*hugs Lindsay*

*hugs all*

*leaves some goodies on the table for all*

*hides in the corner*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Hidingme*

*hugs everyone*

I had a small bump in my car this morning and am feeling really bad about it. I feel even worse about the fact that I have just thrown 1 year and 4 months self harm free away.

*cuddles Lindsay*
*hugs everyone else, too* sorry... I'm not in the mood to type all the names. I did read your posts though.

*Huge Hugs Lindsay* I'm so sorry you slipped up but you should be SO PROUD of acheiving a year and 4 months free :) Remember this is a slip up , not a relapse .

*Hugs Laura* How are you hun?

Thanks, Mark.

How is everyone today?

*Hugs Lindsay* I'm up thanks to your extra motivation :)

Yay! When is your appointment?

today was better i think.. lol wasnt struggling so much witrh depression and anxiety but felt really dissociated and " zombied out" (as one of us likes to call it) i was really confused with dates and times today.. like at work i went out on cig break came back looked at the clock and was like "oh i was only gone 5 minutes?"
it seemed longer.. much longer.. alsmost like skipping between different dreams// does that make semse? lol

anthow its 5 am (fri mornig now) amd i have not neem to sleep yet so i better do that i guess haha

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Hiding*

Morning all.

*hugs Mark* I'm not feeling stable lately.
*hugs Lindsay* a year and 4 months is great. Slipping after a long time like that must feel bad, please don't think about it as a relapse.
*hugs Hiding* I get the thing with the dates sometimes too. Sometimes I'm so sure that it is wednesday, but when I read the newspaper I realize that it is already thursday or friday.

just checking in again, hi everyone

Don't mind me just going to check in for a little.
*sits in the corner with pillow*

yeah its really odd. L ( the teal typing) has been having anxiety alot lately over the past few times weve fallen asleep at night becuse usually we feel sleepy first and sorta remember going to sleep.. but the last few times we've slept its been like wwe are awake watching tv and then boom.. were asleep.. she thinks it is like we pass out or something and ittrips her out.. anxiety affects us all but with L it is just more irrational and out in left feild.. lol she needs to just chill and go with it.. but she says she cant stop it..*shrug*

we are glad the confusion is less now.. it bothered us alot..

*hugs styled wrong*
*hugs IamNOTok - listen2me*
*hugs hiding*