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*hugs Lindsay*
*hugs Laura* I'm exhausted. How are you? |
*Hugs Lindsay*
*Hugs Laura* *Hugs Laura* |
*Hugs Laura*
*Hugs Mark* *Hugs Laura* *Hugs Lindsay* |
*cries* I really don't want to be alive any more.
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*Hold Lindsay Tightly*
*Hugs Ian* |
*Night Night My Wardies*
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Night, Mark.
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*hugs mark* good night
*hugs lindsay* |
love you guys <333
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*hugs all*
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*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Lindsay* I'm so sorry i wish there was more i could do to help, but i do know what it is like to feel the way your currently feeling iv been there myself and its awful. It wont last forever. I hope you feel better soon i really do. *Hugs Heather* *Hugs Mark* |
*hugs Ian* how are you?
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omfg. I fly in a little under 1 day.
This is too stressful. *hugs ward* |
but look at your annoying signature. and getting to see deathly hallows and grr :P <3
love you *jumps on* |
*Hugs Lindsay*
*Hugs Laura* *Hugs Heather* *Hugs Oliver* *Hugs Felicia* <3 |
Hi everyone.
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Hey Lindsay *Squishes* How do you feel hun?
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Desperate to get out of life. How are you, Mark?
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I'm not sure my neighbour is insisting I get myself some cider for getting him his fags :S *Hugs Lindsay*
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Are you able to decline his offer?
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Not really , he insisted , so.............. yeah , But it'll just be a couple for tonight which is good I guess , the universe is taking the piss somewhat :S
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*huge hugs*
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*Squishes Lindsay*
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*hugs lindsay*
*hugs mark* *hugs heather* *hugs miskitty* *hugs oliver* *hugs ian* hope I didn't forget anyone but just in case *hugs all* they still want me to go inpatient. I have an appointment to talk with the inpatient person at hosp and then I get to decide if I want to go inpatient or if I don't want to. I'm putting pressure on myself and keep thinking that if I don't go voluntarily that they are going to force me eventually. |
*Hugs Laura* Perhaps wait until you've spoken to the woman until you decide?
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Maybe you could try making a list of the pros and cons of going inpatient and see how you feel then. Having something down on paper can make decisions easier.
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*hugs all*
Laura I agree with Lindsay a pro and con list is a good idea. I got called a freak on the train back to Manchester cos I was watching an opera. |
That was so horrible of them, Oliver. I hope you're ok. *hugs*
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*Hugs Lindsay*
*Hugs Oliver* I'm so sorry that's so mean , don't let the bastards get you down Mate . |
Is this really me? Is this my life? I've never been 'normal.' I just want to fit in somewhere.
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*hugs Lindsay and Mark* how are you both?
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Waiting on the crisis team phoning me to tell me that i've done well by cutting my grass today. I don't feel like i've done well. I am a fraud living in an alien world.
How are you doing, Oliver? |
*hugs Lindsay*
I'm not doing so great, I want to OD, but have to go buy the tablets tomorrow. |
What's making you want to OD?
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really strong urges to do it, I can't explain them I just need to OD, its like a force acting over me making me do it.
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*Hugs Lindsay*
<---- you two are very dear to me , PM box always open <---- You are always there for me :) *Hugs Oliver* |
*hugs everyone and goes to lay down in a dark room*
Sorry everyone, I can't even focus enough to get caught up and do replies. *hopes the migraine goes away during my VPW nap* |
*Hugs Crimson* *Hugs your Head*
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Oliver, I understand that feeling. It's horrible but please remember that you don't need to act on it. You are in control.
Thanks Mark *hugs back* Crimson, I hope you feel better soon. |
*hugs Crimson, Mark and Lindsay*
I'm off now to my trans swimming group, have a good evening/morning all. |
Hey everyone :)
Apart from family (and my parents obviously) which most of them live quite a long way away i have no one. I do have one person who i really like and i talk to them quite alot. We have been talking for quite sometime and are hoping to meet soon. *Hugs Oliver* I'm so sorry about the person who was nasty to you Oliver *Hugs Mark* How are you? *Hugs Lindsay* How are you doing? |
Oliver, I hope you enjoy the swimming.
Ian, i'm sorry you don't have many people to talk to. I know how that feels. I'm always here if you need me. I'm not really sure how i'm feeling. |
I cut last night. First time in weeks. Tired of this ****.
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*hugs Mrs Pan* xxxxx
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I'm sorry to hear that *hugs* Do you want to talk about anything?
I think i'm close to cutting too. I need something. |
Oliver - if watching an opera makes you a freak, the unfortunately I'm a total freak too! I watch ballet as well, that probably makes me uberfreaky? So sorry, people are such jerks!
*hugs to everyone* How we doing guys? x |
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Thanks, but i'm not sure that anyone can help. I'm very suicidal. I just need something to tide me over until I get things sorted.
How are you? |
pretty much the same. coping tho. Listening to Nessun Dorma. it's my favourite piece of music ever.
Hope you manage to get things sorted <3 |
Thank you. I hope you feel better soon.
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