should have got the hot chocolate i didnt need it but no i had to get one

sorry i is a downer

Julie, it's okay to be sad etc. I'm sure most people would get upset at that, I know I would :( Hopefully your stuff will dry out soon *offers cuddles*

i have to wash it or it'll stain it's kama i should have got the hot choclate
*leans into helens hugs*

VERY lame, Julie, I'm sorry.

lol NoOnesFool, will do. You might want to drink some water now though.

I don't think it's karma. Just annoying :( Hope washing it helps keep stains away *cuddles lots*

*crawls back in to her tent as it seems whenever she appears the ward clears* lol, I made a rhyme. *cries quietly in her tent*

*waves into the tent* hello wats ur name

lol Hello Julie. I am Ally. And my tent is always open :-) Tis a magic tent because it is a virtual tent so it can be what ever we need.

Lol Ally, water? What's that? Pass us the wine ;)
Don't cry sweetie *squidges* Lets curl up with fluffy blankets and watch a movie in our special tent. It will distract us.

I need to stop listening to depressing music. *kicks computer*

I should sleep, its 5:15am..damn. *sigh*

my last boyfriend is now called ally... *awkward lol*

Eeeks Julie :p

allys a cool name tho

Yes, I would suggest sleep. And water is that thing which can head off a hang over, lol. Movie sounds fun, what one?

It is :)

lol aww, sorry Julie. My real name is Alyssa, if you would rather. I just go by Ally.

na i'm cool with calling u ally hun

lol Scooby Doo is VERY good, to be sure :)

Alright Julie, it's up to you :-)

I'm a horror girlie....love all the jumpy bits and gore :P Can't beat the Saw series! I fancy watching the exorcist though. haha.

I have to drink water all day today as i have a blood test (bleurgh) tomorrow for my Diabetes. Fun. (Been drinking an energy drink which is high in glucose so my blood would come back screwed if i continued drinking it!) x

a girl at my work is diatetic it intreges me

lol I love horror movies as well. Though tbh they don't give me the rush they used to. Maybe I will pop between the two movies ;)

Julie, what do you do?

Hiya, *Hugs everyone who wants or needs a Hug*

*Crawl into the corner of the ten and crys*

Julie - What intrigues you about Diabetes?

Ally - They don't give me the rush they used to either but i still love them. I really want to see the new Freddie Krugar?(er?) one - my brothers brought me 2 videos of him when i was 8 lol (and they were an 18 certificate!)
I'll reply to your PM tomorrow babe - just been sick, think its from exhaustion so i'm going to try and get a few zzzz's in.

*hugs mouse* Whats up hun?xx

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