Can' be bothered to be strong.
Am losing my mind.
Jade's talking thouhg <3

havent been on here in a while but could nyone spare a hug?

*cuddles*

*squishes soph*

Ive tried to tell her but she wont listen she wants me out by the end of the week!!!
i cant cope anymore!!! i just want to die

i've been to the council and they cant help me
no one can help me i cant even get a loan to help me
my mum wont send down my credit card
it looks like the only choice i have is to move back home to scotland an leave behind my partner i dont want to do that but it looks like i am going to have no choice

Feeling angry at the moment. Just thinking about how all my 'friends' decided they didn't like me anymore and that they'd rather spend time with the rapist than with me.
It just hurts, you know?

*cuddles Arwen*
Screw them hun, you don't need mates like that.
You've got us lot who care lots for you.
Love you sweetheart xx

Thank you Helen. :) xx

Zowie < big hugs > xxx

Mammia How are you feeling today ????

Nikki sorry that you might have to go back home, can your partner come to Scotland with you ???

Huge Hugs go to All Im Living For and Jet Force

:::::::::::::::: hugs Everyone ::::::::::::

How is everyone else this evening ?????

Hi everyone,

Just letting you know I am okay.
total zombie just now, going through the motions but not really living

*hugs everyone tight*

Anyone else watching Brit awards?

me :)

why are take that all wearing glasses? has old age caught up with them!

Must be!!!!!!!!
I can't wait until the best single award.

hi im back....
i cant stop thinking about my friend who could have an ed and i cant do anything to help her.....i feel so useless.......i tryed to show her that whatever plomblems she has i will try my best to help but so far i dont think it working.......

Hi all. Just skulking in to offer hugs to all. Then I'll hide in a corner somewhere.

*hugs everyone*

*hugs kahlia*

*hugs to all* sorry not more individual, I've had a stonking headache all night and I need to be asleep before the next set of Ibuprofen wears off. My mood plummeted today, is not fun.

*goes and checks all those hiding in corners and under blankets are okay and offers lots of cuddles and tea*

*hugs all*

I'm going to go hide, am doing REALLY shitty at the moment :/

*Curls up and cries*

>_< Really want to take an OD...

Donmt sweet.
I did today and regret it
*cuddles*
What's wrong?

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Argh I'm so over fed up of my life.
Am tired of people being horrible
:/
*tears hair out*
Plus other crap

I'm not, I'm resisting *cuddles back*. Tis hard when I'm the only one awake, and there's things I could take in the next room, but I think I'm managing x_o.

And I'm just so sick and ****ing tired of letting the same person hurt me again and again and again. I'm so fed up of allowing myself to be so easily pissed off and upset. I feel a little embarrassed to go into the details though, as it sort of feels like I'm making a big fuss over nothing, even though common sense says that I'm not :sweat:

I hope you got sorted out for your OD today *big hugs*

I know how you feel *cuddles* It's ahrd, I'm sorry I don't have any good advice or anything :( Nah I didn't, I'll be fine I'm sure.

*Cuddles back* x_O Helen, if you haven't seen someone, you really ought to

*hugs all*

This ward must surely have a lot of corners ... and I'm going to go find myself another one to hide in.

*hugs to everyone*

Sorry I haven't been around this place much recently, I've been taking a bit of a break from RYL. Hope things aren't going too rough for you guys, been thinking about you all while I've been away.

Going skiing for a week from Saturday, so won't be around again, but I'll try and check up as soon as I get back and all that. I'll be thinking and praying about you all.

xxx

*hugs all three of you*

Dayna, what's the point in wasting my time and everybody's else to be told your blood levels are normal, and waste my time beinf told to do xyz and then have no szupport after or in getting hold of people.

Kahlia, well it is a special psych ward and does have our tent that everyone lives in, that has a million corners & more :)

Hana, I'm going to miss you, but you know that since we talk all the time on msn ;)

*Hugs everyone*

Kahlia - like the denial tent there are as many corners in here as we need.

x

*hugs everyone and walks into the denial tent* Think I"ll stay here for a while.

I thijnk I might move back in permantly to the denial tent,so much safer...

:::::::::::::::::::::: hugs to everyone ::::::::::::::::::::::::::

Dayna and Helen I am so sorry you are feeling bad today. Do you want to talk more about it?????

I had a bad night last night. Nightmares and shaking. Im fed up with them. Im not a little girl anymore, I should be big and brave by now, but Im not < cries >

I'm three months free today.
I just wanted to tell you all that I love you guys, and I wouldn't have got here without you.
xxxx

Well done zowie. That's absolutely fantastic!

*hugs Jade* its ok to not be brave all the time.
*dances with zowie* well done hun! thats fantastic.

secrets is having one hell of a wek, 2 deaths and her heandfather hanging on the balance, can she hide somewhere please?

*hugs everyone*

Zowie Well done honey YAY congratulations

Secrets < bigs hugs >

Big hugs to PixieDust and Air

How is everything this evening ?????????

Well done Zowie.

I am feeling sick again, too much stress from the he-devil :(

*cuddles everyone*

(sorry for total lack of personal responses just now)

I hope you feel better soon Mary Anne xxx

Congratulations, Zowie! <3

Helen: Gah x_o I don't really know what to say, I'm afraid *hugs*

Jade: How're you feeling now? *Hugs you too*

*Glomps everyone else*

Triggered as hell x_x

Sorry to hear that Dayna xxx Can I help

Not really sure what to do other than just distract myself. I'm messing about in a few places on another site, as well as lurking here, and got a couple of conversations going on MSN, so hopefully that'll do.

And how are you now? You sidestepped that question xD. I hope you're feeling better

Do you know Your too good I did side step the question Im okay and giving hugs right now < big hugs to your Dayna >

Thanks for asking xxx
Love Jade xxx

Ah goood, I'm glad you're feeling better now *big hugs back*

I am so increadibly proud of you Arwen, you have no idea seriously, I know you've really struggled at times but you've kept going. Love you sweetie <3

*sneaks in and apologizes for the absence of late.. it will likely continue for a bit until I have regular private access to the internet again*

*sends hugs to everyone - missing you all!*

Congrats Zowie/Arwen!!! That is a wonderful achievement. Hope you celebrate!

Hope you get it sorted out soon, Ravyn *hugs*

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Meh :/

meh =/ bollicks. finding it really hard to keep going.

I did celebrate! My dad took me out for lunch and then in the evening he bought me a bottle of wine. Thanks everyone! xx

is there a quiet corner in here where i can just sneak in and curl up in for a while? i feel really unsafe. well to be more accurate, i feel like ending it all. but at the same time i have so many reasons not to....phooey!!!

*Tight Hugs for everyone*

I missed you all.:yeah:I hope all is well for everyone.