I'm just going to shuffle over to the window and curl up with my duvet. Don't mind me.

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Sleepy Kitty if okay*

*asks if can have hug*
i maybe getta see felicia 'fore you :P

*Squishes Heather*

=] ^.^

*hugs all* how are you?

Hugs are absolutely okay - and much needed. Thank you. *Hugs back*

I'm not having a good one. I'm curled up in my duvet IRL too...:crying:

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Sleepykitty*

*hugs sleepykitty* sorry don't know your name
*hugs mark*

hey laura =]

(My name is Katie)

*hugs*

Hi Katie, i'm Lindsay. *hugs*

*Hugs Katie*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Lindsay *

*Night time hugs my wardies*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Katie*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Heather*

Need to hide.

*sits with* sup hun?

I can't deal with my own feelings right now. I don't want these things going through my head. I feel like cutting it out is the only option. Can't hide from myself.

<3333 try not to cut sweetie. pm if you wanna x

I'm trying. I'm on here on my phone to distract myself since my head won't let me fall asleep either. Thank you.

*hugs everyone*

thinking of you guys, despite my absence... been doing a lot of thinking.

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Mrs Pan*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Laura* How have you been hun ?

All the new names! It might take me a while to get to know them all.

*Hugs everyone*

I slept right through the night. Miracle!

*Hugs Katie* I Like your Signature :)

Morning everyone.

Thanks Doikers! I love Mrs Dalloway. <3

*hugs*

Katie , You can call me Mark :) *Hugs*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*hugs all* how are you?

had an appointment with a specialist today. It was exhausting but it went ok. She gave me 2 questionairs

hugs everyone

*admits self*

*cries*

can't cope with these feelings and its going to get worse

*hugs Louise* how are you?
*hugs MessedUp* you want to talk about it? what's going on for you?

*Hugs Messedup if okay*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Louise*

*hugs everyone*

I'm tired of barely getting through each day. I have to die.

*Hugs Lindsey* I don't know what tell you other than myself, and everyone else in this ward would never want that.

*hugs all*

Lindsay I don't want you to die, nor does anyone in the ward *extra hugs*

*hides* too stressed

*Hugs Lindsay* You don't need to die hun , You are important to me , I would miss you :/

*Hugs Lia* How are you ?

*Hugs Oliver* How are you doing?

*Hugs Oliver and Mark*

What's up Oliver?

Hey Mark, I don't know. I want to be happy and have been happyish for the past few months, but there are...things. I just thought I'd come and say hi. How are you?

hugs lia, mark, oliver and lindsay

*Squishes Lia* I'm on PM here or on FB if you need hun :)

*Hugs Louise*

Thanks Mark :) I was in Wales the other day and thought of you. I was visiting a uni, Bangor, it looks like Hogwarts and has a tea society and does an English with creative writing course. It's a really nice place as well, it's a city technically but it's one of those cities that's really a town with a cathederal. I don't know if you've been there, but I certainly liked it. Anyway.

I'm thinking about coming back. I'm on a trial thing right now, I will make my decision in the next few days.

*Hugs Louise* How are you dear?

*hugs Lindsay* I would miss you.
*hugs Lia*
*hugs Oliver*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs all*

*Hugs Lia*

*HUGS louise*

Hey Laura, how are you?

*hugs Mark* how are you?
*hugs Lia*

went to a spacialist today. i was there for 1hour and 30min, it was exhausting.
She gave me 2 questionairs to fill in, there were some really funny questions.

i hate mrs dalloway >.> hafta write paper on... but scenes in=argh =s

*hugs Lia, Mark, Heather, Laura, Louise, Lindsay*

Hey Heather. Everything all right?

*Hugs Oliver* Are you feeling any calmer?

*hugs Lia* how are you?

I'm still pretty stressed still, but trying not to think about it too much

Okay Oliver, but I'm here if you need me.

I'm all right, considering coming back. I don't know, I was happyish and I still have some of that, but I miss you guys and think a stint here may help.

*Hugs Katiee*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Louise*

*hugs Mark, Lia, Ian, Heather, Laura, Oliver, Louise, Lindsay, and everyone else*

*waves to all the new people* hi! i'm Laura!

I've been okay. Been going around and visiting people from uni.. trying to make my break before graduate school go by faster I guess.

I keep wanting to come on here and post, but something keeps stopping me... not sure what it is exactly. Don't feel like I completely belong anymore I guess (and it's not anyone's fault... I'm not complaining at all.. you guys are all fantastic. It's more a "me" thing then anything else... I'm a lot different from when I first posted here back in '09 heh... that's just how things go I guess). But yeah, that's mainly why I've just been lurking and reading.

Anyway, I hope everyone is staying safe. Oh and I made a blueberry lemon cake the other day. It was so good! *passes out non-calorie pieces to the ward*