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risenfromperdition 10-10-2011 07:56 PM

love you felicia. that kittys wayyyy to cute =]

flutterby butterfly 10-10-2011 10:05 PM

been ages since i was here but... hey guys.

Voldemort 10-10-2011 10:07 PM

Mm. I echo what was said above. Tell someone and get some help. You don't have to do this on your own. X

Doikers 10-10-2011 10:32 PM

*hugs Mara*

*Hugs Voldemort*

risenfromperdition 10-10-2011 11:20 PM

Jill- I'm a bit useless with advice atm but feel free to message if u want (I said that in other post but apparently it posted early. Stupid phone ><

Amy, mara, mark, felicia, everyone else <3

misskitty112 10-10-2011 11:28 PM

*hugs everyone*
My PM box is open for anyone who needs/wants it. I check it daily.
I don't think I'm gonna be around the ward much anymore (probably until I graduate) cause I have so much uni work, and I don't feel like I'm much help anyway.

YodaBearInterrupted 11-10-2011 06:20 AM

*hugs Jill and the others tightly*

I should be in bed, but I am not. I am smart, but I am not. What is the point of everyone telling me how awesome and stuff I am when they are lying to me?

Escape. 11-10-2011 08:21 AM

Ok if I come in here? Think I need a little bit of this right now...

Doikers 11-10-2011 09:49 AM

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Little miss Lonely*

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Felicia* <3

*Hugs Heather*

frenchhorn 11-10-2011 11:12 PM

*hugs you all*

I'm now in a hospital in Manchester, and I'm not sure what is going on, all I've been told is that there are no plans to discharge me yet and I'm allowed some leave.
Sorry I'm not on much don't have much internet.

YodaBearInterrupted 12-10-2011 05:00 AM

*hugs Oliver*

Bouncing around, feel quite ambivalent right now about everything and anything

Doikers 12-10-2011 11:42 AM

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Matt*

Mousie 12-10-2011 09:47 PM

Ok... I guess it's ironic that I am here. Just recently had Psych clinicals... most definitely one of my favorite types of clinicals for school so far. Maybe because I am so vested in it? Idk. It was a great experience, but I just kept thinking to myself that I had no right to be trying to coach psych inpatients when I still haven't figured my own stuff out. I kept thinking that, by every right, I should be locked up in there too. THat if someone were to see through me, they wouldn't have let me leave the building. I just go on hoping that I find a way out of my life, and that I didn't mess up any of theirs. It was therapeutic in a way, to talk to the patients, and help them work out treatment plans, and goals, to separate myself for a while, but in the end, did I have the right to be a fake, to wear my mask, and tell them not to hide, not to keep their emotions closed in, to help them heal, while I cannot?
Now I am just overly anxious. I felt like I was going to explode while I was there, but at the same time, I was so calm outside. It was comfortable to be there with them, to try and make a difference, to see the people who were healing. It was beautiful.
And now I am rambling. sorry

Doikers 12-10-2011 09:52 PM

You are not a fake Mousie *Huggles*

YodaBearInterrupted 12-10-2011 11:15 PM

*hugs Mousie*

I keep coming so close to losing it... its like looking at the precipice and not falling... I am tired of standing on the edge. Eventually, I guess I will have to let go and see where it takes me I guess. I am tired of being pushed around, told to do stuff like I am a little kid at work (I am one of the youngest at where I work, so that's why lol. Most of the staff is older than me.) I am tired of having to bail people out, and stuff at home is making me rage. I don't have anywhere to go with it. I have resisted so far turning it against myself, but that won't last much longer >.<

PoisonedApple 12-10-2011 11:16 PM

*hugs Mousie* You are actually the perfect person to help them if you think about it. You know more of what they are going through than most people who see them. Not a fake. Not at all.

*hugs Mark and everyone else who's been in of late*

excuse me while i have a total meltdown *hides in a corner and lets go of the rest of my mind*

Doikers 13-10-2011 12:33 PM

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Mousie*

*Hugs Crimson*

Louise 13-10-2011 01:14 PM

hugs everyone

Doikers 13-10-2011 03:18 PM

*Squishes Louise*

one_step_closer 13-10-2011 03:37 PM

*hugs everyone*

I really can't be bothered with life any more.


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