I just want to disappear

*sits in corner staring at wall*

I don't feel well

Slip, you're not despicable hun *offers safe hugs* why do you think this?

Midnight - are you sick sweetie? *hugs* please take care of yourself

*hugs heather*

so tired. always alone. how many more time does this have to happen before someone finds the guts to just kill me? It's so much crueller to hurt me then leave me to try and salvage a life out of the broken pieces of myself...

*slinks into ward then pulls duvet over self* I don't exist I'm not a human I'm imaginary

i just dont care anymore:( i tried to kill myself yesturday and i FAILED like i fail at everything i just want to die so much i cant even tell anyone whats going on ....im so EVIL and i am done with everything :(....right now i just want to overdose and cut myself

Ugh I'm a failure I injured myself again after trying to help a suicidal friend (not on RYL)

I'm back. I enroll at college tomorrow and I'm terrified. I don't think I'm capable. So I'm stressing out badly.

Save me from myself *hides in ward*

:( dont even care anymore...i have messed up so much what do i need to do about it now :( its all my fault i cant handle this ...i cant even look after myself

I don't feel safe, so I'm signing myself in here for a while...

*gives all in here hugs and goodies/treats*

Really hurting right now... really painful. Make it all go away :(

I'm in severe pain - boyfriend dumped me through email yesterday (one line saying "I've found someone else so don't want you any more goodbye" :-(:crying::Emoticon(14):

Wow, that's rude and hurtful *hugs midnight star* I am sorry to hear that

I fix

I hate these feelings, one moment I am fine, the next I am debating SH... make it stop

sh last night. awful. think i went too far with across the wrist. but it wasnt too deep. just bled alot. i felt really good and bad afterwards. i wondered around my porch wondering if i was gonna die. but i didnt. so i called those people that brings my medicine and i told them to bring bandages. i had to wait an half hour before they came. and they put on vaseline bandages and some normal bandage around my arm and i gave them all my knives. i really thought i had crossed something serious cause i couldnt feel that i cut there.

*sits next to solo waving*

*sits next to m0nk and give m0nk a hug*

*curls up tight*