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risenfromperdition 06-08-2008 06:20 AM

bye byes <3

blondiebear 06-08-2008 06:22 AM

I'm off to bed. The alarm clock goes off an hour early so i can be ready for the construction crew that is coming to fix our bathroom ceiling.
Oh, and we only have one bathroom.

risenfromperdition 06-08-2008 06:25 AM

O.o 's only 9 there eh?
lol

risenfromperdition 06-08-2008 06:26 AM

night =)

Auburn Shadow 06-08-2008 10:18 AM

Just wanted to drop some huge *hugs* off for everyone!

zowie 06-08-2008 01:30 PM

Don;t know what to do with myself, feeling suicidal. Would OD if I was in charge of my meds.

Detour. Derail 06-08-2008 09:12 PM

Im glad you arent in charge of the Zowie hun...
I know how awful it feels....but we'd hate for you to do anything that will hurt you :(

risenfromperdition 06-08-2008 10:15 PM

alexxxxxx <3
hows you?

horizon_surfer 06-08-2008 10:39 PM

well i'm officially back from weekend working.. blah. glad i dont have to do anything for a while but annoyed at myself again - ended up scratching my arm on 2 occasions, no lasting marks (as long as the most recent goes soon which i think it will) but this now brings it up to 3 times in the last couple of weeks :( i think i know i'd feel better if i did cut properly but i dont want to start it off again and i dont need it enough, i just want it. *sigh* oddly enough, the rest of me seems ok and calm enough. *hugs to all*

BoundNoMore 06-08-2008 10:57 PM

*just checkin in*

1ofmany 06-08-2008 11:05 PM

Bad so bad right now its really bad...but why cant I do it? I want to and need to but i cant. Hate myself, all alone they all hate me. Sorry guys i am no use.

BoundNoMore 06-08-2008 11:07 PM

Awww Marc
*hugs*

1ofmany 06-08-2008 11:09 PM

I wish it was real...I need someone i can open up to someone i can say help to, my mind keeps screaming to ask for help (from certain friends) but i wont...i dont want to bother one, one doesnt care and they all hate me behind my back.

BoundNoMore 06-08-2008 11:11 PM

well I know you don't know me...
but I'll listen if ya need to talk.

1ofmany 06-08-2008 11:15 PM

Too messed up, dont knwo the words to type need to talk...prompt. So sorry hoping i will be happy soon. But dont want to ride in car with friend who talks about me badly when i am not there...she thinks about me badly too.

Thank you for thiking kindly, I just hope your not laghing at me really.

BoundNoMore 06-08-2008 11:16 PM

*not laughing... is just concerned about you*

1ofmany 06-08-2008 11:19 PM

Sorry struggling with what is true and what isnt, am scared and want the thinking to stop. Am sorry i should stop posting and come back when i am in a better frame

Casper_Fading 06-08-2008 11:25 PM

*cuddles everyone*

risenfromperdition 06-08-2008 11:29 PM

*pounces on jess*

Kuwairo 06-08-2008 11:32 PM

*hides in the corner*

BoundNoMore 06-08-2008 11:40 PM

You ok Ku?

Auburn Shadow 06-08-2008 11:40 PM

you ok over there Ku? *hugs*

*hugs everyone*

BoundNoMore 06-08-2008 11:42 PM

*hugs Hana*

blue_cloud 06-08-2008 11:42 PM

hi all *leaves hugs and snuggle blankets*

*rocks n cradles arm*

Casper_Fading 06-08-2008 11:56 PM

*glomps heather*

*cuddles all* what's up lovies?

di... what happened!

Kuwairo 06-08-2008 11:57 PM

erm...*shakes head*
sorry

BoundNoMore 06-08-2008 11:59 PM

*jumps up and down*
Yay!!! Sugar is back from getting spayed!!!! :-)

Kuwairo 07-08-2008 12:00 AM

aww bless :)

Auburn Shadow 07-08-2008 12:02 AM

yay! *hugs manda back*

I keep passing out. It's really getting to me at the moment, but got doctors soon, so hopefully I can sort it... *sigh* stupid body.

*hugz ku and diamond*

Sup Ku, sweetie?

Casper_Fading 07-08-2008 12:02 AM

why sorry ku?

Casper_Fading 07-08-2008 12:03 AM

yay! now you get to watch her stagger about from the anasthetic :P it's so cute!

Kuwairo 07-08-2008 12:04 AM

i got no blades now...need one.
sorry cos i keep dumping my crap on people, you dont need it

blue_cloud 07-08-2008 12:06 AM

i screwed up again :( my ex husband is really messing with my head

BoundNoMore 07-08-2008 12:09 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by <alive> (Post 983552)
yay! now you get to watch her stagger about from the anasthetic

she ain't even got energy to do that much... been laying down ever since she got home.

Casper_Fading 07-08-2008 12:11 AM

awww bless!

Ku, you post as much as you need to. Don't talk y0ourself our of posting!

Di, what's ur ex doing?

blue_cloud 07-08-2008 12:13 AM

saying he wants to come back, i am so confused he has been gone for nearly a year. i really messed my arm up

Kuwairo 07-08-2008 12:14 AM

*hugs di*
already have...i'll be ok. just gonna stay here for a bit, you're all lovely

Casper_Fading 07-08-2008 12:17 AM

Doyou want him to come back?

*cuddles ku* keep posting honey... please?

Kuwairo 07-08-2008 12:18 AM

my head says im not allowed.
cos i proved i dont deserve.

blue_cloud 07-08-2008 12:18 AM

thanks ku thanks jess
i really don't know i just wana make it all go away right now

blue_cloud 07-08-2008 12:19 AM

everyone deserves to be heard ku xx

Casper_Fading 07-08-2008 12:22 AM

By feeling that you don't deserve to be heard, shows that you need to be heard and you need support. that's what we're ehre for. *cuddles*

*cuddles di* honey, maybe go for a walk and try to clear your head/

Kuwairo 07-08-2008 12:23 AM

thank you...
but i ****ed up that right when i walked away from someone who needed help.
sounds like a good idea di. take care though yeah? look after your arm now too xx

blue_cloud 07-08-2008 12:24 AM

it's 11.30 here to late to go out the kids are in bed, i will go now i am just talking rubbish anyway. thank you for your support jess *hugs*

blue_cloud 07-08-2008 12:25 AM

ty ku i will do xx

Kuwairo 07-08-2008 12:26 AM

argh, really? thought it was earlier than that! (so much for the early night)
you're not talking rubbish, not at all
and good :)

Casper_Fading 07-08-2008 12:27 AM

Ku, when you're in need of help yourself, you're not expected to be there for everyone else. *cuddles*

BoundNoMore 07-08-2008 12:32 AM

*sighs* I agree with Jess but...
what about people like me who never stop needing help?
I am one big needy pathetic excuse for a human being.

Kuwairo 07-08-2008 12:32 AM

maybe.
i pretty much ruined the best friendship i have though.
she says it's ok, i didn't upset her or anything.
but cos i walked away, i messed up. i dunno how to get back on track.
she needed me more than i needed her, really.
and now? now i just wish i had my damn blade.
sorry, i'm moaning, i haven't even asked how you are
*cuddles*

edit: bound by thoughts (really sorry i forgot your name-heads mush) i think the same about myself...it doesn't make it true *hugs*

Casper_Fading 07-08-2008 12:35 AM

Amanda, you know that you will eventually get past this. It's amazing and 'unblelivable' but you WILL get past this.

*cuddles Ku* your friend sounds like she understands why you walked away. You need to be okay before you can help someone else be okay. Or even in just a better frame of mind at least!


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